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Monday, March 29, 2004

[add] well, jux get to noe one ger frm kent ridge sec if i not wrong... hahax... she reali damm noob in comp sia... ask her go internet tools oso dunno... hahax... anyway, dunno y she ask mi call her tell her how... so we tok tok tok... tok abt an hr sia... dun even noe how we managed to tok so long de... bud she quite kawaii lahx... keke... dun tink yy kkx? i onli lyk one ger... keke... anyway, she told me where to get the thing i wan! yays! after 1 hr of surfing da net to find it... early noe i ask her le... hahax... then after making her comp, we tok tok lor... she lyk so bu yao la tt time de... lolx... those how to say... lyk veri cute cute de... hahax.. she tok lyk veri pri sch... manx... am i advertising for her? mad me... dun tink yy hor everyone! hahax... well, nth more this nite... jux did some maths and learn for da chinese test... keke... k larx dun say le... byebye... [add ended]

yOu'rE geTtInG fUrthEr

ok... today was quite a nth day as usual... jux try to tink positive yeah? first 2 periods was a maths... ded small change/approximate change... yea... it was quite easy... all of the steps is dead de... yep... the song voyage keeps going thru my mind... hope to find the eng translation soon... neways, today refrain myself frm slping and i even listen to seapig lesson! i'm a changed guy... i wanna study hard and i can do it... okx... next was physics went to da lab.. though my paper dunno fly where when i pass up to kok that time, i still try listen to wad he say... manx... the journey is tough bud i jux gotta hang on... then was recess... quite plainful as i ate a bowl of laksa... forget got mee goreng manx... haix... yaya... then chinese was great! finally one time no nid worry got do nian xi anot... cos today is the spelling thingy... keke... i supposed to see her during recess for my zhao ju... bud i nv go, she oso forget... *grins* neways, up next was eng and geog which i listen thorughout though sometimes during eng i was distracted... i still managed to finish the exercise... yea... lunch break was damm funnie... wei hwang can't finish his rice he go use his straw stuck the rice in and then blow it out... lookx lyk constipation... lolx! its damm cute the way tube of rice was squeezed out... d&t waz till 4pm... too bad i did not bring my hp today... so gotta use ashley hp to sms ah ger ask her wait 4 me... well, she replied to my phone hich i obviously c it when i reached home... did everything wrongly manx my d&t... haix... mux redo again... damm... bad hare day...

well, went home with jared and yea infront was her... i forget ask her the thing sia... forgetful me... hahax.. in da end reach the bus-stop she take 67 go... most prob is change at eunos? i dunno lehx... nv go ask... well, miss da chance to say bye bye to her... tink she oso bo chap me le... *sobz* life is getting tougher each day... well, as ger say, i can't always push da blame... yea... its my fault i can't pluck out tt toopid courage of mine... actually is can de lahx... jux feel tt if i and let me tink wad to use.... i and • is rite beside her... i tok, • tok, she will be damm stuck in da middle... will feel pressurize... tts y i always nv say anything... bud by doing this, i tink me and her is getting further and further away from each other le... i reali dunno wad to do! i care abt how she feels bud by doing this, it makes me further away... maybe jux one day she jux forgets who i am... haix... if not another prospective is tt she is avoiding me again... diao... i dunno... jux wild guesses... feel damm hurt sia... jing4 tui4 liang3 nan2... lyk today... i was jux beside you yet nth came out of us... its lyk though we are invisible... bud when • is beside you, you two is jux lyk toking on... i see le oso tink back of myself... i reali is tt invisible to you mahx? y will lyk tt de? can't we even jux say hi or bye? jux simple words oso cannot... i tink i am too hopeless le... maybe its jux not the right choice...

i ain't giving my best... bud if ya reali dun hav a heart for me, at least jux spit it into my face... well, i will jux have to accept it one day... jux one day... can anyone tell me wad to do? haix.. i reali dun wish to have history repeating... jux hope one day we can sit down jux you and me tok thru all... tt will be my happiest wish... well, now i jux can hope she doesn't avoid me... wad can i do? onli you can lead me out... hope ya reply soon... =& wonder wad will happen this yr esp after our o's... will you ever be with me? or will i never ever c you again? well, frm the most accurate point of view frm someone, i ain't gotta have you... tink i tok to long abt this le... i jux feel damm sad... hope someone can cheer me up lyk i do... or maybe jux ur in-turn reply can... haix... chillz on junting... its time for you to study... this type of thing gone is gone... i reali hate da feeling of so near yet so far... damm torturing... and even so near yet you see other ppl having laughters with her, you can't do anything cos you are lyk you ain't there... haix... hope someone can help me... bye guys... chi||z...

Sad and feeling drifted: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin

darkside illusions 5:33 PM

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