Friday, June 30, 2006
ok. since this blog is not in used. the tag-board will be closed. =D enjoy. those who have my msn should noe my new blog for now! cheers~!
those who really want peep me on my mail or smth. ^^
darkside illusions 1:10 PM
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
MOVED!
ask me for my new blog address please. this site will still remain though. cheers!
darkside illusions 2:32 AM
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006
projects + heart crisis
juz saved my own skin by cocking up some projects stuff for tml. i aint wanna slack anymore. >< anyway, life has been pretty much good for me. and i hope to stay in this way. i really hate fightings and stuff. i juz wan me, nich, josh and all my other good friends to be together and laugh together. of cos i really hope that i have a girl by my side too. =D
who wouldnt want a nice partner eh?
but currently i have yet other fan nao other than projects. gosh. i feel so funnie when i'm talking with ya and stuff. its lyk a warmth that made me wanna chat more. i juz dunno why. yeah. i know you wanna be alone as in single but of well. i scared as days goes by i will fall deeper and deeper. >< you started to light up yet another chapter in me. i juz dunno y i had that feeling. >< gosh.
save me. i really hope we can meet up real soon. the first impression u gave me was way wad i wanted. it was so nice and warm. it might be infactuation but as days went by since we talked, i tink i can slowly find the answer. should i tell you or should i not? i dowan disappointment but i really hope that you do feel a little different abt me than other guys.
hais.. why am i thinking of all these! i need to concentrate! ahh! y are u appearing in every of my thoughts? you just appeared in my head each time. when meii sad u were sad the first thing i tot was why. i dunno if i shld msg u not. cos i feel i'm lyk a bug or smth. oh well. i guess all these answer my own question. i feel i'm growing to lyk u even more each day.
hais.. will u feel the same? i hope this time i wont get disappointment if i show my sincerity. girls nowadays dun really lyk sincerity anymore. >< dunno y.
shld i let u know? or shld i not? i real confused again. *** san, tottemo suki desu.
darkside illusions 3:14 AM
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Monday, June 26, 2006
karaoke! =x
i hope this works. i love this song for now! so cute! hahas! i got the lyrics off some site. gotta credit to him. so if there's any erh.. wrong words not me hors. i juz copy and paste. =P enjoy guys. will blog a proper one later. for now project research! ><
Ji Pa Ban - Hokkien
Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban,
Gua uh ji pa ban, jit si lang tio khin san,
Bo khong bo lang jai, kong tio chin pai seh,
Chiak kak hia nih tua hanh. ko mm pat je puey kee,
Pah piah hua chuey ni, bo chia bo chu ko bo ai lin,
Kua lang chua bo ko chuey sing di, wu jii ko wu seng,
Nah si gua wu ji pa ban, wa beh je puey kee,
Wa beh ew seh kai, ha wa ee sai dai yang,
Lit pun chiak su shi (Wa chia li chiak su shi)
Nah si gua wu ji pa ban, wa beh buey chia buey chu,
sang ting ka hai bi, siang lang ka ho kih,
lai hor wa cho bo
Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban,
Nah sih li wu kiam eng jii, khui chui bien keh khi,
Bo khong bo lang jai, kong tio chin pai seh,
Chiak kak hia nih tua hanh. ko mm pat je puey kee,
Pah piah hua chuey ni, bo chia bo chu ko bo ai lin,
Kua lang chua bo ko chuey sing di, wu jii ko wu seng,
Nah si gua wu ji pa ban, wa beh je puey kee,
Wa beh ew seh kai, ee tah li lim ko pi,
Loh pi chiak speh ge ti (Loh pi chiak speh ge ti)
Nah si gua wu ji pa ban, wa beh buey chia buey chu,
Buey tiam lai siu chor, eng eng bien cho kang,
Chua kow ki san por,
Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban,
Nah sih li wu kiam eng jii, khui chui bien keh khi,
Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban,
Chap cheng puay cheng teh ki eng,
bien huan ma boh bun tuey (huan chien pu se wen ti)
Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban…
Wei, peng yu eh, li siong ji pa ban, chin chuay ah?
One Million dollars
If I have got one million, one million,
I got one million, my whole life no worries,
Never say nobody knows, say already very shy,
Eat until so big, never sat on a plane before,
Worked so hard for so many years, no car no house and also no lover,
See people get married and do business, got money and got success,
If I have got one million, I wanna sit on a plane,
I wanna explore the world, Hawaii to sun bath,
Japan eat sushi ( treat you eat sushi )
If I have got one million, I wanna buy car buy house,
eat all the delicacies of the world, who got the good luck,
be my girl
If I have got one million, one million,
If you need to borrow money, just open your mouth and ask and no need shy shy,
Never say nobody knows, say already very shy,
Eat until so big, never sat on a plane before,
Worked so hard for so many years, no car no house and also no lover,
See people get married and do business, got money and got success,
If I have got one million, I wanna sit on a plane,
I wanna explore the world, Italy drink coffee,
Road side eat spaghetti ( road side eat spaghetti )
If I have got one million, I wanna buy car buy house,
Buy shop to collect rent, easy easy no need to work,
Bring dog go for a walk,
If I have got one million, one million,
If you need to borrow money, just open your mouth and ask and no need shy shy,
If I have got one million, one million,
Ten thousand eight thousand take go and use,
No need to pay back also no problem ( pay back money not a problem )
If I have got one million, one million,
Eh friend, you think one million a lot ah?
darkside illusions 6:32 PM
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
last post for retarded
seriously. this will be my last reply for retarded. its too crap and jiao wei that i really cant stand le. lols. he/she makes no sense at all come on..
retarded: Anyway so now you've started *****ing about other people in your blog. Well done. If you dont like someone, tell them in their face. Dont ***** here
first: its my blog. i wan to say wad thing here its my prob. this aint ur blog. thanks.
second: u ask me tell them to their face? sure. talk to me face to face then if u dun lyk me. come la. if u dun dare ya juz fucking contridicting urself. hum ji? scared? u tink ya 100% correct? kiss my ass. ask u come talk face to face u give reason lyk i'm immature and stuff. now u ask me say face to face. sure. when and where u want? i say it face with face with u.
third. i do not need to be 18 to act 18. ya the immature one hu hides identity and saying ppl frm the back. if ya 18, act lyk 1. if ya not, please try to be mature more. respect ppl's space at least on their OWN blogs.
fourth: my pms more than girls. yeah i agree. so? wad has it got to do with u? is it that i am so that you can shit when u need too? i got 'pms' that time u cant eat? u cant bloody sleep? u cant walk? if its nth that got to do with u. please be 18 lyk wad u say.
fifth: i dunno ur mother gave u the wrong way out, or ya juz plain bo liao. i can forgive if u ran out of IMH. but please, wad i say, wad i do has totally NTH to do with u. i give u face already. but wads wrong with u? tell me. before u came here. did i say anything abt u? yeah. _|_ it if u dun lyk wad i said. but ya not my close fren, ya not my family or wad so ever. its has nth to do with u. so please be mature at wadeva age u are and keep ur bloody mouth shut pls. ppl hu doesnt even dare reveal his identity when talking are juz plain empty vessels.
at least u give ur true identity and stuff den ya allowed to make comments.
forget it. these will nv get thru to the immature thick skull of urs. u'll juz bloody cock up some reason or excuses to defend. its nv ending. SAY WAD U LIKE. DISCRIMINATE ME. DEFAME ME. THIS JUZ SHOWS HOW BLOODY IMMAUTRE YOU ARE. YEAH NO ONE NOES HU U ARE. SO ITS OK RIGHT? LET ME TELL U. U KNOW URSELF THE BEST. U NOE HU IS BEING IMMATURE HERE. EVERYONE HU READS MY BLOGS KNOWS. FIRE AWAY UR CRITICS ON ME. I SHALL BE LYK WAD U SAY MATURE AND SAY THANKS, UNLIKE THE IMMATURE YOU.
end. fine. i said my piece. seriously ppl have so much time to spare. zzzz. i'll wait for my gatekeepers to finish d/l and i can watch le! xD lex wants to stay happy and carefree from now on. *angel* i shall be good and ignore everything. but i'll take recent stuff into consideration unless things clears up. yep thats all. ja ne. mata ashita.
darkside illusions 2:25 AM
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Friday, June 23, 2006
zzzz
seriously ask urself. y dinda i say it in front of ur face? ask ask. u want me not to hide? sure i can. y did i put ????? cos i only want ppl hu knows to knows. i'm saving ur face dude. if u cant even see that, fine, rice, fan, maurice, ct-madcow, wadeva u call urself. yes. i'm OBVIOUSLY talking abt u. u've reached my limit dude and thats it.
fuck! so u say i'm hiding in blog? come on tell me. which line of my previous post which talks abt u doesnt seems lyk u? come on. even suet hu is not there yest knew. u want to know y? its meant for u to noe! i fucking dowan to say names. to save ur ass. but u prefer me saying it eh? cool. the next time i'm gonna spit everything in ur face. thats wad u wan eh? but imagine. yest when you mention FC close le. we said yeah. wad u do? shout a "ARGH" in public. u dun lose face u noe. everyone was staring at our grp instead. if i were to walk up to u and spit that ur being clildish? wad will u do? tell me with ur heart. tag me, say it in dbg. anything. i will expect a shouting or stuff. will u be lyk now in ur blog. thanks for telling? ok sorry? on my ass.
i need not hide. u want me say names. u dowan ur face. fine i can make it more obvious den now. dun come fuck me up when u regret. and i still want the answer to the question. i noe u and someone are reading.
u told angelic, u and virus cant stand me cos i blog things behind ur back rite? let me assure u. no. i noe u guys are reading. lyk obviously. doesnt tag doesnt mean not reading right? so here it goes. cant stand me? come fuck me lahs. i'm standing here right now. i cant stand the behaviour and words of u no more rice. other than that ya ok. wonder y desmond shout back at u the other time? go tink. y? cos ya making useless comments. yes i tink he's right by saying u tink this song is crap juz cos u cant play it.
and if ur words are true, den mr.virus cant stand me as well den? come on. say this is true. i've got things to say abt u too. i aint lyk u. i blog everything in readable by normal means form. shant say much cos its not confirm abt this. for now. unless u are wondering too. yes. my previous post do talk abt u.
fuck. i'm pissed. damm. i need to control. *(*@()@&$(()#@$@(#$)@
darkside illusions 1:11 PM
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titless
seriously i hate problems. useless things to happen. gosh. ppl say i'm childish and stuff but hey look at me? do i get down till that state? i'll answer no. yes i do have up down moods sometimes. but i'll get over it fast enuff. lyk a day or 2? damm. how can a person really be sad for so long for problems not that big?
how long can u be sad and stuff over someone u've known for a month or less. gosh. as in for years ok la. nope. i'm not flaming or stuff. juz wondering. cos i've nv had that feeling b4. oh well..
ok. as i said i really hate politics and stuff. lulUlu.. but oh well. i juz gotta say this. hmm. ok. heard stuff here and there. i seriously already gave up my trust in ????? (dun bother to count. it aint the number of letters in the name) anymore. as in as a whole lahs. backstabbing here and there. hais. y does it always happen to me? hmm.. cant u guys juz be good and erh... mind ur own things. -_-"
come on la. grow up. so wad u tink ya 100% better than me in ????? (again dun bother to count - -")? let u win lor. brag more bahs. yay! i agree la.. u better. happy? win? gosh. lyk that oso wan to say. dots. but hey look at reality. so wad u have some parts better? i dare to say some things i can do u cannot do lor. waaa. brag more abt ur ????? and ?????. u can do ????? easily lyk abc. yeah i lose. happy? waaa. ppl impressed by u le lehs. cos ya better than lex. but eat my foot pls. i can do ????? can u? u'll juz jolly well give excuses lyk only that ????? cannot do. lalala~ ya ya. i look at our ????? and compare. come on. u only have 5 - 6 ????? that are better. wad abt the other ?????s huh? oh not counted eh? i can say i have at least a 100 ????? more better than u. nbm. i shall be good. u are better lor. wooo~ wad i achieved are craps la huh. u have the most perfect ????? and ????? and ????? la hor. go on go on.
seriously y do u often complain abt things not working out and stuff? saying y ppl give u hot and cold and shit. look at urself first. so wad u say ya 100% way better than me? in the end? make sure wad u say meets with wad u do. saying no need compare one la. in the end u do. u tried so hard to be closer with *ahem*. but hello? cant u see i'm much closer without trying? u want to noe y? cos i'm natural and myself in front of them. be a saint, be god, be the no 1 in front of any person. but at the back ya a wadever i could think of. it juz wont work out dude.
you can claim to have change. claim to have repent. but let me tell u. if i give u another ?????, u'll juz go back to the same way. let me tell u something. i have 2 faces too. 1 is my true face, another is to u. i may seem nice to u. but on the inside, i'm fuckily disappointed and disgusted by everything u say/do.
to ?????: enough la. how long muz u drown urself? it was a public nuisance la dude. sad? angry? its nth big seriously. thats to me. i rather u sad/angry keep quiet and dao ppl rather than shouting and trying to gain attention by doing wad i tink is childish and inmature acts. come on. thats much better ways to express ur feelings. seriously, 10/10 ppl told me ya juz making a fool out of urself. hate me, curse me for saying these things. i'm juz stating a fact. whether to face up to reality urself, its still urself. juz please, manage in a way such that u can prove ya 1 yr older than me and uniform grp did not make u such a guy. thanks.
to ray: come on dude. cheer up. if it aint urs, it will not be urs. learn to look forward at times. i noe its hard. i too have same problems. but give it a try, u may be surprised by how much u have done when u look forward. i noe i may not be the best of friends or smth to help u when ya down or stuff. but.. i can be there when u need venting. thats for sure. ^^
yep. nth more to blog. its 5.30 in the morning and i'm blogging? y? cos i watch japan vs brazil. i wanted japan to win. but oh well. they lost 1-4. zzzzz. brazil juz whipped their ass sia. >< ok oyasumi mina-san.
oh ya. wan angry, wan bu shuang, juz talk to me and state which point is false. thanks. i hate politics. zzz
darkside illusions 5:40 AM
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
chalet + club momo!
hahas. lex shall be an angel and erh.. ignore unnessasary comments. ^^
centis chalet from mon to wed. kinda had a great time there. mostly spend my time playing daidee. LOLS. was fun la. joey introduced to asshole daidee way. lols! hmm. den went out walk walk. slept a little and stuff. bbqed. lols! how i love chalet. but i miss my bed and stuff too! hahas!
left on the 2nd night to meet ivan, juli to go club momo. its kinda small la the club. as in dancing space not much and stuff. recreation is kinda ok. I DUN LOOK LYK MY FACE IN THE IC! the security asked me to recite my address, date of birth and IC to him cos i dun resemble my IC face. lols! cos i changed my face too much since sec school! hahas! clubbing the 2nd time is kinda fun la. hahas. when u xi guan le and stuff. shant elaborate more. i'm kinda more crazier than the first time though. ivan, secrets shall not be revealed eh? =P ya sucha lucky guy! damm i'm jealous! hahas!
but i got my share too. ^^ though wasnt much but it was good enuff to keep me in shape and stuff. hahas. seriously, i dinda noe i could do those stuff till i really try! and it paid off! though ivan was more of the successful side, i'm still quite surprised with myself. =D damm. i hope the next session comes soon. mayb promised to jio me go! hahas! and toot seems kinda interested to try once too! hahas! gosh. i really think my life as a teenager is finally going to start! i'm gonna make use of all my chance i have in my youth so that i wont regret the next time! ^^
2 is the number that u guys have to guess that made me erh. lift up my mood. and 1 is the number that make me feel regretful. hahas! ivan shhhhhhh! ya'll! rock the house! break the beat, dance to the song! dancing thru the nite! thats lex world for now! dmgf, i kinda played lesser cos of recent incidents that are totally useless. oh well. shant say much abt those. for now i found my new interest! ^^
shall find some clubbing friends for now! hahas.
nth to blame. its juz me. though i really want to find someone i really love, but oh well. it'll nv come. i'll go crazy somemore till one comes along.
darkside illusions 2:36 AM
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Monday, June 19, 2006
MOS - i regret ah!
woho! i tink i'm still high frm last night. gosh. now i noe y its good to be single at times. oh well. last night went to erh.. MOS. wee~ underage party. wonder y my sis underage party not fun. i tink cos alot 16 - 17 girls? girls nowadays are more and more hot already. as in their thinkings are way different from those 20 odds. hmm.
anyway. yep. went to MOS yesterday. weiming and yong zhi cannot go in cos of some identification trouble. oh well. i almost had 1. cos my face on my IC looks too different le. >< hahas. nbm that. went in with juliana. actually say dowan dance. juz sit down and see ppl walk and dance. but the music really took me away lahs. =x went up with beng, tat, adrain, alan and ah tan and decided to go to the dance floor. chiong ah chiong. =x lols. chiong dao position juz nice to see soccer from the 2nd floor which only available for ppl above 18 de.. den see see dance dance. the music really made me high as time goes.
den got a grp of girls + 2 guys came beside us and dance. lala~ alan i tink high to fast find another grp of girls to dance. 'hook'ed on 1. den slowly, juliana oso kanna catch away. lols. den me and friends jiu dance. leg suan ah. ok fun part. i tink it wasnt me tt time la. but the music was good sia. den the girls group started dancing quite close to our grp. so lalala lor~ =x
one girl, one see is either juz past 16 or 17 de dance dance with her grp ma. den movement quite hot. practically can say she's my type de. oh well. first time so nv do much. den she dance, bu zhi bu jue to my in front le. so i juz dance den we very close nors. usually guys will try to initiate a hug or smth there. lyk how alan and the guy hu catch juliana did but i noob ma. so juz dance together nors. hahas. made eye contact and stuff and blah blah. but ok la. damm. she's kinda hot and chio u noe! and now i wonder y i dinda become more crazy. =x
hmm. the next time i visit clubs again and if i'm still single, maybe i shld try. hahas. =P i let go yet another catch. oh well. maybe i not confident of myself bahs. hahas. club momo on tues anyone? =x damm. lex dun get addicted. >< underage party is fun la! but the bass is really power. power till the stomach and heart can feel peace when the music stop. hahas. =x man. now i wished i've asked no or at least a name to kick start things. oh well. ><
till den. chalet today to wed. hope i have a great time. =P
darkside illusions 2:28 PM
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
misunderstanding?
ok so its my fault again. yeah yeah. and everything goes on. cool.
some happenings arnd me and stuff. said abt abilities are when u did it and ppl see it.
sure some can catch stuff some other ppl cannot. lyk eg. sorry for the use of names. psyence can catch the meikyou drums ending easy while knnth needs some concentration and stuff. knnth sp is higher. but y can psyence do it easier? cos of ability. however that doesnt mean psyence is better. knnth may have other abilities better than psyence.
yes. i can claim i can catch everything of timepiece II. even the irritating combo breaker. i can say i caught l100s tom solo. i can say anything i want. but when u play in front of ppl. it seems otherwise. abilities are things ppl see and think u can do it. sorry xifer. i'm gonna mention u now. xifer once said he can catch dragon blade ext on guitar. he can pass. but when ask to do. he cant. y? tink.
yep. to me abilities of a certain person is when i see it in my eyes that yes! u can do it! lyk kelvin once said. i cant do little prayer ext. i believe he said. but he played and played till i saw him catch 600+ to 700+ combo easily. that is when i believe yes! he have the ability to play that song already!
i guess its obvious by now. yes drew. i'm talking abt wad u said to me on the forums. u've misunderstood me entirely.
i said: i can catch things ppl cannot catch. but my sp is lower. is when one see u catch den wad u say will be valid.
it so happens that my post is right below urs. it so happen as though i'm arguing with ya or something. well u misunderstood it. on the contrary, i am agreeing with u that u cant judge someone by SP. i am not referring to u when i said i can catch things ppl cannot catch. but my sp is lower. is when one see u catch den wad u say will be valid.
yes i agree that u are indeed way better than me. because i saw u caught things i couldnt catch. tp2, meikyou, cockpit, and so many others. i'm juz stating the fact that one must see the person did that thing to really judge his ability. lyk david. he can show up his 1k card anytime. but can he live up to that SP when asked to show? i believe the answer is no. thats the main thing i'm trying to put across see? PEOPLE MUST SEE THAT YOU CAN CATCH BEFORE THEY CAN JUDGE YOUR ABILITY.
and you said: Catch your image in the mirror and know where you stand before attempting to comment on other people's failures to catch certain parts just because of SP.
yep. i do look at myself y i cant catch this and that. but i only give comments when i do can catch that certain part. in case you dunno. i do know where i stand. i do know where my ablities are and where are my weakness. yes. i can describe you as all rounded. a person who can roll well, handle fast speed, coordinate well and stuff. thats why i've nv critised the way u play or laugh at you when u miss or smth.
just because of SP
SP. is something to me part of game. without it i tink i'll still be at mushroom boy A. SP made me improve tons. but i wont judge it by that. look at benz and A13. benz is lower in SP. but his strokes and stuff are way over a13.
i can say i noe u abt a year already. i dun expect much. my post? double edge sword. block me. hate me more or believe wad i said. i can do nth. if a little thing such as this can hurt the friendship so bad, i got nth to say.
i'm juz disappointed how little things can cause such a serious thing to happen. oh well. after this post u may still tink i'm wrong or wad. maybe u wont even see this post at all. but juz to tell u. i agree on wad u said. for this time, u really made a mistake, a misunderstanding.
i'm really kinda down on mood la. yeah yeah. go on mr/miss retarded. say all u wan now. its a sad post. say i'm an emo freak fag or wadsoever. i cant be bothered anymore. forget it. i tink i have a using-SP-to-gauge-ability face to ppl bahs. oh well. having a rough patch now. hope the dark clouds blow off soon. nites peeps. thanks for even reading such a boring post.
anyway, this was the whole conversation lyk.
stuntman:
If you guys want to look at people's abilities from an SP viewpoint, then go ahead, it's a game afterall. Nothing to be gained. It just shows what type of thinking you are having.
So, enough of this issue, and let's move on.
jt23:
hahas. its not about ability. its abt wad ppl see as ur abilities are. i can catch things ppl cannot catch. but my sp is lower. is when one see u catch den wad u say will be valid.
and ya. move on. ><
stuntman:
You can catch what others higher than you cannot catch? That's a very interesting thought. Can you catch whatever I have caught? If you can't catch, and I can catch every other thing that you can catch, I don't think you can ever catch the meaning of the "not-using-SP-to-gauge ability" catchphrase. Catch your image in the mirror and know where you stand before attempting to comment on other people's failures to catch certain parts just because of SP. I hope you caught the point.
yeah. and off i go. wan an le.
darkside illusions 3:04 AM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
mr retarded 2
ok since there's something wrong with my tagboard. i will reply mr retarded reply here. xD
oh now u notice this is lame huh? hu started first? i retaliating huh? tell me tell me. hu is the lame one who came here and started talking crap? hu is the one hu wants to pick a fight?
and pls. open up ur eyes and look at the dates of the post. its the past dude. check ur calendar. and this is my blog jackass. i type wad i want. its none of ur business dude. unless ya someone i personally noe. u have the right to comment. but hey. open ur eyes big when u say i'm torturing my frenz hu are reading. it somehow seems to me lyk they are standing by me rather than complaining lyk u. so unless u identify hu u are, if not u are juz another useless crap juz lyk tt mr arthur. and stop the boo hoo stuff. find those words before u start saying i'm whining and stuff.
so wad if i wan a girl to complete my life? is that such a big ass problem to u? y? no girls want u or smth and u wan to whine? dun come to my blog and talk crap dude. and it aint doing u any good.
once again a little advice to u my fren:
unlike u, i dun go arnd saying ppl with hidden identities. guy or girl u may be (maybe a bit of both), i dun care. it juz tells me u've a weak personality. and oh. i love ma frenz arnd me. they stood by me when i was down and i stood by them too. so dun fucking tell me i'm torturing them dammit. if i see u in real life, i'll fucking beat the crap out of u for insulting me and them. u can say i'm whiny, i'm lousy and crap, u'll juz get the rain of words frm me. but if u ever critise my frenz or family, i swear i'll track u down by IP add and fuck u upside down.
and yeap. back to regular post. hit my 1.1k. actually its 0.09 sp more. >< but its yellow already! i'm standing at 1103.30 now. xD and kris, dun mind ppl saying abt ite students. jc students arent that high class to me either. yeah. they may be better in us in brains and stuff. they may be the elite of sg. but hell to them if they are arrogant and despise u guys. i have frenz in ite but i dun despise them too. cos their ma frenz! so dun bother abt those comments. =D
and charlene u better tell me hu izzit ok! hahahahas! =x
drew's band performance at jrock street fest really kick ass! god! his style is so damm nice! way to go drew! hope ya band can make it to big stage! xD everyone, support cafe! xD oh ya. i nv forget nicholas's band. xD meriotte! is that how u spell? =x LOLS. anyway! support those 2! xD
darkside illusions 2:11 AM
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Monday, June 12, 2006
mr arthur!
and today's post is dedicated to.... Mr. Arthur! hahahahahas. *claps*
yeah toot. u were right. i shld waste my time tagging on my tag board with sucha long post. i shld write on my blog! so here goes. this is getting fun.. xD lex feels evil.
firstly to quote:
U goit (got) a band? betcha dont even own a drum set at home and go to arcades to show off den huh
so i'll state 3 examples now. xD
i am a pilot. but i dun have a plane at home. my crew is not with me. therefore i am not a pilot and i go to arcades to play aeroplane games to show off.
i am a soccer player. but i dun have a soccer field at home. my team is not with me. therefore i am not a soccer player and i go to arcade to play soccer games and show off.
i am a banker. but i dun have $1million at home. my fellow shareholders are not with me. therefor i am not a banker and i go to casino to spam my credits to show off.
second to quote:
if you dont' bloody play the guitar, den why put it on ur profile? please try not to be a poser then. and dont say that you put it there cos u like.
so i'll state another 3 examples + a life fact now. xD
fact by arthur:
i am a drummer. i dun play the guitar. therefore i cannot lyk guitars
reality fact:
being a drummer, it is also important to appreciate the music ya playing with. if u dun even lyk the guitar, den play drums for fuck shit? lols. wake up pls mr arthur.
examples now den.
i am a pilot. i like aeroplane and airports. but i dun control the airport. therefore i cannot say i like airports.
i am a soccer player. i like soccer and basketball. but i do not play basketball. therefore i cannot say i like basketball.
i am a banker. i like money and living in big houses. but i dun have a big house. therefore i cannot say i like big houses.
there u go. thats the mentality of mr arthur! pro ehs. xD
on serious note.. dun talk as if u are owning me or smth jackass. i go to the arcade and show off ah? lols. true i do lyk to show some skills off when i lyk to. wait. can u show off in the first place? pls if u can exchange pointers with me at plaza singapura's zone x or star factory DM set. if u cant bloody play a decent song with manual bass, dun fucking say i'm showing off. ya juz degrading urself to being a sore loser who doesnt even have a pea big enuff for ur brains. please if by ANY chance you are a 'musician', pls stop embarassing urself with words lyk those. ppl will juz tink ya a POSER.
oh ya. another thing. i have not known any arthur in my life. so either
1) u are another S.O.B hu uses a fake identity to spam, a despised as i would say or
2) u are a real arthur which i dunno. so please let me see who am i talking to. i bet ur mama got teach u some manners when u were young. if she did not, f*ck ur mom off for me or
3) u are juz lyk mr retarded, nth to do and hope to find troubles with me which i'll gladly to take. (a scorpio sting hurts i tell u)
there u go. i hope mr arthur do reply me. xD gosh. i feel so good. seriously, want to suan me or wad, please try to be more foolproof la my fren. words at this type of difficulty wont bring me down.
darkside illusions 12:32 AM
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Friday, June 09, 2006
bday season to gemini
lols. i'm typing and watching cardcaptor at the same time. oh gosh. i wan to watch till 35 on youtube den can watch the rest tt i d/l le! den next anime is gatekeepers! nostalgic huh!
anyway.. yest 08/06 was suet bday. my jie hu i nv call jie in real life. oh well. appy 18 bday. =D had some celebrations. oh well. wasnt really in the mood the whole day. dunno y too. juz aint interested in doing anything and stuff. i want to have a long sleep since my test are over.
today rice bday. so happy bday rice. hope ur dreams come true. ^^ bdays are sucha nice days where frenz wish ya and stuff. i really lyk bday and stuff. to me, my wish this yr is to spend with my gf if i have one. >< hahas. its ok. i'll wait for my bdae to come and see wad happens. hahas. every year is kinda the same. quiet and lonely de. hahas. juz some few frenz hu really take note will wish me. hahas. =D but i'm grateful enough already. =x
hahas. best bday was i sec 4. though its my o level period but i really remember that day. the most ppl wish me bday de. =D presents really dun matter. of cos for 18 yrs i wish i had la (which last yr i did), i juz want my frenz to wish me frm their heard den tts enuff. =D
oh well. i'm tired. >< wants to sleep. oh well. i hope those guys have reflected. its ex to see those actions. -_-"
darkside illusions 2:18 AM
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
mr retarded
and mr.retarded makes it to my post today congrats!
i super dispise ppl who post annoymously and stuff. wad for ur parents gave u a name. wan to criticise ppl yet dun dare to be known? this is wad ppl usually call hum-ji kia or rather kid with shoot in penis.
wanna say things put real names la. emo-freak. laugh my ass out after seeing wad mr.retarded kindly type. read pls. its all anger. there's nth whining and stuff lyk i wan love on every single line of ur sentence. i wan this and that but i cant get. oh ya. he's retarded thats y he cant understand english well. sorry to use he, but somehow scorpio's do can guess hu is behind the mask of mr.retarded. nice hiding huh? putting names and using perfect english so no one knows. how hum can u get i say. tsk tsk.
well let me reply ur tag, mr.retarded. PMS is aint tt dirty to u if u managed to check the dictionary. i wrote down is pre-mental and not the common pre-menstrual. it means i'm going mad soon. have u learn a new english vocab? i hope so huh. and oh. u say i emo-freak? look at urself. if u have nth to be afraid of wad i type and stuff will u come here and say? so this lead to 90% confirmation of hu u are. dun forget i can check ip too. juz tt i choose not to. if a war is wad u wan, i'll accept. come.. lex has not flare up for 1 yr + already. those scary days i had. let me relieve them. i had enuff of tolerating and stuff. u gave me a reason to. come mr.retarded. say it to me. spit it to my face.
oh yeah. lyk wad blurpig says. no one asked u to read in the first place. i dun see any other comments saying its irritating. i even have ppl hu agrees. feeling guilty eh? trying to cover up yet again? dun fuck arnd with lex. he may be good at most times. but i said i'm reaching my limit and u broke it. so kindly. pls contact me. call me and arrange. my number is 97108523. understand english? can see? wan me to put in other languages?
english - 97108523
chinese - 九七一零 - 八五二三
japanese - kyu nana ichi zero no hachi go ni san
french (in pronounciation) - nurf set uh zeho - weet sign duh tua
french - neuf sept un zeho - huit cinq deux trois
hokkien - gao cek jik leng bui ngor nor sah
fuckily choose 1 language pls.
phew. feel so good. hope mr.retard replies me. DBSY, going to flunk. dun understand anything. hope luck shines thogh. 3.0 i hope can still make it. ciao~
darkside illusions 2:51 AM
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
i need to blog this. y are there still sucha guys in these worlds? its nth personal but dammit wake up ur ideas. two person to stress in fact.
1) come on ya married and ya still flirting? wake up ur idiot idea! ya 30+ for god sake and still coming to arcade to noe girls at the age of 18? i did say paedophile are ok only if the girl is willing. fuck me if u disagree. anyway, come on cant u see the girl is siam-ing u? have a sense of face la duh~ u piss me and turn me off utterly. having external relationship is a fucker! ><
2) 2nd guy. wei. time to wake up la. ur reputation is getting frm bad to worse. unlike the first, u dun flirt. but i juz cant stand it anymore. u claim to wan long lasting love. but does having a relationship with a girl u seldom hang out with or knowing a few days can assure u that? come on. hu are u kidding. seriously, i disgust this type of ppl. i agree, now i do change my views on girls quite fast. but at least i will try to know one girl better and try to see if it works out. i know i aint have any talent in this but at least i do mean it when i say i wan a long lasting relationship. screw me up if u tink wad u are doing is right. and dun for 1 minute tink u keep num everyone dunno wad u doing nors. is juz tt ppl choose not to say it or interfere but u've reached my limit. grrr..
damm. once is ok. twice is forgivable. thrice and more? you disgust me and totally make me dun trust u in terms of love. damm. are u going to carry on lyk this? meeting every single girl hoping to get some relationship out of them? if u noe hu u are, as a fren i advice u to stop that. everyone who knows wad u do are disgusted. i even have replies like. i knew it. replies like he always do it one la.. even ppl give up hope. wad love here and there. fuck! u DON'T understand the bloody meaning of love for godsick. seriously, ya turning me off by every action u take towards girls. actions lyk this are directly considered as flirt. you want love? find it. and not ping pong piack, cherry cherry lom jiang pass one girl. lose, play again. *ROAR* if u tink i'm picking on u, so be it. i'll rather have a fren hu can hold wad he says well rather than someone i dun respect at all.
i've said my peace. and damm roselind nah. bloody dun put lecture slides on ole. how the hell u want me to study. and u bloody juz read frm the slides. give me the money mans. i read out for u. go lesson ask u question u dunno. try to avoid or ignore me. my questions too chim for u? teach well la sensei! we ask u why cannot stream the video, u go check still cannot u ask us back why. dammit. ya the tcher! ya supposed to solve it and tell us! not asking back us why cant stream! ARGH!
bloody pissed! as u can see... i'm having a heavy PMS (pre-mental symdrome)! dun ahcha me or i'll bite. GRRR~!
on second notes, i miss my panda. :(
and blurpig! IF YA EVER READING, WHEN WILL OUR GATHERING BE! YOU SAID MEET UP DURING JUNE HOLIDAYS DE! =X
back to sleep. morning wake up study. and hell, u two better go reflect pls. ciao~
darkside illusions 3:26 AM
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Saturday, June 03, 2006
sick again!
hmm. feeling sickish again. damm. i'm a weak boy as said frm my mother. always sick. spending tons of $$ for me on medication. T.T i want to be stronger! ><
anyway, yest quite good. went badminton in the morning. awww. my badminton days. den went to the gym and stuff. did pull-ups, running, cycling, weights, pumping and stuff. i want back my stronger self and shape. >< oh mans... yeah. was kinda tired though. but who cares. DBSY test was yesterday too. can compile and stuff but cannot execution. T.T my tcher is so kind to tell us where go wrong too! hahas. =P
yeah. term tests are next week and i'm praying for luck le. cos i really no mood to chiong. hahas. dunno y too. and toot is sucha sweet girl to send me this (click to d/l). awww. thanks toot! ^^
but i've got to say its nth abt the friends thing. its a part and parcel of life to me. but really, lex will stand alone if no ones wants him too! ^^ and to nic bro. heard frm sha u miss me and josh. awww. i miss ya too. lols! diff class but i'll try to jio u everywhere we go k! ^^
and on final words, lex still rocks big time la!
darkside illusions 1:30 PM
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Friday, June 02, 2006
stress ah!
i'm tired of everything. i juz want it to end soon!
i hate studying but i lyk school.
i love my frenz but i hate betrayal.
i want love but i cant find love.
i want freedom but i hate to be lonely.
damm! how contridicting can i get?! i need peace. argh! everything flowing thru my brains! how to get 3.0 GPA lyk that?! argh! screw me. and nth good up next! cept maybe the centis outing to MOS in june and the chalet? argh! save me! i want to jam! i want the drums! come on! page me! anyone! lets go jamming! ><
i've given you the chance and you blew it. damm. y am i hesitating?!
darkside illusions 2:22 AM
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Thursday, June 01, 2006
hectic
and i realised. how out of time i am. i juz realised june holidays started already. no wonder i see students strolling to school at 10am. hahas. oh well, buck up lex. ur last thing for this week the lab test is coming! THIS FRI! and next week is term test already. gambatte ne!
i shant gonna care more if no one cares
darkside illusions 3:00 AM
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