Friday, March 31, 2006
and great. haven been really much exercising my body parts. argh! only my hands and my legs cos i'm drumming. lols! bud i will. muz make it a point! i can do it! xD excercise! *plays the ska ska no1 song* lols! followed by *get it all*
hahas! damm! i really need to improve. i feel that my guitar and my drum skills have been deproving ever since i go bugis and spam long songs. =x ARGH! i feel so erh. lousy! hahas! anyway, life is as per normal.
today going home tt time. saw a girl. she's from my school. hmm. bud is AS de. often see her on 23. got one time talk to her. cos i alighting so ask her if she wants to sit. bud hu knows, she alight at the next stop. lols! a stop before mine to be exact. lols. so today saw her. she gave me a i-know-you-and-hi look to me. and i gave her i-know-you-and-hi de look. lols. ok la. she's kinda nice-looking in my point of view. those girls with attitude and stuff. hahas! she was with her boyfriend so dinda bother much. and pinky can say, i find her familar! lyk =.= LOLS!
moving on. nth much. suzy and the time machine and Riff Riff Orbit keep looping in my head! i cant get them off my head! lols! those songs rocks sia. whenever i play them i juz get high. oh ya. did i mention heaven's inside also? LOLS! i juz learn jamming. xD that beat! no! its coming back! lols!
ok. here's a request from my fren... he ask me post this. so here it goes.
my ideal girlfriend
- i look out for arms with least fats dangling. dun ask me y. its juz me. =x
- no tummy popping out please. =x i kinda dun lyk tt when hugging. ><
- attitude! bud not ah lian attitude please
- anti-smokers!
- dress up to the current fashion. not those everyday shirts and pants. =x i wan a style girlfriend!
- bitchy in a good way. bud not those sa pa por.
- active and sporty type! best is into music
- willing to sacrifice for each other cos i will
- sweet and cute. pretty not really into it
- if she could dance.... LOLS! (optional though)
- INTO love.
- styled short hair or long hair. no half half. lols!
- will pick a fight with me for nth. those for fun fight.
- loves to hug and kiss. =)) cos i love both. lols!
- willing to spend time together
- below my height
- range 15-18 =)) xD
i guess thats abt all. nah. i write out le! i want see urs hors! xD abt all. tata guys. ALP, FOC/FOW coming and i'm all excited. xD nites!
darkside illusions 2:05 AM
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
schedule
ok. i put my heart to it liaos. i wan to maintain my fitness and exercise!
here's my resolution before school starts. xD
Part 1 - Skeleton schedule
1) drink more milo if possible
2) do no tbe picky on food
3) eat in variety and poportion
4) excersise everyday or every alternate days
5) make a point to run at least 2km 3 times a week
6) walk to destination instead of bus if reasonable
7) build up!!!!!
8) cut on food with visable fats
Part 2 - detailed planning
for exercise
- 100 pumpings on exercise day
- 100 situps on exercise day
- 100 dumbell lift on biceps and triceps on exercise day
- 50 chest lift with dumbell on exercise day
- double paddling training for 5 minutes (2 sets) on exercise day
- 4 sets of 5 pull up. will increase to 5 sets of 10 (need get back my original fitness) on exercise day
- running cannot stop and rest on exercise day
there you go. i will fufill this thing by hook or by crook! xD i wan to be fit. hahas. cos ppl keep complain i too skinny. >< not i wan mahs. hahas. is my forearm looks skinny cos my wrist a little small. bud its ok. hope all these training can prepare me for my double paddling stamina in drums. lols! =P
tml bugis with virusz. he wants a makeover. lols! peii him lor. lols. off to bed now! healthy lifestyle states i can sleep late! its 3.37 now so its early! i muz sleep early! =x LOLS! lame la lex. tataz guys!
ps: oh ya did i mention i'm addicted to 7-11 mashed potato? lols!
the feeling i feel
it seems to be flowing back into me
y cant i give up for good?
y muz things go so good when i've decided?
maybe i need iron will training?
i long to see you
i love that feeling
its you i see
my path is blocked
blocked by you..
darkside illusions 10:56 PM
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Monday, March 27, 2006
shhhh
ok. sorry for the lag of update again. lols. nth much to blog anyway. juz here and there. moodless these few days. suddenly got tired of DM and stuff and gave up easily. where has my determination gone to? damm!
oh well, as i said was feeling quite moodless. i wonder y too. izzit because of these or becos of that? this, that. lala~ =.=
ok. went for a late night show on fri to watch V for vendetta or how u spell it. its a marvelous show mans! not to be missed! XD its funnie, nice plot and action. gosh! and the music is so cute! hahas! MUZ watch. cos it'll make you remember 5th of november. lols! its something in the show la. bud so qiao, ITS MY BDAY TOO! SO EVERYONE PLEASE REMEMBER 5th of NOVEMBER! LOLS!
hmm. tots of the mine, wad is shown is wad is reality. no use changing wad is meant to be. sometimes iron will helps bud mostly it does not. when it does, its miracle.
安靜
只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴 安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我 也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開
你要我說多難堪 我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份 包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多 我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開 我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份 安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你 是因為我太愛你
somehow this song stuck in my head again and i wonder y. the sadness somehow juz describes everything. dun ask me. i hate myself sometimes for thinking this way.
oh ya. i'm 18 this yr and y muz my mother still make me report most things to her! argh! boys will become bad easier? damm! if i wan become bad i wouldn't have turned good. zzz
nites all..
ps: turn on encoding if u all cant read the words.
[edit]
i came across my friends blog hu is a girl. this was in her entry.
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
and i tot. aint i always do and say that to the girl i lyk? =x LOLS. y cant i find mine if girls want guys to do all these? ok i'm mad. lols!
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darkside illusions 2:29 AM
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Friday, March 24, 2006
BLACK OUT!
ok. some updates on my chalet... hmm..
day1
nth much though. checked in, settle down, played my own laptop and ps2.
day2
nth much oso. learned how to play naruto on ps2 and went to see the animations on all the special of the characters. xD ITACHI's SHARINGAN IS WAY TOO COOL! LOLS! moving on.. played mahjong here and there. LOLS. zi mo 4 games in a row which somehow ended xi to nan feng. lols. until i zhuang i nv zi mo. ZZZZZZz! nbm. wanted to rent bike bud was always 1 hr late. LOLS! went to visit the arcade. hands itchy so went to destress by playing 10th mix! the bloody cymbal is spoiled again. T.T LOLS!
at nite watched allen play fatal frame 3 lyk the first nite. scary game to play sia. bud it was fun. xD
day3
erh. packed up. guys sat down waiting for ping and the others to come. talked alot cock abt b***** and stuff. hahas! =x lame la. but worth revising. =x
yeah. tt somehow sums up my chalet days. 3 days away frm home, tired, stressed out and erh. make my hands more itchy? LOLS! i'm going DBG to try out black out! they say its damm nice to play! argh. damm. I WANT TO PLAY!!!!!! hahas! =x
some things are better left unsaid
i made some mistakes
the things that will nv rewind
are the things said
did i make a wrong move
yet again?
i definitely hope not
for scorpios know how to love
but not how to show
i wish somehow i can find someone
someone hu i can spill everything out to
18 yrs and not even 1 appeared
some came and went
juz lyk the passing wind
friends made bud none i feel comfortable
to say my inner world to them
relationships come
bud somehow none make me wanna say
i found some
bud they were juz distant
if only the sun rises from the west.
if only i can have-a-mind
if only you were mine
=)) till den! time to prepare for mass DBG madness! =x
darkside illusions 9:20 AM
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
short update
will be updating a long one soon. have been away to chalet for the past 3 days. hmm. chalet was kinda boring. ><
yeah. nth much. others i will update real soon. tired sia. lols.
every step i take
i look out for you
its been quite somewhile
i had this feeling
i've tried to do smth that wasnt me
i know it'll fail
i know it'll hurt
but is all to let you know
i had bad past
and i wan to make up for that
nan dao lao tian jiu wont give me ma?
its hard holding you
loving you
if i ever do can make it there
would you ever tell me?
i wanna fall in love
deeply and greatly
and the girl
would be... you. :)
darkside illusions 11:22 PM
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
wooo~ today was kinda ok. GF sp went up so did DM. xD ok now let me see.. this past few days i actually wan blog. bud the stupid blogger got problems so cannot. nth much oso. juz playing and doin wad i do. xD
ok got some things to get off my chest. hmm
1st
A BIG SORRY TO RICE/DREAMAR. i dinda noe u cant take jokes well or if u cant differiate between jokes and real meaning. if ya angry still, i got nth to say but i've said my piece.
2nd
i wan to achieve my target in drums and guitar!
DM: 1050.xx/1100
GF: 1003.xx/1050
3rd
ok. i dunno wad to say. bud its back to the old me. does g****i takes things for granted ne? does g****i takes the first initiative? i dunno sia. i asked for 2nd opinion and the answer is yes. takes for granted. and yes if g****i lyks the things alot, g****i will take the first initiative.
and so i'm confuse. really. i hate (not really hate la. juz hope will not have this thing) ppl that takes things for granted. because lyk tt they will nv appreciative things that are arnd them. i wan someone hu will appreciative things i do. lover or friends. to me, things are both sided. takes 2 hands to clap. if i can sacrifice, y cant the person?
and yes. i LOVE ppl hu takes the first initiative cos i do first. juz that scorpio lyk me does not dare take when it comes to love. they somehow beat arnd the bush and tries to tell indirectly. its juz so not me to spit everything out. yes, scorpios will only when they are 100 sure it will succeed. bud if the answer is yes i dun see the initiative coming out frm g****i. >< and the second person i ask says unless g****i likes the thing alot. maybe cos there's no lyk? i supposed thats the answer. it may not seems so bud to me i tink i gave away my hints and stuffs in a super-duh~ way. =x yet if g****i only takes initiative to ask you is this that and stuff when g****i likes that thing alot, this shows only 1 thing. there's no like between g****i and me. yeah. i guess thats it. its hard change a person liking. its juz so not me. for the past i tried and i noe i suck. y do i always meet with this things? argh..
4th
and thanks the ppl hu said welcome me back ah. thanks alot. i dun remember seeing you guys even remembering to call me along when there's something on which i noe only when someone told me eh? lyk a week ago? thanks again ah friends. =)) love you guys to bits.
i'm freaking tired of most things now again. lucky its the holidays and there's no sch work. if not i juz die. dammit. i hope someone understands me. i hope someone loves me. ><
oh ya.
5th. last one for now i guess
i am officially JEALOUS of loving couples! lols! dun be offended though. xD be happy cos i want to see loving couples. i'm juz jealous cos i'll always be unable be that loving. nth comes my way...
stop spinning me in circles, dun break my heart. you know i cant live without you..
darkside illusions 3:10 AM
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blogging... again
yeah. sorry guys. took some time to update. i'm kinda tired ti blog. hahas. nth much also. tues! went to CCK! lols! gosh there is a paradise sia! satisfy my fetish alot! hahas. its been a long time since i went there. hahas! FC-ed wasuremono there also. hahas! so fun la CCK. hahas. met my gan meii there too. walao. changed so much. see how time can change one person. hmmm. lols! i'll visit CCK again. it really rocks la can!
wed stoned at home tabbing out songs for thurs jamming. hahas hard kinda a hard time bud i'm going to train my ears. hahas. muz pick up every type of note. hahas! =P anyway, yest was jamming. cool! damm cool! jerry! dun blame urself for screwing. xD i screwed up some parts too. hahas. guess more practice is needed? LOLS! after jamming went to dbg. bud no one there cept shouji. in da end, sky came so did rice. so we decided to go bugis. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~! BUGIS ROCKS! hahas. played nth there in the first place. went to walk alone first and it rocks again. xD i dunno y. bud i tink bugis is the in place to be now. hahas. nice looking girls, 8/10 DM set, 1 long = 1 short setting. wooo~!
and today... BUGIS HERE I COME! xD watch out! bud i wan shouji's stick. T.T
darkside illusions 3:10 AM
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
special
impression plays a big part in life
followed by how you handle things
lastly, the guts to carry them out
i lack of the ability to handle things perfectly
i lack of the guts to carry things out
therefore i cant achieve anything.
all i can do is...
wait
wait
wait
wait
was kinda happy my guitarfreaks is now 1000.87 in terms of sp. bud somethings juz spoiled my mood. aint wan to elaborate much. no more of a use anymore.
my drummania is stagnent at 1044.70 in terms of sp. something makes me dont want to fight for sp. something kills my mood yet again. i'll get back when i get my mood back.
i'm crazing for you, i'm crazy for you. wad can i do.. i'm crazy for you...
today is the day we finally first talk. though it seems lyk ya breezing thru, i believe one day we'll hit off real fine. =)) waiting for you, waiting for you.. wad can i do, i'm waiting for you.. =x
tml is a trip to cck. west side and north side xmm, here i come! xD hope my mood gets better later. =))
darkside illusions 3:59 AM
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Monday, March 13, 2006
OLTC camp 06'
ok. firstly, sorry for the lack of update. =)) anyway, yeah. back frm camp and this week is the march holidays! woots! tt means, sec school ppl are out to play! hahas! forget it. its 1 in a 2.5 million chance we will meet. ><
yeah. back frm camp so i'll roughly go thru wad has happened.
Day 1
went to camp sleepily on day 1. was kinda bored la. lols! changed grp as the grps are not even due to some hu nv come. empire to be exact. anyway, landed in viledian. alright. the ppl there treated me quite good when i joined. xD so started to mix arnd and stuffs. yeah. was still kinda sleepy thru the day. can sleep jiu sleep tt type. my FA was ahfat and korn. lols. had great fun with them. =)) day 1 passed kinda fast with me, xiang and knnth playing DM games thru the night. lols! level of song, song starting with are letters. in the end got real tired at 3+ and fell asleep. woke up at 6+ though. oh ya. i muz mention. the night walk is cool! the best i ever had. they say sure got 1 or 2 places i nv been in TP. i doubted it. in da end, i really got to a place i've nv seen b4. the coffin hse. =)) was cool of the program comm to dress and scared ppl. i wasnt scared though. kinda got used to it. xD
Day 2
needless to say. day 2 was as tired as day 1. got the water games. yeah. got myself all wet and stuff. did i mention? the food were all superb! damm! best food in camp i ate so far apart from OTC. xD neways, yeah. participated here and there. provided some cheers and stuffs. dinda really wanna contribute much though ah fat seems to have high expection of my as i've been to OTC and stuff. i guides blah blah. but i wan others to fa hui themselves too! so kept somewhat tired and got myself some rest when possible. lols! had our performance night on Day 2 too. was a blast man! how i wish i asked someone to record it down. lols! i tot of the title of the performance and it seems to attract everyone. A Gay's Tale was the title. xD i acted as a SM gay guy hu lyks to perform violent u noe on guys. xD there's censorship provided anyway. =P yeah. tts abt all. dinda play real much at night and i knocked out after i lied on the floor to sleep. =x woops. i tink i'm the guy hu sleeps the most in this camp.
Day 3
ok. day 3 kinda slack. woke up at 7+ washed up and move the tables in the tutorial room back to its original place. this is supposed to replace the morning PT. ok. den went to LT. had cheers practice and stuff. lols. and there i was resting as much as i could. xD bud somehow, after i kana called to go play a lame game, i got my energy back and participated. xD yeah. cheered and stuff. budden later they got a mini karaoke session and i fell asleep. =x lunch was spagatti. yum yum! xD den back to cheers again. was fully awake so cheered lor. den final clash. xD i dunno wads got into me. xD i was hailed as the eh. dunno wad la. cos i keep dodging the water bombs lyk nobody's business. weaved here and there. =x lols. no one hit me till the very end. i tink i dodged at least 10 plus water bomb. lols! i sank 3 empires down. xD was on final clash form. eeeehha! hahas! oh well, soon i wont be able to play final clash as a participant le. lols! after final clash was debrief and stuff. YAY! viledian won the best empire and the best performance night empire. xD was so happy cos alot tibits to eat. xD woooo~ had individual debrief. was filled with emotions and laughter lahs. really, this is one of the best camps i've ever been. i was even chosen to be LT head for the upcoming week 0 orientation. oh man. i wish i can be LT head for my own course de. >< thanks everyone hu had fun with me in camp. made lotsa new friends too. =))
pity some are year 3 and i wont be seeing them le. man... hope to get in contact too. =)) till den. nites guys! will be cutting my precious hair. =((
waiting is part of the winning stradegy of the game
darkside illusions 4:31 AM
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
decision
came back frm chalet this afternoon. had fun. =)) really want a longer chalet soon. >< yeah! 20-22 march that is. anyway, hours later will be my orientation camp training. hope it goes out fine. cant wait. =P
yeah. needa get some rest. and i think chelsea will lose. so will juventus. >< barca's football is simply superb. gotta sleep. aint want to watch yet another half. *yawns*
nites guys. will not be blooging. will come back either on fri and sat. and i'm still lazy to edit the videos. till den. tata!
i'm still waiting. still mesmerised. was so sad when u came into tt acc bud i was away. nonetheless, i'm still waiting for the chance to get to know ya. hope fate comes knocking soon
and oh ya. most ppl say i nid cut and change my hair. hu ask me to be so self-conscious. will be changing my hair style soon. after my camp i tink. means i muz redye? the hair i've kept for lyk 10 months? argh. life's hard. bud with you as my forward goal, nth's impossible. T****. =))
and i've finally made a decision. i know where i'm heading. i've been lost for quite some time and the first impression you gave me, led me to the entrance of my maze. <3
darkside illusions 4:41 AM
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
drew's bday
WOOOO~ today was damm wild~! i shall cut short everything and go straight to the wild parts. xD bud i muz first say. today i received 7 stares on my hair. =.= ok den. NEXT~ ANDREW'S BDAY BASH! xD
first. kelvin buah the mac ice cream on drew. helpless, i tink alex started pouring water. xD after 10 minutes or so. u tink its over? NO! its me and virus turn! BUAH ICE CREAM AGAIN! LOLS! ok. chasing arnd was normal. LOLS! ppl tot we are mad. LOLS! bud the whole gang was so hyped up! LOLS.
ok. here comes the part. i nv got caught. budden junrong. grrr. he grabbed me from behind to play and say: come come! ok. drew really came. ah~ i noe i die le. cos whole day i protecting my hair. so everyone started buahing my hair. my precious hair. i was pinned down by drew's body slam (with ice cream + water =x oh and sweat) and alex so called ankle lock. i guess he's hugging my leg and sleeping. diao -_-"" hahas!
neways. i got a small cut at my elbow when i protecting my hp. =x ok next. virus got caught while we planned to have a decoy. hahas! was body slam lightly again. =x poor me. hahas den drew suddenly got whole of virus. xD VIRUS IS SCARED OF TICKLES! ok. so he was pinned down by drew holding his hands, and thats alex again hugging his leg supposedly doing an ankle lock. =.= LOLS! as i said, i tink his arsenal only got ankle lock. LOLS! and here comes my role. xD i tickled virus! not me only la. got others. and he got high! xD
virus is really poor thing. second rave went onto him. poor virus. hahas. this time i got my dcam out. xD recorded video on him. WOHO! they carry him to a place with light for my dcam and started buahing his 'bird' to a street sign. xD all down in a video. xD woo~!
ok la. was damm fun with lotsa funnie things. after that we went mac sit sit till 3+. lotsa funnie things went on. lols. virus bought fake kunai and throwing stars. so there i was posing as though i'm a maple assasin. xD recorded another stupid video which went quite funnie. lols. LAUGH TILL SIAO AT MAC!! ok. they say i can get the best actor award and terry can get the best supporting award. lols! hmmm... i'm gonna edit the videos. 2 in total. lols. my funnie video which i acted and virus buahing. wait.. 3. i tio buah at a lamp post oso. =.= terry caught that on tape. i went high though after that. lols! damm! naruto is into me. i said alot of naruto stuff and did alot of naruto things. SIAM no jutsu and those. damm wild lahs. lols.
everything came to an end too. xD on the way to the bus stop, i acted drunk. LOLS. said stupid things. =x lols! i noe myself. oh well, i guess i relieve myself real alot today and i feel so much better. =)) i guess no one really noes the real face behind this mask. its still u in my mind. >< ARGH! wake up! there's no link here.
LOLS. ok la. enjoyed real much. will post the videos soon i editted and add some effects. it will rock baby! hahas! for now, i will post some stupid pics i took. dun mind 1 pic. they screw my hair up. xD enjoy~! oh ya. look out for youtube after i finish my videos. xD
me before i went out. =.=
drew before the bash
drew after the bash. LOLS!
me trying to be the maple assasin. some edits will be make so look out for it! xD
Stabbed to death! my hair!!! T.T this pic and some other pics will be used into my new movie so for now this is a preview pic of the upcoming movie. xD
LOLS! till den. jana mata mina san(see you all again)!
*evil thoughts, kel's bday next and heard he is scared of tickles. xD*
everything i do, i think of you. i tink a stranger finally caught my heart this deep. if only we could have the fate pulled together to at least noe of each other existence.
oyasumi nasai..
darkside illusions 4:04 AM
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
ya addictive
wooo wee~
lols! today played primal soul long and erh. tizona! is fun mans! and oso, i dinda noe i can play brazillian anthem already! HAHAHA! its juz so fun! though i cant pass tizona. lols! primal soul is tiring!
hmm. alright. go my sp to pass 1035 on my own. onionman uped 4 sp for me lyk nth when he plays my tizona. =.= argh. screwed up card now. ><
anyway, am really tired today. bud is happy ii got into the int ol camp! weee~ being an oreintation leader really makes me feel great. that achievement. hope everything juz go out fine. =))
damm. i dunno wad am i thinking nowadays. y am i so mesmerised by the things you do? damm! i nid to control. bud somehow or rather i cant! is that wad they call the natural attraction? oh well. kinda sad though. still haven heard any news from ya. >< hmm. the first time i saw ur videos, i was lyk. wo. ya really special. in a way that some other ppl caught my eyes in the very first place. the feeling is kinda the same. i really hope can really work sia. its been quite some time since i have this upfeeling. if only fate pulls bahs~
sometimes i wonder if ppl ever stumble into my blog and see that i'm talking these things. oh well. hu cares. its my blog, my rules. i'm da king. =P
DAMM! i cant get ur face off my brains! argh! christie, do smth to me pls!
oh ya.. today, the same 2 ppl played with my hair, des and irene. forever one. lols! and 3 strangers commented on my hair. =.= diao. really so outstanding ah? too bad. its me. i feel nice in it. at least they are good comments. recently not much thing to cheer abt cept coming to a fact there's such a you living in this planet earth. its nice watching your videos though. =)) really. hahas! boo~! argh! stop it lex. your chances are lyk 7.23%? boo! ><
k lahs. tml gonna be another tiring day. tataz guys! =)) sleep tite!
darkside illusions 2:48 AM
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Friday, March 03, 2006
my hair. ><
ok. today went out as usual. i got to say this. =.=
4 ppl commented on my hair when i go out who are not related to me at all. =.=
4 ppl played with my hair. des, irene, joel, charlene. bah~ lols!
ok.
1) an indian in a grp. he said: style ah ur hair. i gave a shrug and walked off. cos. i dun really lyk u noe. =x
2) a grp of girls walking behind me. they intend to talk softly. bud i tink i have good ears. =.=
a: waa his hair
b: ya lor. so long. bet is poly
c: bud nice lehs i tink. juz the back messy
a/b: ok la. i like the dye
c: his hair compared to my dear one, nicer la. my dear so nerd one
ok. i turned arnd acting to look for someone and they started to talk: eh u all want go where first? ok. is my hair really so stand out? =x come to say, one of the girl in the grp is kinda cute. =P lols!
3) a guy who i met in the lift.
him: waa. ur hair take how long style
me: erh.. 10?
him: so fast ah. waaa. i wish i can have your hair style sia. my hair spoil
me: erh ok. my level liaos. bye
him: bye
argh. curse!
4) an old uncle i met while going up the escalator back home.
un: waaa. ur hair. cute huh.
me: *=.= cute. wad a word to use* erh ya.. ok la.. *-.-""""""*
un: my daughter boyfriend cousin also like you. hair anyhow stand.
me: *-.-""""""""""""""""""""* oh ok. he got style. =x
un: no la. he go out sure tio pai kia hoot one. hair anyhow, words anyhow.
me: *-.-""""""""""""""""""""""""""""* oh. ok
and he started talking his grandson in poly. say wad holidays. now in thailand. i was lyk *-.-""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""* i want noe for wad. lols!
argh. so thats sums up my day. and i yet to receive much comments on my blog! ahhh! hahas! oh well, tml or rather later is intsc ol meeting. finally. xD woots~ cant wait for the camp. till den. i hope tml no one comments on my hair anymore. =.=
ah yeah. the hair i was in. something lyk tt. cos the pattern varies on which grain of hair i style. =.= really so much to comment mehs. lols!
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darkside illusions 3:49 AM
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
new skin! again. =P
cool. i changed my skin again. comments? hmm. i dun tink its very nice bahs. looks lyk i nid to try harder again. ><
neways, today my papap bring me go open another bank acc. so now i have 2. =.= wadever. den we take train go ps. he bought a new batt for my phone for me. thanks dad! love ya lots! my batt was said to be over-charged. zzz
ya. den this funnie things. my dad wants to buy 4D. so as i bring him go to 7-11 there which sells, we were in the lift. we go in. and soon, the door opened at 2 floor. my dad quickly keep the shading stuffs. i asked him y. and den he said. ps. =.= hahas! typical singaporeans huh dad? =P
yeah. bring him go buy den i go arcade. was on a hyper roll! pushed my sp by 16 today. cool! xD and the new season of chanko is up! =)) double yays! woots! today my 'rival' see my results oso stun. wahahas! oh yeah!
hmmm. since i got my things straighten out, i feel so much more relaxed. and cos i noe, you'll never change ur heart. my 5 years taught me not to believe in such stuffs anymore and i want to follow with my heart. =))
neways, time to sleep! its 5am now. =P long day it shall be tml. nites all. and oh ya. comments pls.
ps: visit youtube. search for videos by jt23. xD nice day! =P
darkside illusions 5:00 AM
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
advive?
ok guys. i noe my skin is screwed up bud hang on. i'm making a new one soon. =)) been busy with making videos btw. one will be coming soon so look out for it! its my first try and i hope i can get it here. =))
anyway, today's topic i shld tok is. love? lols. no la. not some crappy story. anyway, is loving someone hu love someone else wrong? hell no. its perfectly right i guess. not i guess. is it is. bud to an extend.
how would u guys do if u love someone, bud he/she love someone else? painful eh? bud its ok la. one shld have the courage to move on or stay on. by moving on, please dun cheat on other ppl. get ur feelings right. by staying on, make sure every move you take will make him/her feel comfortable and at ease. dun overdo it, that's the bottom line. love bravely, fight bravely. not love bravly and fight silly. there's a limitation to everyone's feeling i notice. and when it hits that limitation, love = hate. so i've noticed mine. i shld stop. its no use going on. guess its time to really move on.
lyk mel's nick. i wan to fall in love, helplessly in love, totally in love. =)) can someone make me do that? shall see.
ps: i still hate you. =.=
quote of the day: they who laugh at me is cause i'm different. Me who laughts at them is cause their the same
nites all. i'll be back with a nice skin! xD oh ya. i noticed. i had 369 posts currently. means this is the 370th post. 369. hen qiao huh. hahas!
darkside illusions 5:09 AM
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