Tuesday, May 31, 2005
ok! i dragged myself to blog this time. hahas. dunno how long can i hold on. >.< today lessons was lyk crazy. bud time passed so fast. hahas. ok. i got to admit. IISO is fun in labs. hahas. games were cool. budden. lecture i fell asleep. sorry boh lin. *guilty* ok lahs. she aint that boh lin (boring) la. hahas. can be quite fun if u ask questions in her classes. which i did. hahas. =))
poly life is getting into me ler. tink i'll cry on graduation. i met new friends. socialized, and said hi. yeah. this gl words will always be in my mind thru my 3 yrs. make more friends so that one day when u walk round the school u wont feel lonely. tp is a home. to u and me. aww.. sweet aint it. yes i will. i've really met great peeps arnd. melody, carel aka camel (xD), wayne, joshua and really many more.. bud of cos thru my life, i wont forget those who passed my sec school life with me. yes. the memory lives in me.
yeah. went dragon boat training. shant say abt the training. it was hell all i noe. tired to the core after everything. was kinda gre8. met another peep there by the name samuel. he was my partner. fit guy he is. yeah. bud i'll hang on. i'll stay on. DB here i come! i wan a fit body, a nice shape bud juz lyk safari said, mine main aim. is to wear my school shirt proud and row da dragon boat for them. and win the race. yeah. dragon boat wan shui! =)) went marry brown after that. ate chicken. hahas. now i'm lyk trying my best to hang on tite to the seat. xD
sometimes time pass so fast that one does not slow down and take a look
someday we'll forget each other existance
bud i promise you this
you have my longed promise i wont forget you
even if you do
10 years down the street when i see you
i'll still give you that friendly smile and say hi
for the day i noe you
you're in my mind already
with or without me
i wont forsake you
ya missed. =))
life has found me yet again
steps i have to take
desicion i have to make
since ya decided to break that bond i once believed in
i will move on lyk wad u said
and one day i'll understand
the one i believe in now
is something from lessons learn
you have taught me to fly
you have taught me to love ya so deep
bud ya the one hu broke it too
so now i will move on
to finish my unfufilled wish
i lay here
lonely, unwanted
yet i believe in something called fate
fate made us met
fate brought me to you
bud u dun feel the same
i'll wait
i'm willing
becos i tink
i've fallen deep again
love does sucks
bud the fruit is sweet
be the writer of my next chapter
for one day this book of mine will be kept
deep in me till the day i die
nites. =))
darkside illusions 12:37 AM
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
day 4
ok. i shall count no more. i cannot be lyk tt for the rest of my life can i? hahas. ok right. today went school for 3 hrs of visual literacy. and 1 hr of IISo make up. lols. dammit sia. the IISO is one boring business subject. >.< lols! wonder how am i going score a Z for it. lols! ok fine. mon will be a long day. lols. will write my timetable there later. lols! u see ler u will vomit. lols! oh well everything else is cool. for today. said bye to her. xD wee~ i mean after my lesson. wahahas. crush? hell no! love? hell no. actually i oso dunno wad izzit anyway. wahahas. i tink i muz treat everyone da same. wait they say i bias. bud aint i good to everyone? wahahas!
was kinda happy today. cos finally me and nic tried to get our class together ler. yeah. we're getting the boys and hopefully the gurls esp the twin towers to join us next week for basketball. xD hope it will go out fine. xD was considering eating jack's place next week. hahas. want to taste tt chicken cutlet again. aw mans! yeahs! damm shag today. lesson started up boring that teck hong went slping as usual. i was lyk grrr... wad the hell is this. den the tcher ask us go library borrow books for our in class assignment. den when i go out i was lyk saying. i wanna drop. hahas. how stupid can i get. lols. went library. made our library card. den go borrow books. yeah. got the lightest book. hahas. den went back class. did some drawings. was kinda cool. on showing pictures to represent arrows. hahas. i did some stupid drawing. lols! hope i can uplaod after i take a picture of it. wahahas! thats abt all. took 518 to dbg after tt. played drums and guitar. hahas. was kinda cool though. =p
ok. here's my time table on mon. i try use html that i learn. wahahas! you will have to scroll down a little more. dunno y too. >.<
Time |
Monday |
0900 |
C maths 2(Lec) |
|
1000 |
|
1100 |
IISO(Lec) |
1200 |
|
1230 |
IISO(make up) |
1300 |
IISO(Tut) |
1400 |
IISO(make up) |
1500 |
IISO(Lab) |
1600 |
IISO(Lab) |
1700 |
IISO(make up) |
ok. how many IISO can we get in 1 day. that means bohlin almost whole day! stuck with the subject that sucks the most. haha! damm! lols!
ok. and this is one of the picture i drew. tink its the best among all i draw ler. lols! bud its still ugly. >.<
if ya cant see the pic. right click this image. go properties den copy and paste the add there can ler. =)) nites! wan an! oyasumi! balehkum!
darkside illusions 3:04 AM
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Friday, May 27, 2005
day 3
alright dinda blog yest nite so put it up today. ok. the work is finally coming to poly. hahas. bud the work is so much cooler den in secondary school. hahas. aint no more writing composition. aint no more map relief. no more what do you think is the most important reason blah blah. aint no more hydrochloric acid. no more d= s x t. lols. my course is way cool. creating web pages, making movies, doing photography. cool rite? hahas. budden of cos there's bound to be some boring topics. hahas. anyway i decided ler. i'm going to study hard and make my way on to uni. i muz do it. i cannot slacken down. so thats takes me why i dinda blog yesterday. i was lyk doing my 1st assignment for 4 hrs. hahas. yeah. thats it. making a movie. and i'm so noob at it that my short movie lasted lyk 1 minute. bud i'm proud of it. though it aint that good or wad. lols.
yeah. poly life seems gr8. juz that i'm not so happy abt my class peeps. not that i dun lyk them or sumthin lyk tt. bud is lyk the whole class dun click well unlike the others. others went pooling together, lunching. their class rep is lyk woah. ours doin nth. hahas. bud wadeva. 6 months and we can change again. xD wee~~ cant wait. woops. bud wadeva. yeah. another thing i dun lyk is my clss time table. its lyk so screwed up. 1 lesson break 1hr. and then the earlist day we end is on tues. 4pm. zzzz.. others is all 5 or 6. lastest ler. gosh. looking at other ppl time table is lyk all end at 2 or 3 pm. den only got 1 day is long. the others was lyk there's super long break so u can go round the school or sumthin. argh. its dammit sia. lols. cant wait for 6 months. others seems cool. lessons, the peeps i meet, the school, the ccas. woah. hahas.
last nite while doing project i finally did wad i nid to do right at the start ler. and i'm happy abt it. finally. aint no more hiding arnd. i'm proud of myself. yet i feel so stupid now. its lyk. argh. shouldnt be even have the chance to do it in da first place. grrr. bud now since i did it. i wont regret. poly life is gre8 and i'll make sure i spend my time here as much as possible. aint want to leave temasek poly. sounds too gre8 to be true.. bud.. hais. nbm. hope things somehow go my way now bahs.. i'll be waiting..
darkside illusions 12:50 PM
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
day 2
hahas. wonder when the days will end. yeah. today was fun. went tutorial, lectures bud today no lab. lols. stupid swee eng. cancelled our NE trip. cannot go with the other IND classes. aww. how ah. my class lyk so far apart de. got grps one. alamak.. how ah. jiu ming ah. lols. homework finally gave out today. projects must start ler. heard frm the tchers that if u push everything to the back sure will die de. so i muz start now. yeah. i'm a Z student. =p lyk it or not. wahahas. i realised i'm not socializing enuff. how ah. lols. i nid to be more socializing. hmm. yeah. thats wad i'm going to do. noe more frenz. xD
yeah. today was quite ok. xD NMM is so fun! i'm so in love in NMM. and project work is abt cre8ing a 15 page webby. oh gosh! that is so fun can. tink i will at least expect myself a A for this subject. since i got learn something frm it. i nid to play arnd with blogger more ler. lols. den can do things well. wahahas. ok. IISO is a complete crap subject. so is PRSP. play wad alice program. gosh. i suck at that. completely clueless. tink i go d/l flash and play with it. xD heard its useful. yeah. hope i get my dreamweaver too. lotsa to do. lotsa to research. wahahas. i'll make it. yep.
ok. i was wondering this. poly really does change a person life. no matter is wad. mentality, actions, work, love. all really change in a quick pace. you can try to avoid it. bud sooner or later. you'll going to have a experience with it. yeah. i feel more matured now that i'm in poly. maybe i got wad i want ler. freedom in studies. yeah. den is lyk 'm more open to other people. no more stupidity. no more from ppl "you're dumb to do that. move on dude." yeps. is lyk my circle of friends is suddenly widen so big that i have so many choices. so many decisions to make. thats poly for you guys. i dunno if it applies to all. bud it happens to me. lols. yeah. time really changes a person. bud the environment changes most. thats abt all. digital imaging tml. i'm ready. hope its a fun thing. hahas. chills people. oh yeah. blahblah_elmo this person. i dunno how to tell ya things. xD
darkside illusions 1:57 AM
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
day 1 of school
lols! finally! today start school! wahahas! was kinda fun yet slack. my timetable is lyk erh. so funnie. lols. mans.. mon 4 pm den can go home. tues 5pm. wed thurs and fri 6pm. bud fri go school at 3. xD mans. kinda slack. budden. i hate the late going home. can go nowhere sia. lols. bud nbm. hahas. i tink i found real good frenz ler. its a small world afterall. lols. hmm. now the gang that goes together is.. me, josh, nic, teck hong (sometimes). if will den got wayne. wahahas. cool eh? lols. bud i wan noe more ppl. its better to have more. wahahas!
yeah. cool cool! wahahas! yeah. ok now abt my school. yeah. ok la. was feeling kinda funnie. xD today especially. dunno y too. xD i was lyk looking out for each other. if u're my fren there you'll know. den its lyk will look here and there de. same to that nicholas. xD and josh. wahahas. a gang of us. brrr. =p yeah. wonder how many mel(s) will i noe. in that school i noe lyk 4 melissa and 1 melody. hahas. melissa lim. u see. so many of you species. =x wahahas! yeah. cool. den today so funnie. we in lecture hall for PRSP (problem solving and programming). den tok abt problems and how to solve. den its lyk theres something call a problem comes. u analyise it. den u design something to solve it. den u carry it out. and problem is solve. den i look at nicholas. isnt it same with you?
1) he wanna noe a gerl
2) he analyise the ger. where she stay blah blah
3) he design a trap to noe her. =x lyk take same bus. knock into her..
4) he carry out the plan
5) he got her phone number. lols. cute rite.
yeah. tts abt my day. lonely soul after school. lols! ok. till den! up up and away. missing day 1.
darkside illusions 1:32 AM
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Monday, May 23, 2005
last day of holidays
ok. today officially is the last day of my 6 months holidays. lols! time really pass that fast. its been half a year le. read it. half a year! gosh. i myself cant believe it too. and i'm starting school tml. lols! wonder how lectures will be lyk. how tutorial will be lyk. how lab lessons will be lyk too. gosh. wonder if i will make any more new friends there. was veri happy that i know almost the whole of my sec 4 batch in my sec school. cept some fair few. wonder in tp will i hi here and there. hahas.
yeah. i'm feeling on a high. heard poly life is really fun. hahas. met more cool dudes, pretty babes. ooo la la! lols. yeah. tink i'm joing student union and erh one more. bowling? sports climbing? lols. i dunno. =p muz see. wahahas! hmmm..
dunno y lehs. i cant explain that something in me. is juz i urge to do it. the same feeling i feel before. budden there's something there to stop it. lols! and that thing is... lols. tts for me to noe and you guys to guess. =p shant say no more. lols. aww mans. how to say out that actually that scardy fren is me? lols! ^^
nites guys. peace. and oh. a lyric for today. =))
Libra - Thomas Howard Lichtenstein
I'm walking without a care
Not a clue to where I'm going
Could this be an oasis?
Maybe I should stop and have a look
I notice somebody there
Underneath a tree she's waiting
With the sun in her hair
She looks like an angel
Flew down from heaven
She's a lady Libra!
All I can do
Is hope that she
Will share it all with me
Once in a lifetime
You find someone (someone you could-fall in love)
Libra...Shining in the sun (by a waterfall she's waiting)
She's my reason to run (every breath anticipating)
Running for the first time
Running for the first time
In my life
Through the mist I see her
Gotta catch that girl
Before she is gone
darkside illusions 10:17 PM
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short one
yeah a short blog today. yups. everything fine cept blur pig is still sick. blur pig muz take care kks? monkey is here for ya. =)) sleep more, drink more water. SLEEP EARLY. hee. yeah. everythings cool cept some confuse thoughts running in my mind. lols. oso dunno y. maybe the day dat i forgotten have really come ler. hmm. wonder wad izzit. yeah.
you make me wanna la la. =_)
ps: if any of ya got the full version of this song that is playing. please tell me ok? i can only find the drummania version. =(( i want the full one. hahas. xie xie. ^^
darkside illusions 3:07 AM
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
oreintation day 2
ok cool. day 2 was quite happening bud still boring. juz cheers and more tok frm that sangeh head tcher. gosh. how bhb can he be. he is a total crap sia. budden quite cool for a discipline tcher. =x lols. ok la. was sleeping the whole way thru the toking of the poly stuff lyk discipline, the course structure. woke up in time to go. =x gosh. tink i missed some important part. lols. yeah nbm. =p and the gl is lyk 2 seats away only. hahas.
after that is lunch. kns. tio sabo. this busniess ger wan noe wo ma. den her gl sabo me. T.T ask me eat and sit with her. den everyone siam. den ask me feed her one chicken chop if not tio forfeit in front of everyone in the canteen. T.T so bully one. den my IT fwens still cheer me on. boo! bad bad. si nicholas. =x lols. bud ok la. wasnt tt bad. at least there's some fun in that day. =x TP ROCKS! BUDDEN MY COUSE SUCKS! T.T lols. ok cool. den next was games. yeah. IT GO IT GO! in da end lose all. preceed to dragon boat competition. was sleeping again. >.< so boring. den the gls want us to cheer them on. started cheering abit, all the race came in last. was too boring to cheer so went off with xiang to the milo van and chatted there.
yeah. waited arnd for jam and hop to start. yeah. interacted with some other ppl. knew hilda, jeremy and some other dudes arnd. yeah. saw my FOC mates too. lols! i'm joing student union and maybe sports climbing. =p anyone same with me? hahas. finally 8.30 we went back frm dinner. jam and hop started. yeah. starting was kinda boring. bands and DJ performing. aint tt good. i tink i can do better. =p ok no more bhb. wahahas. was kidding la. went arnd danced. stopped at breakdancing. den erh... stupid cheryl and nic pushed me into the circle. i wasnt tinking of doing breakdancing there. cos i sick. went in xia suay. did some stupid things. lols! bud nbm. cool. i juz love breakdancing. danced thru the nite before going home with some other dudes i dunno de. cos live same area. hahas. yeah. thats my day. slept till 1pm today. went to dbg at 2. den left at 5+ or 6+ for lipteng hse. had a steamboat there. was nice and cool. gathered with my class. chatted abt poly before going home at 11 lyk tt. yeah. tts my day. =p
argh. i wan noe more ppl. hahas. oh btw. she is attached. wahahas! dun tink too much la hor. wahahas!
darkside illusions 1:05 AM
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
my class
a few words. speechless, disappointing, nth to see. boo hoo. wanna change class soon. if not change course. boo hoo. disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing disappointing
darkside illusions 11:59 PM
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
oreintation tml!
ok. i so so recovered frm my sickness. now with some *zzz* up the nose, some *ahem* and some giddy spells. xD hope i can wake up tml. got to be in school by...... 8am. *drowsy eyes* gosh. haven been waking up so early since....... 3 months ago? =x oh gosh. save me. =x yeah yeah. today finally breathed some fresh air. ok not that fresh cos of the exhaust cars gave out. =x bud is still great to be back in the sunlight. =D *sunglasses on* yeah. had been at home for the past week and is killing me. so today went out to dhoby ghaut for drums. was disappointing. gosh. 4 days no playing really makes a big big difference. lols. my standard frm S go to B. gosh. screw me baby. xD yeah. i'll work on that. =p will have quite little time for drums too ler. cos poly starting! whoopie! and more friends! double whoopie! bud with this sickness still bugging me... *sad cheer*
hahas. yeah. making more new friends is cool with me. bud seriously. they say when u go to poly 95% you'll go stead if ya so so and above looking. hmm. i'm at so so. wonder will i? =x gosh. i dun tink so.. cos.. thats for me to noe and you to find out. =p yeps! xD. hope uh-huh will not too. =x gosh. selfish lex at work. xD yeah. house of wax is gruesome. disgusting. gosh. its so. gross.. real gross. cutting of here and there. blod squirting everywhere. knifes flying. den one head shot. was kinda cool. =x bud snapping of fingers? beheading a human? maggots crawling in and out of the bodies? peeling wax off bud its skin? argh. its so dammit. bud nbm. i still watching everything. hahas. peace. yeah thats abt all. cough killing me. gotta go. bye dudes. cya all soon. =))
darkside illusions 11:40 PM
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love
oh well. today was feeling real better. juz some giddy spells due to the super strong medicine the doc gave me. aint feeling good abt being giddy. bud tml i shld be up and kicking to go out! yays! three cheers for me! =D yeah. anyway, orientation starting yet i still dunno its overnite or not overnite. =x ok i juz confirmed..
TP OREINTATION NO OVER NIGHT!
=p that should do the trick. =D yeah. cant wait to meet more new friends. talking abt friends. dunno y this trouble me sia. argh. i'm feeling dumb again. was thinking as everyone goes to their new school they will meet new friends. den slowly and slowly they will forget the peeps that we had times together. those days where fellowship went wild. one day all these will turn into a distant memory. hais. was wondering will you one day be the same. you see i told u i was dumb. nahs. bud i told myself its normal. i cant hold on forever. you have your life to live. i have my live to life. and maybe someday i will juz received ur wedding invitation. =x what the sky. i think so far ler. lols!
argh. bud thinking of that really make me feel that i have so many things left undone and unsaid. i juz dunno y memories keep troubling me. is lyk i noe one day you'll meet new guys. hmm. well. this all have to see fate ler i tink. bud there's something that is for sure. i'll still be here. waiting in the shadows till one day you call me again. =) forget me not guys for i wont forget you guys. esp.. you. i'm still hoping one day there will be miracle turn. bud if really no more chance ler... den i tink surely and definitely, poly time, you'll surely find the love you've been waiting for. this game of love you're playing. in poly if there's no more me, love will come knocking on your door becos ya juz that good. juz that sweet to people. to me thats it. =))
tatas peeps. getting my sleep.
*waking each day up with a new hope that you'll be mine today*
darkside illusions 1:33 AM
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
sick day 4
ok. yest nite dinda blog. so today i blog early. yah. last nite was feeling ok. juz that sis snatch away my modem. >.< yupz. anyway, glad that the sec sch peeps exams are over. have a nice rest yeah? argh.. the medicine is way too strong for me i guess. my stomach keep churning and churning. definitely not the thing anyone wish for. =x maybe if there's world war 3 i can use this as a torture? =x wahahahas! ok la was kidding. totally hate it. >.< argh. sometimes i feel lyk i can walk and be normal ler. budden next second, the whole world is spinning and i find myself lying back in bed. lols. weird huh. well.. thats juz the stupidity of strong medicine. i wan to be fit. i wan to be ready for drums. wanna improve! wanna go breakdance! damm! tml supposed to go esplanade with da peeps to bdance. bud.. dunno i can be ok not. =x aww mans.. hope so. grrr. yeah. anyway, school's starting hope XEON members wont forget me. =))
somethings arnt meant to be urs. yet somethings are. i'm here all along. not gonna leave this place i'm standing. so if one day you wanna find me. i'll still be here. unmoved. yeah. maybe thats the best solution. in the name of love, i believe. =))
Michelle Branch - 'Till I Get Over You
Every time I feel alone
I can blame it on you
And I do, oh
You got me like a loaded gun
Golden sun and sky so blue, oh
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice
(Chaque fois que tu t'en vas)
You just bring me down
(Je pretends que tout va bien)
So I'm countin' my tears
Till I get over you
Sometimes I watch the world go by
I wonder what it's like, (ho-oh) ooh
To wake up every single day
Smile on your face
You never tried (You never tried)
We both know
We can't change it
But we both know
We'll just have to face it
(Chaque fois que tu t'en vas)
You just bring me down
(Je pretends que tout va bien)
So I'm countin' my tears
Till I get over you
If only I could give you up
But would I want to let you off
Of this soapbox, baby, yeah
We both know that we want it
But we both know
You left me no choice
(Chaque fois que tu t'en vas)
You just bring me down
(Je pretends que tout va bien)
So I'm countin' my tears
Till I get over you
We both know that I'm not over you
I'm not over you
French lyrics translation*
Chaque fois que tu t'en vas,
je pretends que tout va bien:
[Every time you walk away,
I pretend that I'm okay.]
darkside illusions 1:09 PM
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
sick day 3
ok. today nth to blog. went to drum lesson even though i sick. ^^ thats my passion for drums. hahas. ok. den sleep sleep. medicine. not much mood to eat anyway.. gosh. the medicine is making me drowsy every second. hahas.. yeah. this entry will be a thank you entry. =D
melissa - thanks for talking to me and care for me. =)) really appreciate those words u said too. =D great to have you here.
jasmine aka blur pig - thanks for believing in me. assuring me and asking me to take care. thanks lots. love ya. =))
janice - though i dunno u much bud u toked to me too. ^^ thanks for talking to me and asking me to take lotsa care..
cassy - thanks for asking me to take care and asking how am i every now and then.
yvonne - thanks for cheering me up. =D
wayne - hey dude. though we noe each other for lyk 6 days only, bud i alreadi treat u as my veri veri good fren. and yeah. thanks for asking me to take care. =))
family - though u all scold me when i sick... =x bud thanks for taking care of me.. sis, thanks for brining me to the clinic and cooking lunch for me. mum, though u scold me most, thanks for taking medicine for me and checking up on me. dad, though ya the quiet one, bud u paid my medical bills and controlling me to make sure i dun get worse. =D
everyone - everyone refers to those hu ask me take care bud i left out. thanks everyone.
gosh. giddy spell hitting me. gotta go. bye peeps. will blog properly when i feeling more ok. mans. izzit when u sick, plain water taste sweet? =x
darkside illusions 11:08 PM
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
still sick...
ok. i'm still sick. no mood to blog ler.. hais. so lonely. so lonely..
so its juz sleep.water.rest.comp.doctor.medicine.more rest.more sleep.more comp.more water these few days i guess. =(( hahas. may god bless me. =)) i want to be ok so i can go drumming. aww. one more 39 degress lyk today doc want me go hospital for SARS check? >.< bad huh? anyway. missed 4g gathering today cos of this stupid sickness. aww. sad sia. wanted to be with those peeps sia! T.T ok thats all. tataz everyone.
sleep.rest.water.medicine.routine
darkside illusions 10:57 PM
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Friday, May 13, 2005
sick.. =((
ok.. yest nv blog cos i slept early cos i sick. =x yeah. lazy to write more abt camp ler. bud it was damm cool. i miss camp. bud not the long session sitting there listening to some boring things. =x ok let me see. yeah. today meant to go watch hse of wax with sk, nor, xiang and yf. budden sk cannot, i sick, yf cannot make it. so cancelled. stayed at home andsleep for 13hrs ler. =X lols! first time sia. lols! my head is spinning lyk hell sia. ok so today i changed my skin. and i'm gonna finally write some unexplainable and funnie things. melissa. so here it goes. =p
1) one sunday i went to my ah ma hse. den as i walk past a large field, i saw this 2 indians guys. they were sitting in the middle of the field chatting. seems normal? tink twice. out of a sudden, one of the indian guys started pushing the other one on the ground and climb onto him. ok. guess wad they were doing? tickling each other! =x ok. can u explain y they do tt? in public? aint racist or wad ok? =x
2) ok one day walking back home, i saw this rat with a cat. seems normal oso? tink twice. =x this rat was doing something sinful. >.< it was trying to crawl into the cat arsehole. >.< oral sex tts wad we call? and the cat doesnt seems to mind. explain please. =x
3) ok. once i was in the mrt. reading the new paper. den my mrt station pass by little india. and cos tt day is deepavali. lotsa indians board the mrt. ok. den as i was sitting the mrt sowly filled up. suddenly i realised i had problems reading the newspaper. i looked up and saw alot of indians in front of me. ok. now izzit becos the colour of indians make me cannot read the newspaper of izzit they block my light? explain. >.<
4) ok. i was once in the arcade playing. den i was sitting down and watching ppl play drums. den as i sit. there was this 'fat thing' blockin my view. ok forget it. i waited for it to move. bud i dinda came. instead, it started moving back and was trying to sit on my seat. =x she almost sat on me when someone called her and pull her up. =x i was lyk stunned there. imagine it juz sat on me? y dinda it notice i was there? i was lucky to pick up my life. >.< explain. =x
5) next. ok. once i was behind this gurl. we were walking to the toilet in plaza sing. she was holding her phone chatting away. den infront of her was a guy with long hair. i tink the gurl mistook the guy for a gerl and she walked into the males toilet. ok. not finished. she dinda notice that guys were looking at her when she walked in. some where stunned standing in front of the small pissing places. den she oso lyk nv notice guys were looking at her. she walked into one of the cubicles until one guy knocked on her door. she opened and said so loud. Y ARE YOU IN THE GERLS TOILET! den the guy answered. u are in the guys toilet. she looked arnd. some guys were still stunned pissing halfway. i stood behind looking. =x den she juz said sorry so loud and started covering her face and ran out. ok. explain y the gerl on the phone dinda notice anything. =x it cant be that worse rite? =x
6) ok last one. there was once i went to the shopping center. den i saw this couple abt my age de. the guy was squezzing the girls butt. den the gal was lyk making those ah noises. i dun tink they notice me behind. den as we walked towards the lift, the guy brought the gal to somewhere no ppl de. near the lifts. then i juz heard all these. touch me. ah... den the male voice, yeah baby. rub here. yes! the gerl was. suck my breast. comon. ok fine. i was feeling bad to eardrop. bud it was damm high. den i heard this ripping of shirt. and some sucking sound. i quickly board the lift. gosh. can anyone tell me is the world of horny and sex coming to younger age? hmmm..
darkside illusions 7:02 PM
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
FOC 05/06'!!
oh my sky! i got so much to say abt this missing of cute-lex-lim for 3 days. xD ok! i going to start slowly! lyk it or not. if u see its long u not interested. go to taggy now or exits. ^^
Day 1
ok! met ah xiang at my hse here de mac. ate breakfast. forget to take my sleeping bag with me. so doubled back home to take. den took 23 to school. i LOVE TP! xD ok. so cool. was looking so dumb with our bags so big on the bus. =.= hahas. yeah. reached school waited for knnth, nic and ryll. yeah. went in together. in da end all different groups (Xeon, Argon, Neon, Krypton, raydon) onli nic and ryll was same. wonder y the name so erh. together one? cos its abt radioaktiff! hahas! yeah. so off we go. i was standing lyk a retard there all alone. noeing none. when i sat down the first person i made friends with is steven. bud he turned out to be some we***o. =x i dinda say anything. u guess. =p oh well. so this went on and on. normal orientation stuff lyk introducing. playing icebreaking. day 1 was kinda bored. made a new fren along the way. tink i got along well with him. and since den, he was my fren. =D a great fren. hahas. his name is wayne. =p well. went arnd with him. ate lunch + dinner. =x ok. den got some games by the emcee. lols! this is way cool! they ask 1 guy frm each empire to go out. den they close the door. den kai or shim told us its aint any manhunt. is to see armpit hair. lols! this camp is so dirty and horny one. lols! all sex. xD yeah. so when they were brought back to the hall they still tot is see hu is a hunk. lols! budden before that shim told us when they do poses we see their armpit hair. alot clap hard hard. little/dun haf. approve only! lols! so there they went. doing poses which reaveal their armpits. and it was so funnie! hahas. their looks were lyk huh? ya. after tt i fell asleep cos veri bored. =x had some long talks till my butt really really hurts. >.< yeah. after a long while. gl brought us to debrief. went to bathe. xD so fun. wahahas. there was no fan for tt nite. cos power cut off. stupid uncle lai. xD oh yeah. did i meantion my camp emcee is so entertaining, funnie and nice! their way cool! gosh! one even sacrifice to be a shim! lols! tell ya all later wad izzit all abt. yeah. den at nite, me, xiang, knnth and nic slept together. we cant get enuff of drums so we kept singing drum songs. lols. till i started escape to the sky starting. lols. den knnth went gaga over it. lols! den he lyk siao kia liddat. play his ngage phone got the baby laughing. scared the hell outta everyone. den two guys was trying to sleep beside him. den he purposely keep walk past them making loud noise. hahas. den one got rrly irritated den he said to knnth "can u please walk softly?" lols! so funnie sia..
Day 2
woke up. went into our empire = grps. oh yeah. each empire is broken up to sub empire anyway. mine is xewo, xero, xena. yeah. i'm in xewo. =D PT was first. den breakfast. actually got water games. budden cos raining so dun have ler.. become a treasurehunt. ya. went wrong the school. doing crazy things lyk 25 ppl squeeze in one lift and go frm 6F to ground. 25 of us on a sofa, mourning over a dead insect, wearing shirts inside out, switch shoes, put a sock on your hand. we strategise well i can say. with teamwork. smell a fart, handstand for 1 minute, count here and there. lols! yeah... den after everything went back to the hall. this time if i not wrong argon was in the lead. den everyone was lyk chanting kill argon kill argon! lols! well, back at the hall i fell asleep again, so boring. had games again.den everyone was so high dancing the mass dance! hahas! ok. after tt was performance nite. before tt each empire muz come out with a performance. we did some music+dance+singing. lols. was great though the singers was erh. quiet. =x lols! enjoyed rrly greatly. den there was this shim session. ok shim comes frm the word him. add a s infront, shim = half boy half gurl. lols! kai dressed up as a gurl! its was damm funnie and dirty sia. lols. den this competion was great too. lols. damm funnie. bud i slept after tt. lols. after everything there was this freestyle dance. lights were off, disco lights on, music blast and the whole hall started dancing! lols! den there was this part where everyone went dancing. and form a circle. ppl one by one go in and dance. say xiang at the other end. so went to find him. hahas. in da end, on da way dance a little. BREAKDANCE! yeah! six steps combo by a headstand and a spin! wee~! first time i perfect it sia! lols! rrly enjoyed it. the feeling of performing breakdance in a circle is damm cool and great! xD love it! yeah! the party went on bud it gotta end somehow. so it ended abt 2 hrs later. debrief, bathe and juz slept. no more drummania. no more di siaoing. juz lay the sleeping bag down we go. lucky the fans were there today. =D tt abt day 2
Day 3
yeah. the last day. woke up. no PT today. bud revised on cheers and everything. love ya all gl's! hahas! =D yeah. sang cheers learned new one. slept in btw. =x hahas. was so damm tired frm the day before. hahas! yeah. den was water carnival games. went arnd da school play games tt involve water and a station is dough de. so funnie. hahas. yeah. nth much le la. lols. cheered, improve team spirits. yeah. den was the final clash. this water game is cool. each empire is supposed to guard their thing la. the thing was a hoola on a pool wrapped with newspaper. yeah. opponents need to throw water bombs to burst it. so muz stratagise well hu att hu def. yeah. we def well and attack attacked well. and so.. WE WON! XEON IS THE CHAMPION! XENO HAS WON THE WAR. xD yeah. so happy, cheered all the way back to the sports complex. so fun. back there was talks, giving out prizes! XEON WON WITH THE MOST POINTS! xD bud argon won the best empire award. =( well. u cant have all. wad i'm happy is that i got the red shirt for the orientation only the 2 winner empire can get. lols. after everything was debrief, photogiving, certificate giving, picture taking, hp no exchanging. wo! cool! den finally at 11.30 den go. went mac with xiang to eat. den went off taking 240. was damm shag. reached home = now, still shag. =x so pround to write so many hahas. ok den. fill in more tml. =D nites guys. so tired. hahas. wan an. =D
darkside illusions 3:27 AM
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Monday, May 09, 2005
camp!
ok. this is the last blog before i go for camp. till wed. which is juz right her bday. so if i nv blog on tt day. i'm going wish miss melissa lim hui ling a happy 17th bdae! hahas. hope u lyk it! dun miss me. =p hahas. yeah..
today kinda happy! passed model DD6 adv with bass ler! so happy! she said adv oso pass! hahas. last thing! i'm gonna conquer Asaki and ASMAT! this two stupid drummers. make their notes until so bad de. >.< argh. yeah. pass mel her present today. oso. guilty gear XX. i'm gonna win ino no matter wad. hahas! read me! xD. ok. hope you guys enjoy. miss snow mud. i still waiting for yer black sheep and right on time extreme on guitar. dun use sick as excuse anymore ok! hahas! nites all. will be back after 3 days. enjoy!
darkside illusions 2:51 AM
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
zzzz
hais. actually not wanting to blog today de. budden nth to do. gosh. stayed home the whole day. watched naruto 133 (rocks sia!) and naruto the movie. the movie is nice. budden its quite draggy. hahas. and lame. =D fine tt concludes all. maybe i go surf net. see got anything to put anot. =p
A man came home from work late again, tired and irritated, to find his 5
year old son waiting for him at the door.
"Daddy, may I ask you a question?"
"Yeah, sure, what is it?" replied the man.
"Daddy, how much money do you make an hour?"
"That's none of your business! What makes you ask such a thing?" the man
said angrily.
"I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?"
pleaded the little boy.
"If you must know, I make $20.00 an hour."
"Oh," the little boy replied, head bowed.
Looking up, he said, "Daddy, may I borrow $10.00 please?"
The father was furious. "If the only reason you wanted to know how much
money I make is just so you can borrow some to buy a silly toy or some other
nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think
about why you're being so selfish. I work long, hard hours everyday and
don't have time for such childish games." The little boy quietly went to
his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even madder about the little boy's
questioning. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money.
After an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think he may
have been a little hard on his son. Maybe there was something he really
needed to buy with that $10.00 and he really didn't ask for money very
often.
The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.
"Are you asleep son?" he asked.
"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.
"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier," said the man.
"It's been a long day and I took my aggravation out on you. Here's that
$10.00 you asked for."
The little boy sat straight up, beaming. "Oh, thank you daddy!" he yelled.
Then, reaching under his pillow, he pulled out some more crumpled up bills.
The man, seeing that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, then looked up at the man.
"Why did you want more money if you already had some?" the father grumbled.
"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied.
"Daddy, I have $20.00 now. Can I buy an hour of your time?"
enjoy. nites dudes and babes.
darkside illusions 3:19 AM
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
life eh?
yeah. haven been blogging for a day i noe. pardon me. have been quite lazy and sad to say nth to blog. ok so i shall pick up frm where i last ended. hmm. ok. yest turned out fine i guess. in da morning woke up late ^^. wee~! den use comp.. brought my lappy out with me in da afternoon. yeah. went all the way to pasir to meet mel there. yeah. we were supposed to go to the chalet together with ger. reached there they studied i tried MacDonald's wireless surf. hahas. first time. so fun. xD yeah.. den was there with chelles meii till abt 8+ before ger came. yeah. in da end mel dowan go chalet. >.< hahas. nbm. so me and ger go chalet. poor ah gerl was so tired so we took a cab in courtesy of my money. =x hahas..
yeah.. reached there use lappy again. the guys had a good laugh with a comedy of mine in my lappy. great to see everyone sit down and laugh. ate satay, chicken and fish! damm! so nice. hahas. dinda noe tf was sucha great cook. >< lols! neways use comp den watched 2nd half soccer with the guys. me and some gers were in a room playing super test twist. hahas. was damm fun can. finding words. wahahas. yeah. watched.. due to i play drums in pasir just now, was quite tired so slept at 65 min. woke up at 85 when the guys go gaga. shouting goal at any pass/cross/shot. grrr. was woken up and saw the last minutes goals. yeahs.. lols! after match all went to sleep. i slept on da sofa. wahahas. morning woke up nth much. norman came my hse today. played a little gdamania. den we go plaza together. xiang and yf joined us later on. was damm freaking tired. =x hahas. bud hu cares. is drums i toking abt. hahas. poor yf lost his wallet over there. couldn't find it. so he went home early. ya. abt all bahs. wanted to have noodle omelete for dinner bud so many ppl. so its.. u guessed it LONG JOHN SILVER! =x whaahas. sians. yeah..
nehs. sometimes i really think life is so funnie lehs. one moment u can be laughing with the one u love so long, the next moment, its gone... u wont treasure ur love until u lost it. i've been thru that i guess. oh gerl oh gerl. i aint tt perfect. dun do sucha stupid thing again ok? damm. i noe the feeling of urs. waiting. budden juz that.. its hard for me to do wad ppl expect me to do... i tried. and i cant. hope u understand. if ya meant to be mine u'l be. bud trust ur instincts. because luck can only take u this far. bud true love.. its infinite..
darkside illusions 11:42 PM
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
zzz
ok. something definitely not right. y some of my songs cannot play on windows media player de? esp drums song sia. hais... hahas. ok. today was fine. the 4 ppl were out again. ok 5 if u plus siew kiang. argh. tt forever later yf. no sense of time one. grrr.. yest say 11am at dbg. den today guess wad time he came? 3pm! kaos. 4hrs late lor. and dun even bother to tell us. set set. grrr. *pissed* =x wahahahas! make us wake so early come. in da end the organised late. ah.. nbm...
oh well, drummed and guitared and gamed the whole day. hais. juz to put some things of my mind. wonder wad else can i do sia.. not wonder wan can i do. is wad shld i do. argh. under lotsa pressure. shld i or shld i not. if i shld. den it'll never happen again ler.. bud if i shld not and continue, its juz wasting my time eh juz lyk all said? argh. its been so hard mans! i mean not i dowan let go lah.. its juz... A R G H! can u all dun put me in sucha dilema or how u spell it.. i'm caught in the middle thinking so hard wad can i do u noe. i try my best ler. bud no one understand. hais... y... tell wo... and pls. dun do that to yourself ler. it aint helping in any situation. its making me more guilty u noe. hais.. i'll gib it a tot. i noe u dun mind. bud if i do... i'll be feeling so guilty. i'll be feeling so bad. oh lord gib me power the strength i nid. oh lord show me way and i'll follow your lead. hope everything clear off soon. tts all. tatas. looking forward to tml..
darkside illusions 2:53 AM
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
new lappy!
oh gosh! i'm so damm excited! i finally got my new laptop! and is way cool! sorry guys yesterday nv blog. hahas. cos was busy personalising my laptop and configuring everything. ya. so fun! hahas. as i'm so bored, i'll be writing the laptop features out. xD yeah! yest arnd 2 go Funan the IT Mall look arnd. as there's a acer fair. was qute interested in the acer fair thingy. yeah. so went saw this lappy for 2.1k only. so cheap and the features is lyk so good can. so bought it ler. hahas. love this laptop. the only thing not good is its 2.7kg. argh. hahas. bud wadeva. got own comp is better den dun have. =p thanks mum and dad! love ya lots! dun anyhow scold me can ler. lols. yeah. after walking for my lap, mum went to buy her running shoes. and she's lyk so happy saying she live so long first time bought branded shoes. =x hahas. childish her. jumping abt. >.<
yeah. papa send me home after that. den i start configuring and personalising. running round the hse to transfer songs from 2 comps to my comp. =x d/l stuffs lyk p2p client, aqua dock, post-its and alot la. now my comp looks cool. way too cool. =D den abt 10+ started changing the names of my mp3 list. grrr. had a super hard time can. hahas. cos all the files come in tt time so many cannot read the words. spend 4 hrs liddat changing everything. words that are non caps to caps, titles and artist, and the worst is working out the songs that are in 'arabic'. =x den changing those english words to chinese words if its a chinese song. argh. yeah tts abt all for yest. so happy! now juz waiting for max online to come. hahas.
oh great. i'm stuck again. y everyone want me liddat. bud blur pig is rite. no one understands. is not abt stupidity. its abt how deep is it rite blur pig? how can say change jiu change. i got un-neccessary pressures again. hais. if u would tell me tt nite. abt.. argh nbm. maybe a picture can come clearer in my mind. waiting....
p.s: i've still yet to adapt to my laptop keys. =x its freaking tiring me out to go see. cos the home, end key is placed differently. =x
darkside illusions 9:29 AM
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Monday, May 02, 2005
drums?
argh gosh. i'm so into drums this few days. wonder y. nth have been motivating me. no one. and nothing. grr. yeah. sat went to cck with yang fong. yeah. met my online meii again and her fren. hahas. someone and my meii fren stead hors. lols! later show up the stead pic. hard to take sia. she keep siam. xD wenr cck earn skill pts lor. haha. so proud of myself. got about 400 skill pts tt day. cool rite?!? unlock gui ji. xD played till so nice. muz train tt song sia. train to pass 81 adv. =D wee~ den took mrt with my meii and her fren and someone. argh. can i say hu? grrr. guess everyone shld noe by now too. keep wan them hold hands and hug or kiss budden they keep dowan. tink shy. den they ask me kiss my meii den dey do. i say siao ah. lols! my kiss dun anyhow go de can. wahahas!
yeah. went dbg play till late lor. den go home. today oso same la. drums drums and more drums. oh gosh. tink i'm going mad.. grr... someone stop me can? =x argh. how i wish there is sumthing else to do other den drumming. hais. how i wish. yeah. tts all folks. till here. up up and away! oh yeah. i changed my skin. nice? gib comments ya. xD oh. and dun hear the song starting so long no ppl sing dowan hear liaos. its damm rock! esp ppl hu love drums and guitar and vocal. listen to how he sing. see u can copy him not. and the drums. hu can play so good as him = god. same to the guitar. xD nites all!
and here's the picture you've all been waiting for! xD
wad u tink of that someone stead aka my meii's fren? =x
darkside illusions 2:16 AM
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