Friday, July 29, 2005
overview results for this term
ok. damm. so super tired now. hahas. hmm. today go school for prsp. now is teaching java ler. i cant believe i still got some hope for that. lols! hmm. yeah. den after that c maths2 lecture. gosh. cant wait for my results. one subject that can only score well. T.T hahas. nbm. dinda get disappointed. lols. den this funnie thing. hahas. cow now our class playing maple story wad.. den tt time 3pm got events. so when the steamnathon (johnathon his name bud we choose to call him this cos he's steaming non-stop =x) ended his lessons, we chiong ah! use laptop faster go there. lols. so dunnie. u shld see our faces. sacrificing first 10 minutes of the next lesson for this event. lols! finally i got to play. hahas! in the second and last round. =P yay! free 39k for me. wahahas. aint tt poor guy anymore. hahas!
ok. den was digim. nth much. after that went DB. go there heard the first thing jiu scare dao ler. test today. omg. is to gauge urself. bud they want us to give our best. hahas. so i gave lor. lols. in da end so happy. i passed everything! xD which means i have a high chance of staying in DB! yays! *wheet* missed the first intsc meeting today. i was supposed to cay that INTSC is my main commoitment. bud i alreadi skipped the first one for this erh... lols! =P dragon boat! yays! hao bahs. still got some vislit to do before i can get my sleep.. so tatas guys. and to all who scored well, maintain and work harder! to those hu's results is not of satisfaction, gambatte the next exam! jia you ah! =))
Here is my term test results..
PRSP - 34/50 = 68/100 = C+ (wth..)
IISO - 25/40 = 62.5/100 = C (worse..)
NMM - 35.5/50 = 71/100 = B (heard very little get B and A =P)
C Maths2 - 43/46 = 93.5/100 = Z (yays! ^^)
Here is my DB gauge test results
Pull-ups/chin-ups (standard) - 12
Sit-ups in 1 minute (standard) - 59
1st set of pumpings in 1 minute - 67 (nor get 92! kaos. aint human can!)
2nd set of pumpings in 1 minute - 69 (this one he get 89! oso not human. ><)
2.4km run - 10 position in team 11.01 (i got a strong believe is added time in one. ><)
yeahs. thas all my results this term. hahas. kinda satisfied. cept prsp and iiso. muz buck up ler. =)) hahas. i nid to do better in situps and 2.4km. though when sit-ups is standard. i got 4th placing in team. dunno y lehs. lyk deprove. happy with my pull ups. hmmm. pumping. still can bahs.. *idolize nor* =x lols! kk lahs. say more = more and more hl liaos. lols! thanks everyone hu was there for me. hu helped me in my test oso. thanks u guys so much. everyone, GAMBATTE! ^^
darkside illusions 4:50 AM
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
tired out
ok. seriously i nid to blog. gosh. its been damm long since i last blog i supposed. so here i am. haha. have been quite busy this week. doing presentation and stuffs. lols. work is finally catching up on me. i dunno y. my family doesnt supports me when i want to go to this line. wad i selling. bud it is known that network marketing starts frm your own family members wad. and they say my company is using me to sell the products. gosh. how bad can they get. and they say i kana psycho.. gosh. is they kana psycho by their own thoughts lors. hais. gosh... i wonder wad else can i do mans. i supposed to sell 5 sets in maximum 3 days to become a 3 day marketing executive mans. bud now i see my family response. hais. cannot make it ler. hu will help me? guys. i will appreciate if u guys can help me spread da words. best is gib me your relative or family numbers so i can contact them and sell to them. maybe not interested nbm. juz half an hr liddat. wont take up too long. i go there tell ya things. interested good. not. nbm. =)) yeah. school work + family dun support me + lack of love + work + DB + INTSC. gosh so many commitment and problems. hu will share with me ne? i hope some true friends will. or maybe a gurl i waiting for bahs. hais. nites dudes and babes. may god bless..
darkside illusions 2:45 AM
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
mjr sch anni!
ok! today was a fun day! hahas. met back with so many old friends. i guess only i changed the most? gosh... =x lols! wadeva. teachers first word. waaa! u changed! =x lols! =P hmmm. yeah.. today let the scrolling kill u guys! pictures flooding in! hahas! dun get jealous! me at work being cute again? =x lols! =P enjoy dudes! not for the faint hearted. hahas!
how the parade started.. hmmm..
den this...
inspection. tsk tsk tsk..
G-O-H want go jiat zua ler. lols! ^^
this how the parade ended.. =x
explain pls. =
MnMx2 without mel. meii and blurpig chio bus lai de lehs! =DD
my pink rusty shirt taken by ke ai de blurpig. =))
blurpig and mic meii. inside jared's twist. =P
auntie and me. (normal)
aunite and me (she act cute. =x) behind got mic meii de extra twist. >.<
min! this time pic nicer den tt time rite? =x
mic.me.miss blurpig. where is melissa! MnMx2!
mel and auntie. u shld see how her smile fade off when my i said ok. >.<
mel.. hmm. blur bahs. skill lai de. =x
me! xD
ok.. i look lyk a pervert. ><
me again! twist this time!
me again! smilez this time!
mic meii and blurpig. kissing? gosh. nc16. =x
jared suggested this. not me. ><
da guys. ql, rj, yx, jared, me. =D
da gurls. wen, ger, mel, min
ger and min! hahas. 2 cbs. =x chio bus lahs!
mai ah ger! i miss her lots! =P
drinking coke float. hahas!
twist! me and jas!
jas and me again. =P i'm cute. =))
mic meii and blurpig. badgurls. xD
auntie in da cam? =x
poser of da yr! *ahem* is model can. =x
tts all! tatas guys! =P love. i wonder hu to love. hais.. luan ah.. i feel something coming back in me. argh. screw me. T.T
darkside illusions 2:35 AM
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Friday, July 22, 2005
work? lols! u rock!
sorry everyone for da lag of updating. was kinda busy. next week another project to hand in. NMM. gosh. my website is still erh... so.. erh.. unprofessional. gosh! help me please? *winks eyes at all passers-by*. =x lols! hmm. yeah. was busy reading harry and erh.. work. yahs. thats abt all. went ps tink is wed? yahs and bugis. to take pictures for our nmm. turns out kinda ok. i nid more pics! lols! pics of shops! xD yeah. school at 3 later. hmm. did the work. think is kinda kiddish u see. lols! dun even noe wad i drawing. juz anyhow draw. lols! ok lahs. this are some 'extra' pics i took for my project. =P
thats me posing
ok. me at work again..
gosh. i look weird! ><
yeah. love is really so mysterious. now aint even a hi. i wonder wads wrong.. hmm. juz right in front yet not even a hi? hahas. isn't tt a little too much? hmm. nbm. i understand. its ok! i got ma own life now. aint nid no one to restrict me! boo! shoo! >x<
darkside illusions 12:59 PM
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
tired seh
damm. dunno y feel so tired sia. argh. now in lecture listening java. yays! no more erh.. alice anymore? get the hell outta out of my life lahs. hahas. hmm. yest was DB lor. damm freaking tired. wonder y i feel so tired everyday one. baka me. erh.. lols! hmmm. yest training was kinda hard lor. pull ups and pumping really killed my hands. diverse kicks too. back aches too. >.< *crys* anyway, yahs. today ton thru the c maths ler. den went library sleep. hahas. baka me twice. kks lahs. juz here to update since yest no energy to update. yays! i finally finished all the epsiodes of love hina and love hina again ler. the show is so sweet and so nice can. awww... so touching too. true love does rocks. wonder when its gonna be my turn. kks. cya dudes! ^^
darkside illusions 11:18 AM
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Monday, July 18, 2005
zZz
ok. sorry for the one day pause. dinda noe wad to write. hahas. oh yes. tml school's starting ler. hahas. wonder how it'll be mans. one week of rest. lols. budden some days aint at all. rushing projects all these. haiyo. so tired sia. sleeping less den 6 hrs a day. and tml's DB training. hahas. how am i going to survive yet another day of tiredness. hahas. hope everything goes fine. hahas. this few days met alot of new friends here and there. hahas. since start of school i made lotsa new friends. pretty got pretty. yan dao got yan dao. cute got cute. ac go ac. lols. lots. bud all i treasure as much. xD how come i start this thing ah? hahas.
ok lahs. dunno wad more to say liaos. everyday is drums this few days. hahas. hmmm. yeah. seriously i tink i'm short of love. wahahas! everyday see couples walking abt in front of me hors den they veri chek ark one. hold hands muack muack. awww mans. can they do tt in private? hahas! no lahs. maybe if i have i will too liddat. xD how i envy them. hahas. wonder wads true love is lyk. when both parties care for ech other. there's no one side muz love the other side. the other side can juz sit there and receive the love. hmmm. how i wish true love can happen now mans. den both of us can go mugging together. hahas. so cool rite? lols. i somehow miss love. baka me again. blah blah. i guess it will be awhile before love will arrive i guess. hope i can wait patiently. xD baka despo me. =P tts all for today. tata guys! =))
darkside illusions 1:37 AM
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Friday, July 15, 2005
16 hrs of alice
ok. wondered y i did not blog yesterday nite? oh well. cos of alice lahs! she sucks sia. make me headache one. den hors keep hanging up on me. damm frustrating lor. i tried to be nice yet she liddat treat me. really damm argh. dun say ler. only till 5am den get finished off with her. mans. she's a real trouble. hope i have nothing to do with her from now one sia. one headache girl. argh. hahas. bud at least i noe i done my best i tink. the output seems nice. hahas.
ok la. alice is a computer program lai de. giving all IT students headache. hahas. yeah. thats abt all. spend 16 hrs on her to finish my project. *yawns* going dbg later. hahas. i left with DigIm, NMM and erh. grp iiso. lols. wish me luck.
darkside illusions 12:07 PM
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
sentosa!
wee~! today class outing to sentosa sia. lols. so fun. first time the class got together for so long. though not everyone came bud its still veri good ler. xD met at 10. some late. bud nbm. ate at mac before going to sentosa! hahas! reached there josh suggested walking. in da end. took bus cos its SUPER far. =x lols! ok lahs. reached there took some photos before finding a spot. lols. yeah. found one den began our day. playing with waters. looking at bikini girls. =x woops. hahas. now den i noe now sg girls veri open ler. play frisbe. den go down water swim. hahas. den me and some others go canoeing. hahas. so fun can! lols. den we suntan in the middle of the sea. xD row to there den lie on the boat and suntan! hahas! cool rite? xD got black. and some pain on me now. xD and i feeling so wavy now. hahas. gotto sleep early cos got DB later. anyway. yeah. den we went back shore play with volleyball. look arnd again. >.< hahas. so fun. den me and josh went coneing again. xD wahahas. sun tan again. took pictures. hahas. tink my red hair is really a goner soon. xD cos of the salt water and sun. awww. bud its still in its smooth texture. =P
after everything went habour front eat. eeekks. not nice and waste money one. the curry yong tau fu is practically oil only. hahas. actually wan go ps. budden..... too tired to go liaos. lols! so instead went home. almost overslept on the bus. lucky nic alight with me and woke me up. =x if not i'll end up at punggol. =x anyway, today really had fun. real fun. took my mind off unhappy things. hahas. wanna go sentosa again. hahas. so nice sia! yays! my class rocks! go go! oh ya. i saw my DB seniors there too. hahas. talked to him. interact more. wahahas! ok cool. anyway. i gotto ler. so tired. cya all. xD i want the photos! xD
chills. nite. oh ya. c116 rocks to the core! u go people. so does the bikini babes. =P nite nite!
darkside illusions 12:56 AM
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
am i really invisible?
*phew* sorry guys. did not update for quite sometime. ive been real no mood and real tired u see. hahas! yep. things are normal this few days. drumming only lors. wad else. no one peii one. hahas. muz xi guan lors. hmmm. anyway. yahs. yest so tired dat i practically sleep when kelvin is playing? gosh. how tired can i be? and andrew was playing FRB guitar extreme and i fell asleep too. gosh. hahas. baka me! today morning DB. hahas. was kinda tired sia. 9 in da morning. go there with a heavy breakfast mama force me to eat. lols. so baka lors. went there jogged 1 round arnd bedok reservoir. hahas. in the end got last burst. i gave my best. came in erh 1st! yays! stupid senior nv say. if not can win him one lehs. xD wahahas! so evil.
den ish pull up. yays! today i did 40 all by my own. xD first is 3 sets of 8 which is 24. i did erh.. 21. partner supported me bud actually no nid. T.T boo hoo. den the 4th set is to the limit. 11 times. hahas. den count together is 32. right on track. no 5th set today. so after DB went to pull 8 by myself. hahas. yays! so proud. den pumping 1 minute. yays! i did 62 stardard one. go straight down. budden running target is 5 min bud i came in 5.12. aww. stupid breakfast and hot weather plus the immediate running for my grp. aint feeling well so vomitted my breakfast out. first time sia. =x xD den day ended. quite satisfied though.
after tt went home. bud before reach bus-stop sarah called for help for her project in dreamweaver. ended up 2hrs there re-doing their work. hahas. =P den rushed home, bathe and change jiu meet nic go dbg do the normal thing ler. sians. ya. tts my day. xD kinda monotone. bud wadeva. seriously.. i nid a gerl. =P despo kia. haha! tatas for now. some pics below. enjoy. wan an!
ok so this is my new hair style and colour. =x
side view..
i noe i somehow look weird rite? lols.
some old pics i haven load up. hahas!
thats josh. oh ya he changed his hair colour too. =P
nic the 2226444. xD
and of cos. me. =P
darkside illusions 11:09 PM
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Friday, July 08, 2005
hmm. love?
hahas. day by day. time passes as though no one cares. this wondering soul walked past plaza sing and everything. known by few, regonised by none. sometimes i juz hope that everything will disappear and reappear den i forget everything. cept for the buds hu had been there for me. i want all my bad memories gone. sometimes u wan the past yet they dun give u. den u want the future, they give you the past. how bad life can be? i really dunno. dinda blog for kinda a few days. cos wasnt really in da mood. yahs. drums now is my wife. have been chionging for quite some time now. hahas.
seriously. i nid to stop. i have no money to pay for my drum lessons. i've yet to buy a decent pencil box, a nice cap den i can draw graffiti on, a better mp3, a nicer hp, a drum set and a nicer designed shoe. hahas. bud i bought 2 jeans, 1 camo pants, 1 shirt and a wallet which totals up to 91 yesterday. T.T =broke= hahas. yahs. somehow i wish i got more money. tink i gotto work ler. hais. holis aint holis at all. so many projects, den so stress liddat. tinking of wad to do each day.. sometimes will be wondering arnd. juz lyk nic, sometimes we really wish we have a nice gf now. den we can grp date together. somehow the thought of it seems so far. i've settled in i guess. though it takes time bud.. i tink i'm almost thru it. gambatte ne~! it juz takes time. really. now i really believe time do heal things. was wondering y am i so stupid. lols! yeah. yet sometimes i feel i juz bluffing myself. hmm. argh forget it. fairy tales will never come true de.
yeah. thats abt all. hahas. do i feel lonely? i ask myself. indeed i do. love is all arnd me. everyone seems to be in it. i feel so left out. hahas! bud baka me lahs. sui jiao wo zhe yang ben dan! xD la la la la~! miracle that is say to will come true will never will. even if it does, it will juz happen juz lyk a falling star. somehow i miss you. somehow i want to believe in miracle yet nahs. baka me again! stupid lex. ya.. tatas! aint in a happy mood neither in a down mood. maybe love can heal me. anyone to gib me? xD baka for the 3rd time. despo lex. >.<
darkside illusions 3:09 AM
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
the day u went away..
sorry that i dinda blog this past few days. was kinda busy with work u see. i dunno if i can score or even pass for iiso and prsp not. hope i can. >.< bud i'm so proud of my c maths! xD if me not wrong shld be man fen ler! xD so happy today. tests ended in lyk 2 day? yays! went dbg to play drums and guitar! passed konokono ler! lols. hahas. lame..
this few days really kinda fine. thanks to those ppl hu cheered me up. =)) lols. yeah. dunno lors. juz live each day as it is now ler. study, go cranky with frenz, telling lame and dirty jokes. xD playing drums. strumming da guitar. air drumming, singing lyk no ppl business! hahas. stupid me! hahas! ya.. today went to the usual place and chatted with nic again. actually say chat awhile de. in da end chatted for lyk 3hrs plus at the fitness court again! hahas. yahs.. hope to help him bahs! sorry nic and josh bro. i really cant do it sia. dunno y. >.< dunno y i say one thing yet my heart is the other. wanted to let everything off bud somehow its kinda hard. hais. feel lyk banging the wall. hmm. yeah. tot my class c maths 2 today too. feel a sense of proudness. hahas. after teaching all the ppl in my class noe how to do mostly all the question ler. hahas. dinda noe my teaching really that good. =P bhb-ness in me coming out again. xD ok la. i go sleep ler. bye guys!
darkside illusions 3:28 AM
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
du shu.study! ^^P
yupz. my day today was fine. i got it sorted out i guess. yupz. =)) nth's bringing me down i guess. hee. back to cheerful little me. wee~~ i hope so too anyway. wahahas. cos past history always showed otherwise. hahas! bud i hope this time is for real. lots peeps told me it aint worth it. yeah. thinking. since its liddat. not i dinda try or anything. bud at least i noe i did. since cannot, means its not worth it ler. hahas. if its mine. one day one big circle sure will come back de. hahas. for now i stay single i guess. unless something happens. anything i guess. ah. a scorpio cant have no love de. xD
yeps. was kinda having a lighter feeling compared to the past few days. maybe the thing that will bring me down is that i lost a fren bahs. bud its ok. sometimes maybe time really does change everything. maybe losing may be a blessing in disguise? hahas! yahs! i certainly hope so. xD yahs. bud actually dun really want to lose this fren de. bud well. its my fault and i nid to pay mahs. hahas. stupid me come to tink of it. yeah. xD today i finally started serious work. went to mac at 3.30. hahas. den ader, grace and another gerl hu i ask for help for NMM came. hahas. den camel hao peng you joined me arnd 4.30. den later on sandii, peii and a gerl i tink they call her fongx de come. hahas. me and camel study together nors. hahas. she ask wo alot questions. some i dunno. hmm. nid more practice ler. yahs. den did NMM revision with camel. lotsa things blur blur den we discuss together. hahas. budden some still huh lai de. so gao siao. hahas. den teach camel c maths 2. while teaching i realised i oso did c maths 2 revision oso. hahas. so learned abt pigeonhole myself. others i teach her oso remember ler. hahas. taught her some easy ways to memorise the graphs. dunno got help her not. yahs. finished c maths 2 revision and left 1 chap of NMM in 1 day. ^^ good good. tml study prsp and finish NMM jiu can ler. wahahas! wee~~ feel the load lightening each day. wahahas! sandii! u better tell wo that person kks! dunn be so evil lahs! hahas. =P
k lahs. thats my day. today shall put another song lyric in too. i tink it will be about me. lols! enjoy dudes and babes! wan an!
I will survive - Cake
At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking I could never live without you
By my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you've done me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to get along
And so you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you
Here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me
Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I,
I will survive
Yeah
As Long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah
It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry,
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person
Still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone who's lovin' me
Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I,
I will survive
Yeah
As long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah
Oh no
darkside illusions 3:22 AM
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
shld i shld i not?
if there's something i want to say. thats myself. i've been stupid all these while. i wonder y. i tink fantasy juz carried me too far again. for someone hu thinks so much in fantasy, he deserve to endure the pain of the whip. yahs. thats abt all. 3 hrs of lessons today i only attended 15 minutes of it and my attendance is there. how slack can i be? god noes..
sometimes i wished i was a butterfly
flying everywhere i want
admired by all
yet this is reality
though things arnt going real fine now
bud i tink i cope it fine
misunderstandings do happen
the mist is clear
yet i somehow dunno
shld i believe in myself not
frenz who were there
i appreciate
yet i aint gonna be kicked and pushed arnd
bite a scorpio
i'll make sure the return is 10 times
somethings i learned to look apart
take it easily
bud some things aint that easy
i've kept my cool
controlling my power in me
yeps.
think i'm going on fine
juz drumming and guitaring to keep my life moving
shall be nice and a put a song lyrics here. =)) enjoy
If You're Gone - Matchbox 20
I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think i'm weak, I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
Now I'm relaxed, I can't be sure
I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I think I'm scared
I think too much
I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
but I can hardly move
If you're gone, baby you need to come home, oh come home
There's a little bit of something me
in everything in you
I bet you’re hard to get over
I bet the room just won’t shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind
I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I think I'm just scared that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling
If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
but I can hardly move
If you're gone, baby you need to come home
There's a little bit of something me
in everything in you
I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life and
I think I'm scared
Do I talk too much
I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
but I can hardly move
If you're gone, hell baby you need to come home
There's a little bit of something me
in everything in you
darkside illusions 2:43 AM
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Friday, July 01, 2005
missing you still..
ok. i going to blog a little today. oh well. nth seems fine nowadays. bud yet i tink i faced up to life quite good ler. for a scorpio. now wishing she will truely be happy with him and that he is not juz playing with her bahs. all i can wish for i tink. yahs. ah nbm. i've been thinking alot this past few days. yet i cant seem to get this thing off my mind. wad can ne? i dunno too. oh well. yeah. i dunno if u got read my blog de or not. bud i tink u really nid to study ler. i veri worried abt u u see. as a fren i guess. i dunno lahs. its lyk term test are coming yet she still lyk ti la pa. really dowan see her repeat any subject u noe.. since she found someone. is lyk i tink she spend too much time out ler. not that i bad or wad. bud seriously i tink its not the right time now. even if that guy is me i wont let u neglect studies de. say me irritating. say me make no sense. say me anything u lyk. maybe cos i care bahs. hope someday u'll understand. i dun tink ya will be reading anyway though. hope he will lead u the right way for now and study hard. yahs. though kinda jealous bud its ok. still can take it. =)) i'll be living on de. u juz study hard and enjoy the happiness u wanted since long ok? watashi dai jor bu. yeps.
saying thanks again to all of the peeps and frenz who really made an effort to help me and cheer me up. really glad. thanks all. sandii jiie. i noe u caught in da middle in alot of things. i knew things aint going fine for you too. when i heard the things i oso feel kinda disgusted. feel so bad in troubling u so much too. didi cant do anything to repay u. bud if anytime and anywhere, any place u nid help or support, didi will be there for you. thats a life time promise. xie xie ni jiie jiie. =)) dun say urself stupid. dun blame urself ok? to me, ya alreadi a great jiie i knew ler even we noe each other for lyk less than a month only. thanks for everything u gave me and helped me.
and to nic bro. ya really one of a kind. feel really good having you around you noe.. so happy that we ended up in da same class. i dunno how to carry on next sem when we different classes ler. hope we'll end up same again. ya really a great bro. i tink i really found someone i can confide things too ler. u can tolerate me. u can take words lightly. its so good to be talking with ya lyk today. i dun mind getting scolded by my parents. bud talking to you today at the fitness court till past 12 was real great. i got off lotsa things of me. thanks for listening. really. aint no ppl i know really can understand me. i'm not saying u fully understand. budden its more than i can expect ler. thanks for being there for me bro. i'll be there for you too de. =)) dun worry k? tell me things if u really sad ok? aint good to bottle them up lyk wad u are. xie xie ni. =)) bros always~~~
ps: to yf: condolensence (or how u spell it) to ya for the departure of your mothers death. sorry i cant make it to the funeral. but in my heart i'll be sending condolensences. may your mother find happiness in the other world and bless her. for now. hope you're truely happy lyk wad u told me kks? =))
tatas peeps. still missing you. yet i cant do anything...
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