Monday, September 27, 2004
Coordinates
yupz. the answer is (1,12)!!! gosh! i got it all wrong. i tot i was right bud is wrong! *tehhhhh!* wrong! uh-huh! =/ haix. so long no blog le. today server down so blog. bz with gaming. =X and there goes my 3 mnth jc. comp spoil. gtg. byebye.
sianx: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 8:16 PM
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
uh-huh?
ah. another sunday. tml maybe got special program. hope can bahx. firstly, happy bdae to my darling mei, Melody Gan Pin! Shen Re Kuai Le! hahax. kor/dear wish ya a v happy bdae! hahax. hmm. well, today nth much. juz aint in da mood to study much. read thru my physics. still hate the circuits and electricity. sianx 1/2. budden tml maybe going out. for once. hahax. hope can bahx. dun forget can le. =x juz watched the perfect storm. fantastic show manx! pity all the fisherman died. aww. their so brave manx! hahax. now newcastle vs southampton on tv. hahax. gtg watch. bye guys! hope newcastle will win. hahax. go go manx! lolx. tml physics. hope i pass with flying colours + rainbow. ok. tt was lame. keke. bye ppl. hahax.
Hopefullyness: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 9:43 PM
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Saturday, September 18, 2004
dotz...
wa. today slack again. bud got do a lil bit of revision of physics. hmm. sianx. my friend advance to senior god le i still junior devil. sianx. bud i cre8 kungfu! hahax. called xiao bian! when i knocked out ppl horx the system there put this. so hao xiao! [System] Darkblade was knocked out by Junting's ^XiaO_BiaN^ wahahhaa. or [System] Junting made an all-out attack with ^XiaO_BiaN^, and caused Darkblade to lose conscious wahahaha. i was laughing lyk siao. i dinda noe my xiao bian can kill ppl de. hahax. ok. i am lame. wahaha. bud the game rrly fun. lolx. if ya powerful of cos. =X oops bhb in me again. haix. nth to do. go study awhile. ah. hahax. kkx. miss miss miss. life is sucha boring. who can brighten up for me? lolx. love all.
Danced: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:54 PM
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Friday, September 17, 2004
haix.
lazy to blog. dun wanna blog. keke. how to trust you when u gib such lame excuse? haix. nbm. bye ppl.
Sianx: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:37 PM
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Monday, September 13, 2004
sianx..
kaox. study so much norx. toopid de lehx. kana restrict to use da comp for lyk wad? 20 minutes. damm lahx. lyk you doing your work liddat. keep saying me last time how to study with msn on. you yourself now oso on msn study. damm one lahx. kaox. wanna use da comp relax nia. oso cannot mehx. on my game wait for fren send me things nia. lyk i playing liddat. kaox. ur world or my world. u hav the rite to take the modem izzit? the modem for god sake is share one ok. ur work oso no nid online one lorx. no nid bluff ok. u online only see wad u nid to do tts all lorx. u take the internet becos u wan to chat with ya frenx rite. argh. totally pissed off lors. ma de. *shrugs* and mama papa thought u doin work in da room. ask me do everything. ma de. argh. u juz talking crap to frenz lor. jux lyk me ok. no rite to say me. den u exams tt time oso dun use lahx. tmd. grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!
Totally pissed: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:45 PM
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
Prelims dude!
wee~~ tml start prelims le. lolx. first of all, all da best to everybody ah! do ya best! keke. hmmm. there is nth called impossible in out dictionary yeah? lolx. ah. today ah. study mostly bahx. morning go a maths tuition. -mug- came back slacked abit. taught my mama how to use colour phone. -.-" lolx. den after tt went to slp. damm tired sia. lolx. woke up at around 6.20 den went mac mug till 9.30. wa. ss sux to the core manx. lolx. so hard de. lolx. den all do stupid things. sianx.bud no choice. tml chinese paper 1. lucky no nid study lots. lolx. tues paper two. dunno wan study nots. if not juz do e maths can le. lolx. haix. tink muz sleep early. if not tml see the sources will go orh orh de. lolx. kkx. all da best ppl! miss everyone loads! =)
Blessed: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 11:04 PM
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
bluff??
nth to say lehx. hahax. dunno y keep keep missing her. actually ah. y u ppl believe its real. all fake de lehx. i say i lyk a ger u all all believe ah? hahax. hmm. nbm. let u all man man think. lolx. actually oso nv change norx. =X die le. lolx. nbm. byebye. nth much more to say. she go overseas. miss her so much. =P hahahahahhahahax.!!.!!.!!
turn back time: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:35 PM
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Tuesday, September 07, 2004
the day our love....
i rrly love ya lots lots! dunno wad can show how much i love you now. forget the past, live for the present, tink of the future. i rrly love you alot. alot and alot. all these while i tot i couldn't forget my past. bud you show me how wrong i am. i can. and 1 day. finally this week, i've done it. i dunno if in da future we will meet again bud for now, i treasure my darling more than words can say. if anyone gonna take something away from me, i'll never put u on the list. i love you darling. hee. hope can see you soon. the holidays seems so much to take alreadi. juz 5 days without seeing you or hearing ur voice makes me wanna be with ya. hope we can last veri long cos i dun wanna lose you. love ya. =)
Wouldn't It Be Nice ~ Beach Boys
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know it's gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray
It might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But let's talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good night baby
Sleep tight baby
Good night baby
Sleep tight baby
found love: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:53 PM
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fly away from here ~
when the whole is dark, i'll be your light. when your world is upside down, i'll tilt it right. when you are feeling down, i'll be your might. to gib you the strength u need, the love you lost and the feeling of care. i'll never wan to leave by your side. years i've been waiting and now i found a new one. though young, the first time i see you, i fell in love with you. seems unreal bud its true. i've broken the promise for the first one and i hope i won't break it for this second time. i swore to be with you and so do you. we shall be. cos we believe in our feelings. we expressed it out and i appreciate. no matter wad happens now, i love you. you will be the one in my heart and slowly and fully, the first one is out until the day tt will come. maybe the next life or wad. bud for now, i love you. maybe juz a sorry to you. sorry i broken my promise. bud i hope u won't stress yaself frm wad i heard, cos at least you noe you haven lost a fren and i'll treat you as my best best frenz whom i noe almost inside out. whom i can read ur feelings. so. stay happy always and sorry.
Jt love miN: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 1:21 AM
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Monday, September 06, 2004
lesson learned
today ah. nth much oso. go to east coast park for da red cross bbq thingy norx. hahax. go there do nth oso. juz eat and slack. haix. so long no go to my second home, beach. so today finally go there. hmm. the sec 1 gers. rrly dunno wad to say lahx. all flood around the xtra ppl who came. dunno wad to say. budden me and ren jie walk around with weng foo crapping and joking around. lolx. toking dirty sometimes. hahax. hmmm. den when ren jie left, i found my old place and began sitting there, letting the wind blow me. so nice. tot of alot of things. since sec 1 all these. den the things we gone thru. still can't forget the chalet. hahax. hmm. its 1 plus now sia. nbm. dunno lehx. juz feel ttt everything is so vivid. den came the problem. problem i am now with. dunno wad to do.
den when i sit there someone come offer me hotdogs. after eating, i take the stick hard hard press into the break water. hmm. the thing broke into half. den lyk a electric surge, sumthin came into my mind. i xiang tong le. everything has a ying and has a guo. juz lyk the taoism thingy. yeps. the stick is soft, the stone is hard. when i try to force it to poke thru it, cannot. juz lyk love. no matter how hard u do, cannot = cannot. haix. den it breaks. the stone doesn't feel anything, the stick breaks. and juz lyk love. when force, u juz hurting urself. finally u break down. wad cannot means cannot. haix. and i noe. since she said lyk tt means she nv cares for me before. and i've been trying to gib myself hope. maybe its time. all these lil things i do add up to nth. the time she gave me so much hope is all juz fake. i can't believe. it looks so real. bud now, i noe. u ish juz bluffing me. i am stupid. so now, i've decided my mind on you. hee. i will treause *ahem* from now on. at least she cares more. she loves me more. hee. i'm happy with it. this bbq not onli brings the mjr rcy ppl together bud oso let me learn an important lesson. not everyday ish sunday afterall. =)
Jars oF Clay: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 1:40 AM
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Friday, September 03, 2004
when the world..
yeps! tml maybe class outing. all come my hse here play sports. hahax. hmmm. hope rrly everyone can make it. keke. alamak. so funnie today. whole day mind quite blank. dunno y. took eng prelims today. dunno y do halfway keep tinking of dar dar. wonder how she doin. haix. so confuse now. ger i promise u lahx. i won't act rashly de. hmmm. i will try my best de. budden wad if one day. nbm. save for the time we chat. ah. hmm. dunno lahx. i'm flying yet sumtimes i tink tt my wings are hurt. nida rest. ah. suxxy. nbm. so long no blog properly le. hahax. yays! today use sista laptop. everything so fast sia. hahax. so fun. i get used to laptop le how ah? later use the comp outside bu shi die le? lolx. now laptop can oso type without looking le. lolx. bhb horx? cannot guai. bhb club de. keke. gosh. rrly nid serious study le. hahax. if not prelims fail, o levels fail jiu die le. hahax. i tink i next time rrly nid to go somewhere le. beach will be best. any poor souls wanna pei me? welcome! =) rrly hope can get some frustration out manx. haix. hahax. rrly. this past few months have been tiring. real tiring. hahax. hope everything will clear manx. juz hope yead. =(
If We Hold On Together ~ Diana Ross
Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth
In your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
Souls in the winds
must learn how to mend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears
All away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come
Home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
When we are out there
In the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark
We'll feel the light
Warm our hearts
Everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
As high
As souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I
i need to pray: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 11:13 PM
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
i really do sux. haix.
well, life is starting to turn upside down again le. ger ah ger. sux de lehx. today u tell me tt rrly feel so guilty. shrugs. nbm. i dunno if i shld say out. y. y do you hav to tell me this. i rrly dowanna leave you. haix. rrly miss ya lots. bud maybe lyk all others hu said, we are from different worlds. it was juz tt second we met. juz tt second we stepped into each others world. and now its time to go. though its only for a month or so, i rrly treasure the things we did. i won't act blind neither will i be blind. and u told me to go baq to her. and juz lyk most ppl said to me. the place where i should be is the place where i juz left. sorry ******. budden i got nth to say. juz i'm sorry. the promises we made, we things we shared. maybe juz one day, when our two worlds meet again, we will be together. for now, you're still my dar. bud maybe u ish starting to forget me. maybe i should for i am here. haix.
Left Outside Alone ~ Anastacia
All my life i've been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I dont feel safe (oooh)
Left Broken, empty and in despair
Wanna breathe, can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
so much more i have to say
help me find a way
And i wonder if you know
how it really feels,
to be left outside alone
when it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
I tell you,
All my life i've been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I need to pray..
Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
careless, helpless little man
someday i might understand
Theres not much more to say
but i hope you find a way
Still i wonder if you know, how it really feels
to be left outside alone, when its cold out here
well maybe you should know, just how it feels,
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
I tell you,
All my life i've been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I need to pray..
Ooh Pray
Heavenly father (oooh)
(Please)Heavenly father (Save me) Oh save me
Oooooh..
And I Wonder If you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
when its cold out here
Well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
All my life i've been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I Need to Pray....
world is a whirl: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 5:57 PM
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
haix haix haix
haix. boring boring day. today is tcher's day = no school. woke up late (erm. later than usual =p)and den slack around fer the morning. in da afternoon, went to mac do work. mug whole day till 7+. hahax. d&t almost finish le. yays! juz nid touch up more. haix. nbm. keke. today is also another sad day. things came out lyk tis. haix. haix. am i fated to hear wad had happened? y. all went well. i feel so guilty. izzit true? wad can i do. maybe we ain't fated to meet afterall. bud y when we fell in love? y? y muz this happen? is there no more other way. and to you, i'm sorry. rrly sorry. nth could heal everything. i'm juz a jerk. screw me ppl. cos i sux. haix. dunno y. i'm baq though. tanka dar for understanding. bud i won't forget you. the day u made my life brighten up. haix.
The Reason ~ Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
juz outta my mind: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 9:15 PM
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