Friday, April 30, 2004
Zhao Nie Ar! Zhao Nie!
zhao nie! supa zhao nie today sia! it was accidental! i rrly dinda mean it! why of all ants i mux kill this ant.. arx! this ant so manx.. dunno how to say.. it jux appear in front of me.. i veri guilty and veri bu an lehx.. after kill le i veri dui bu qi ta leix.. haix.. sorry worx.. though i won't say wad happen.. sorry to the "ant" i killed.. sorry.. i rrly dinda mean it..
Okok.. today was a total crap day.. our claz is going to rebel against the school on monday.. hmm.. dun tink i tucking out shirt.. cos i tink tucking in shirt is correct.. others up.. hahax.. yahs.. then nth on today.. took EL exam.. wrote compo on faith.. first time try one word essay in exams.. hope it comes out well.. then paper two passage A ez, passage B difficult.. aiya.. heck care lahx.. i jux mux hav FAITH in myself.. hahax.. compo write we mux have faith yet here i am so toopid.. contridicting rite.. wahaha.. kkx lahx.. firstly, i wan express my heartfelt apology to eh.. wad's ur name? eugene.. yeps tts him.. feel so sorry for him.. no sarcastic ok.. its jux i dinda mean it.. if onli i noe you.. i will ask you to stay.. sorry.. kkx.. today after school after RC meeting saw her doing hmwk alone at the benches there.. go tok to her awhile then go le.. rrly veri paiseh lahx.. teach me wad to say lehx.. always say got things bud lyk i told richard, i c her, my heart from solid melt to liquid.. look into her face rrly wan to hug her sia.. so cannot.. rrly lost of words.. keke..
bud oso in da end alot ppl go there tok.. tok veri de long.. got one time she was veri pissed off cos we keep saying things about david beckham.. hahax.. she is damm cute sia.. nth though.. walk home with her when she left, she tot i was not there.. then she take change bus.. on da bus she saw me then lyk tio stun.. dunno why.. perhaps its jux a stupid thing i'm feeling to cheer myself up.. its so obvious now lor.. wake up sia.. mux face up to reality sia.. veri mao dun hor me..
Haix.. so wad.. i jux heard something.. i have no chance.. haix.. if tts rrly is then lyk wad winston say, i shld let to let it go.. bud i can't bear.. oh manx! pls gib me some advice.. well, it was said its frm her herself.. her close fren oso say le.. persuade.. hmph.. i rrly dunno wad to feel.. if tts the case.. haix.. i wan to noe.. the truth.. now i heard it once again.. and its on the negative side.. toopid.. well, i dun feel lyk going on le.. wanna end here bloggy.. bye bye.. i miss you alot.. bud all i can do is to c you caring abt other ppl than me.. haix.. so sadding..
Sad and heart-dawn: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:38 PM
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Thursday, April 29, 2004
WheRe ArE yOu?!?
Where are you!! i really really miss you lots lots! where are you.. so long no tok to you le! where are you? can you gib me a call? a msg? i really wanna c you! i dunno! how come i say i wanna forget you bud it jux leads me to love and miss you more?!? can anyone pls tell me y? tell me wad to do?!? i really really miss you alot! You ought to know by now how much I love you.. one thing you can be sure of.. I'll never ask for more than your love.. haix.. wo.hui.fa.zhe.dai.rang.hou.wang.ji.ni.. jie.zhe.jing.jing.bi.shang.yan.. xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren dai ti.. rang.wo.bu.zai.xiang.nian.ni.. i will be sad.. bud i mux try.. i jux so much wan to hug you tite in my arms and never let it go.. wad are you feeling now? can you tell me? i really wanna noe.. nbm.. well life has always been this way.. wad mux i do? hope you'll gib me a chance somedfay.. i promise to love you always and tts no joke or lie.. i lie may i die a teriible death.. bud if you dun, i will still love you lyk i always do.. i'll always be here waiting..
Today oso nv walk her home.. quite long le.. heard she was alone.. maybe she prefer no one.. i dunno.. i was celebrating stella's bdae.// so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU DA JIE! hee.. after that she nv reply.. tink cannot sms.. or dowan sms me le.. noe today she nv bbring hp.. bud at nite hope a reply bahx.. haix haix.. anyone can tell me if i'm stupid? everyone say its jux secondary crush.. bud i can feel real love.. am i stupid? god noes.. haix.. playing in da street soccer competition during june.. today i want vent everything out.. so go to geylang east there.. well, suprise me.. i saw ****** there.. dinda noe he got play de.. then fred oso there.. hmm.. hahax.. lame.. nths much.. wanna study english later.. bud she keep coming into me.. arx~! if ya jux reply me, i can le! bud now stil mux can lahx.. miss you, love you, hugx you, good luck to you and i still miss you and love you.. hee.. CiaO~!
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You ~ Medeiros Glenn
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
CHORUS
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
CHORUS
Missing and sadding: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 6:57 PM
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Wednesday, April 28, 2004
blog 2nd time for da day..
ok.. i am jux thinking too too too too much.. tt sat ain't no wad i think.. it was not even related to me! wtf? life damm sux! arx~~ jux now i dunno y i was thinking.. in school frm wad i noe got alreadi 6 ppl lyk her le.. so many lorx.. haix... i am lyk a lil housefly compared to all of them manx.. haix.. look so inferior.. all so muche beta than da me.. haix.. 6 lehx.. tink i now last sia.. neways, feeling bad bad.. blogger the last half part tio delete.. hai me now the blog looks so odd.. haix.. nbm.. maybe jux count me suay bahx.. she nv reply my sms now le.. tink is back to last time? pray not.. pls be not! haix.. a song keeps floating into my head sia.. posting da lyrics here later.. rrly damm sadding.. well.. 6 ar.. including me, ***** ****, **** ****, *** ****, ******, *****... waaaa... alot horx.. dunno y too.. arx.. tml my "da jie" bdae le.. dun hav her hp no.. cannot sms her.. hee.. so sadding again.. aiyo.. alvin ar alvin.. u sux lahx.. dunno how to face her.. y u nv tell anyone de.. including ur best fliends? i jux wanna noe.. well, hope i noe soon.. can't bear to gib you up.. rrly.. everytime i tried i fail.. wad is tt tt always make me come back? dunno.. maybe its jux love.. kkx.. ending here.. rrly too sadding.. wanna add the table thingy again.. byex..
Whole Again ~ Atomic Kitten
If you see me walking down the street
Staring at the sky
And dragging my two feet
You just pass me by
It still makes me cry
But you can make me whole again
And if you see me
With another man
Laughing and I'm joking
And making the best of this I can
I ain't trying to put you down
Baby I still want you aroun
'Cause you can make me whole again
Chorus
Looking back on when we first met
I cannot escape and I cannot forget
Baby you're the one
You still turn me on
You can make me whole again
Time is laying heavy on my heart
Seems I've got too much of it
Since we've been apart
My friends make me smile
If only for a short while
But you can make me whole again
Chorus
For now I'll have to wait
But baby if you change your mind
Don't be too late
'Cause I just can't go on
It's already been too long
But you can make me whole again
Chorus (2x)
Ooh baby you're the one
You still turn me on
You can make me
Whole Again
Sadding and sadded: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 11:04 PM
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I'ma Fo.O|
dunno y this few days my spirits are low.. today again becos of the fact that haix.. nbm.. actually oso no mood to blog de.. bud shoo sianx so come blog.. hmm.. wonder wad to say.. its so sadding to c that i am nowhere near.. today dinda managed to wait for her though.. really veri sadding.. wait till abt 5 lyk tt then realise today she got no dance.. haix.. well maybe its jux fate dun allow us to meet bahx.. today in school oso lyk nv c dao her.. tink even if c dao each other i oso lyk a stranger le.. dunno.. though i notice we keep hit the bull's eye, it seems lyk she's avoiding.. i dunno.. haix.. shooo sad.. shoo sadding and i am shoo sadded.. haix..
Wad to do? do you lyk me anot? y lyk sometimes the ppl around you hinting that you waiting budden your actions is lyk i'ma stranger? i am rrly confused by your actions.. and i keep wondering wad is wrong with me? maybe its jux i thinking too much.. cos if ya dun even lyk me, you dun have to be paiseh rite? ya.. this mux be! well, tt settles all.. i'm sucha failure.. good bye then bloggy.. reali no more mood.. if onli i noe the whole truth.. nid not bluff myself everytime.. kkx.. ciao~!
Sadded and Sadding: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 6:30 PM
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Tuesday, April 27, 2004
I really dunno!!
*shrugs* i jux wanna say.. she is cute! way too cute and pretty.. sumtimes i tink i am not good eunff for her.. cut short.. today she was telling her relief period with the chandra tcher.. then they were toking abt penis and vagina de thingy.. then she was telling us abt the horny things.. she describe until so so so so so cute! omg.. lyk rapping.. kept looking at her.. wonder if she looks back not.. then she laugh on her own words together with ger.. then she laugh in moi face and drum her hands on da table! so cute! aww.. feel my heart jump out! hahax..
Bud well, i noe i'm not da guy.. the guy you lyk.. bud i hope i can be ur guardian loving angel.. to be there when you nid sumone.. i won't be so forcing to make you lyk me.. bud i jux wan to let you noe that no matter wad, i love you..i care abt you.. and i miss you.. i really really love you alot! if onli ya noe.. today i'm gonna write your name! i dun care wad others tinks.. bud I JUX TRUELY REALLY WHOLE-HEARTEDLY LOVE YOU MELISSA! *muackx* you may not love me.. bud i'll be waiting.. hope you won't gib me more false hope.. if ya dun lyk me, jux spit it into my face.. tanka.. kkx.. gtg le.. bye bye.. veri sad-ed and down.. bud no one wants to tok.. i'm jux left alone in this wilderness.. hope to be with ya alone tml.. nite nite! haix.. rrly sad.. CIAO~!
Sad-ed and Down: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 11:26 PM
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I really dun noe!
*shrugs* hell, heaven anyone there? arx.. dunno wad to feel again.. y do i fell this why bud reality is the other? today nth on much.. jux feel so down.. so in claz cept for some time i was damm quiet.. dunno.. maybe a lil noisy.. haix.. tink today de e maths test did quite bad.. disappointed.. haix.. esp the pattern question.. then oso the translation part.. do U the T i go do T then U.. toopid me! tt abt my day.. after school ate lunch with ah ger.. hmm.. lend her $2.. i still owe so many bdae presents.. now pocket rrly omg.. nbm.. tts me.. keke.. well, today in canteen noe hu lyk zhen hong.. BITCH! now then noe tt person oso come in btw my cute lil weiting.. (not stead horx.. mind you) neways, when i heard abt tt, i was bitch here and there.. then zhen hong keep wan beat siaoeh cos her tell me which ger.. lolx.. zhen hao siao.. after running here and there dunno.. got tt feeling again.. wanling mei keep askin me sit down.. (cos ger and her toking mahx..) budden i replied her "ren jia hai xiu mahx.." i was rrly hai xiu lahx.. dunno lehx.. if ger not there maybe i jux sit down and tok bahx..
Bud soon after I, siaoeh, ger and she we sat down at the canteen there tok tok.. lolx.. she was saying abt her relief physics lesson then tt chandra tcher came in relief then say abt penis and vagina thing.. dunno y i keep looking at her while she tok.. hee.. it was lyk so damm cute lo.. it goes until veri funnie then she did sumthin so cute i wanted to jux pinch her! lolx.. hentai ne! she lyk turn towards my direction, then laugh so cutie!!! then drumming her two hands on da table.. omg.. nv seen her, lyk tt b4.. its so damm cute!!! i noe i keep repeating the same words bud mark it.. its rrly so so arh~~ neways, wads wrong with me.. keep doing all these while i noe the truth hanging behind the painting.. can milk spilled onto a shit be drunk? i dunno.. i tink the day you'll love me is the day i find my tears in the big blue da sea.. haix.. y can't you jux spit into my face.. "N.O NO!" i prefer you jux tell me how you feel rather than gib me this type of peircing feelings.. haix.. arhx~~
Nbm nbm.. dunno lei.. i hate false feelings.. do you lyk me at all?!? do you hav even the slightest feeling for me!?! or hav you found another guy le?!? can anyone pls tell me?!? can anyone answer me?!? i jux wan a answer.. haix.. i jux dunno.. feel down down now.. no one wans tok tok oso.. nbm.. someday and i mean someday, i noe you'll tell me and i'll be waiting.. good luck for ya practical tml.. love ya lots.. hope ya noe.. tts all for now.. i'll be your guardian loving angel for now.. CIAO..
Down and *priang*: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:41 PM
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Monday, April 26, 2004
*PRIANG!* hear it break ba..
yups.. sianzers day.. dinda do much in school.. jux listened to lesson and did nth.. wonder how she did in her practical.. WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH ANYWAY? i shouldn't care! arx~~ i'm jux making my life more miserable! i mux stop myself from all these stupid things! i'm jux too sad to let it go! bud i have to! y can't i! i sux! arh~~ its no use! manx.. feel so tired.. i now then realise.. the greatest enemy i face is myself.. cos i can't accept reality.. contridicting and ironical.. haix.. well, tml is tuition day.. now then realise on her bdae is exams day oso.. after paper go home de.. wonder will i have the chance to gib her her present anot.. haix.. if not mux ask ppl hu 100% will c her de help me gib le.. haix.. nbm..
School getting suckier and suckier.. wassup with ankle socks? manx.. their lame.. wassup with spiky hair? haix.. well, i today totally manx.. does tcher understnad wad is above/below ankle? their stupid lorx.. my socks above ankle and they say is below.. wth.. go to body parts course lahx! pissed of.. still hai my bro go where tt f***ing long white socks.. arh~~ i lyk got pms lyk tt.. mood swing sia.. haix.. maybe jux no mood.. neways, tt alls.. haix.. hope for a beta day.. if onli the words come out frm da mouth.. i will die off willingly and be by your side.. be your guardian angel no matter where you go.. i'll always be one step behind you supporting you in case you fall.. hope you feel my love.. I WILL LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF THE TIME! =[
I'll Be There For You ~ Rembrandts
So, no one told you life was going to be this way.
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your live life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear.
Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year. But,
Chorus
I'll be there for you when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you 'cause you're there for me too.
You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight.
You've burned your breakfast, so far, things are going great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these.
But she did'nt tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees, that,
Chorus
Bridge
No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me.
Seems you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me.
Someone to face the day with, make it throught the rest with, someone I'll always laugh with.
Even at my worst, I'm best with you. Yeah!
Chorus
~ END ~
Sad and WasHed: FetOrAy a.k.a ALvin
darkside illusions 5:38 PM
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Sunday, April 25, 2004
Quiet Day Again..
well well.. today yet another quiet day.. i am jux thinking too much.. change a little of my blog.. the pictures, the borders and the colours.. hope it looks good.. keke.. can't find a webby to put songs though.. dun wan powerwebmusic.. alot pop-ups.. the last webby now dunno y cannot le.. haix.. no fun de.. well, i am still thinking so so so so much.. y? y? can i say i'm stupid or am i jux too in love? hmm.. i dunno.. toopid.. dunno wad ppl c in me.. keep say my looks.. toopid.. photos nia mahx.. can bluff de.. real life ain't t nice lorx.. haix.. maybe by changing friendster pic can help? i dunno.. i onli wanna love 1 ger now.. and the ger is in front of me.. is right before me.. pls pls pls dun add in more complication.. haix.. y ne! pls dun *toot* me lahx.. no use de.. everyone noes tt.. nbm.. well, quiet day.. nth much on.. tonite newcastle playing.. hope they win.. hahax.. will be happy.. haix.. tml she taking her pratical exams le.. wanna wish her good luck.. bud paiseh to call her.. haix.. she lyk oso no nid my wishes lyk tt.. well, hope someone above can guide me abt wad to do bahx..
hai hai.. later nid to study lots lots.. tml chinese test.. then oso nid hand in maths hmwk.. hmm.. gonna figure out how to do later.. yahx. hope she does well in her exams.. nth much to say.. hopes she noes i am go going her all the time in da exams! gambatte! k lahx.. sis wanna use soon le.. nidta round up other things first.. so tataz bloggy.. sorry lei mei.. nv tell you hu izzit.. i confirm more le then tell you kkx? paiseh.. =]
CoNfUsEd aNd LoSt: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 6:34 PM
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Saturday, April 24, 2004
[add] eh.. dunno lehx.. dunno wad to say now.. jux feel lyk typing.. hmm.. it jux seems tt this fate ain't going my way lahx.. y dun you jux tell me everything? i'll be happy even if you say its over.. i dun mind.. at least i noe sumone will be able to make you happy more than i do.. nbm.. i dunno.. shld i gib ***** the chance? no no.. i cannot.. i can't bluff myself.. wad da f? dunno lahx.. oso dunno wan to type wad.. haix.. bye bye.. [add ended]11.59pm
I tink I noe le. :"^":
well well.. wad can i say ne.. i am so totally speechless today.. i dunno wad can i feel.. i dunno wad can i do.. i dunno if i shld.. bud only one thing stand true.. i am not the one for you.. haix.. well, today jux lyk every other saturday lyk tt.. morning go to school.. my cadets call me ask me help them buy coke bottle.. use moi own money bud till now they haven gib me back.. haix.. nbm bahx.. helpful de actions jiu shi bei dang zuo li shuo dang rang de.. haix.. well, go RC taught footdrill.. so paiseh.. the ger guides there then the sec 1s not serious.. so malu.. =x now c more le think ger guides drills rrly good sia.. hahax.. dunno lahx.. neways, training training dunno y nature calls.. stomach so pain.. went toilet of cos.. then dunno le.. aiyo! my darling mei mei cut her hair! so short! hahax.. i lyk dun regonise her lyk tt.. bud she looks sweet.. hahax.. beri odd lahx.. maybe i dun rrly lyk gers with short hair? hahax.. lame.. all training then after RC go play soccer with band and npcc.. hahax.. run till siao.. bud relieve alot of things la.. learn from siaoeh.. c ball jux zham the f ball up the field.. hahaix.. eeeee haaaa!!!
After that comes the highlight of my day bahx.. bud the highlight is sumthing.. an ending.. an ending of wad i wanted bud not i wish for.. well continue.. as i finished blow wind after my game i prepare go home she oso go.. tt time jared oso wanna go le.. budden jun pei jux bought food to eat.. so he ask her to wait awhile.. well0 she wait which is lyk nv de lorx.. so i knew sumthing le.. i walked past her and jia yin then go mama shop buy things.. well she said she was waiting.. so i dowan put her odd odd lyk tt i go off first.. called siaoeh and winston ask them wan go walk walk or wad not bud siaoeh at pool, winston too tired to go out.. so i went home.. wlaked to da bus-stop they catched up with me.. wth? so fast mehx.. well, walk until they walked past me i still at da back.. hahax.. slow hor me? well, again dowan her in odd position mahx.. so nv go up.. reached bus-stop actually 125 come le.. bud i looking down the bus jux went past me! wth? so suay.. mux wait for another 15 minutes..
haix.. sucha suay day for me.. then her bus come le.. jared and her take.. nv even say bye bye today.. dunno y i jux ain't having the mood to say to her.. maybe is jux noe tt i shan't be forcing.. haix.. suan le.. then moments later 21 come all go.. sianx.. onli me in bus-stop.. actually i 1st to go.. budden become last.. reached home slept.. then ate papa and mama cook de fried rice.. so nice sia! so full.. hee.. so long no eat they cook de things le.. hee.. then sis use comp watch 50 first dates i wait till now then use.. hee.. well, i wan sum up le.. maybe its time.. time to do wad i ain't wish to do.. i dunno wad i shld feel.. bud to me.. its jux 1% for me to make my dream come true.. these few days her actions veri ming xian.. not eva me.. i jux thinking too much.. manx.. maybe i jux go away.. and wait.. arh~! so confused! bloggy tell me wad to do can!! arh!! nbm.. forcing ain't good.. i jux wanna say a big tanka to all the memories you gave me.. bad and good.. sad and happy.. ni3 yi3 biao3 xian4 de4 fei1 chang2 ming2 bai3.. wo3 hui4 xuan3 zhe2 fang4 qi4 ni3, shi4 ying1 wei4 wo3 tai4 ai4 ni3.. dan4 wo3 she3 bu4 de2 wang4 ji4 ni3.. wo3 zhi3 hui4 an1 jing4 de4 shou3 zhe4 ni3, ai4 hu4 ni3.. yong2 yuan3 de4 kan4 shou3 ni3.. zai4 jian4 le4.. ~
Confused and Heart-brokEn: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 8:43 PM
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Friday, April 23, 2004
M I rrly not fated to be with you?
ARH~! F*** it! laox.. i dunno lorx.. they say dismissed then go home.. i wan go home they want me go back.. wassup with tt? and i still tio buai.. f*** it! arh~! neways, today is science practical prelims.. haix.. dunno wad.. seemslyk alot of wrong.. nv do before sia.. die le lahx.. wad if i graduate frm manjusri without a cert.. so malu de lorx.. haix.. yahx... today nth on.. after practical locked up in PAC.. i did alot of revision.. keke.. did maths and chinese.. on and on keep thinking about her.. finally when i come out frm PAC, went to mac with moi fliends eat lunch.. so damm hungry sia.. stomack damm grumbling.. hahax.. went to mac joke alot.. then i and peng fei sms people hu still in school studying "wa.. the mac food damm nice sia.. fries damm shiok.. you wan come eat not? u come now i treat you.. lolx!" lame rite? bud fun.. i lyk it.. keke.. *omg! she online! i cannot believe it! am i seeing double?"
yahx.. go back school after tt.. rrly miss her so so so so so much i wan go walk her clax there.. walk passed and saw her.. i felt lighter.. hee.. well, there she goes.. offline le.. hahax.. continue.. 1.50 go meeting.. then 2.30 go rehearsal.. sianx.. dun say this part le.. haix.. bo liao de.. yups.. finally saw the new friend.. liang eng rites? hahax.. kkx.. glad to noe you... going on with moi day.. sux.. jux sux.. after tt i go canteen saw her! dunno y she back again.. hmm.. bud again, she was with tt guy.. haix.. got a feeling in me building.. haix.. jealousy? i dunno.. dunno why to me they seems so close.. veri close.. haix.. i dunno wad to do.. jux feel lyk blacking out and asking myself truthfully.. am i bluffing myself all this while? i dunno.. haix.. i jux thinking too much sia.. hu in da hell will lyk me? i sux and sux.. my looks, my behaviour, my actions, my results, my attitude.. haix.. even a stupid lil fly can squash me to bits.. arh~~ sux sia.. i can feel she lyk got feelings for him lehx.. how ar? maybe i thinking too much.. if i love her i mux trust her!
neways, when mama kp i went home after winston chess game.. well i was plainly accused of going home becos she go home! what the hell? i didn't mean tt de lorx.. yahx.. so lyk tt i was behind her while tt guy stayed close.. i dunno wad he doing though.. yahx.. again, so balls de me jux said bye bye.. she returned tt greeting then byex le.. haix.. maybe its jux nth.. i am jux thinking alot.. k lahx.. wanna eat le.. c later got time i add blog lorx.. bye ppl.. bye bloggy..
p.s: bud hor i feel lyk she lyk waiting for me lehx.. i dunno.. thinking too much.. this past few days she nv go home after school.. keep do work.. which she last time nv.. waiting for her sis is ruled out.. cos her sis is there! then when i come, after awhile, she go! hmm... waiting for me? nahx.. i dunno.. it jux seems so.. neways, yest i and raymond walk the way out of school then walk back in thru da back.. then she and hui min after awhile quickly wan run off! dunno y.. waiting too? i dunno.. haix.. alot incidents oso lyk tt.. haix.. dunno lahx.. ain't thinking le.. it is always so hurting.. maybe is she wan study with tt guy? yahx.. k lahx.. bu-bye-de..
Jealous and Sad: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 5:47 PM
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Thursday, April 22, 2004
Oh my Pretty Boy!
oo~~ dunno how to describe today.. dunno.. jux feel damm disappointed.. laox.. my pull-up hor so lan.. sianx.. nid to put down 180 degress when others no nid.. so fail.. aw... if not i can pull 5-6 de lorx.. not fair! keke.. standing broadjump i 218 de! C lorx.. bud tt tcher put 215.. hmph.. did 42 sit-up with 13 sec left.. jux don't feel lyk doing.. then shuttle run 9.8.. haix.. all so lan.. suan le.. sit and reach 39 izzit? dunno.. nv go c.. so NAFFA is my P.E today.. sianx.. keke.. after that chinese did nth.. jux did a chinese test.. quite ok lahx.. tink shld be can pass.. cos my chi sux.. haix.. then is CME, 2 period maths.. wo! i jux love mathx! can't wait for da next test! keke.. i now aiming all maths test A1 le.. no matter if tt topic is i sux or wad! go go junting! push push oosh~! yeah.. then is chem.. tml is chem pratical prelims le i still stitting here.. gonna pia the nite.. hope she wish me good luck! then i sure get veri good results de! hahax! gambatte ne junting!
neways after school went to play soccer.. keke.. scored alot and assist alot today.. top form sia.. keke.. bhb la me.. lolx.. bud the opponent bu ren shu.. wan play till we lose then happy.. after 3 matches then beat us.. hahax.. yahx.. saw friends in da canteen when i go rest.. hahax.. then did some maths hmwk at da benches there.. tok to eng hwa then dunno y play catching with ren jie and ray bro.. hahax.. so funnie.. run lyk mad-dogs.. i sux.. keke.. then tok abt karate, judo and akido with rj and ray bro.. lolx.. tok until dian xue and the chinese show always got the one swish of sword everyone die.. lolx.. lame rite.. keke.. well, after tt go home with her.. keke.. dunno y she and huimin lyk siao de.. keep laughing at me and ray or dunno hu.. lolx! dunno lahx.. didn't manage to tok to her.. jux blurted a bye bye which miraclely she heard it.. lolx! she returned a reply with a veri de cute lil byebye and a smile.. aww!! i was melted.. keke.. ended lyk tt.. nth le.. lolx.. bu-bye-de then.. lolx.. dunno y this few days lyk nth de.. keke.. well, i jux noe got one guy lyk her.. hmm.. dunno lehx.. feel jealous? eeww.. bad bad me.. hmm.. well go on junting.. oo ee oo ah ah ting tang walawala bing bang..
p.s: pls to someone.. pls dun lyk me can.. i hate u noe reject de.. =x so if ya got c this de hor, dun lyk can? thanx alot.. haix.. dun wan lyk history.. hmm.. feel so bad lo.. dun u tink so bloggy? bud i won't stop you frm liking bud i jux wanna say there's onli 1 ger in my heart and it is her.. thanx..
Happy and jealous: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Expressionless...
manx.. quite very pissed off today lahx.. oso dunno y.. in da morning, we changed seats in our class.. now sit right at the door at the front row.. can't c anything lorx.. though i now trying to adapt to da place, i feel quite pissed off lahx.. i could hav done beta at the 1st new change place lorx.. feel lyk a dog lyk tt.. at ppl's beck and call.. HMPH! pissed jux P.I.S.S.E.D.. well, i not going to change my seat now.. u tink u all say change i change ar? never will i le lor.. wan me come i come.. wan me go i go.. well, see how you all want me help liaox.. neways, today was quite quiet cos i changed place... so nth much.. i wan go the concert.. well, i ordering 5 go with moi fliends.. keke.. aiya.. nth to say le.. feel so odd sitting there lo.. bud very happy can concentrate le.. keke.. well, got 18/30 for my oral.. disappointed.. haix..
neways, afta school went to 2 remedials then did maths hmwk with perry.. wo! he's rrly damm pro sia! we did together keep making careless mistakes.. so farnie.. keke.. den afta that go 4F there play the ping-pong then go home le.. walk with her to da bus-stop.. toopid me.. keep dun dare tok.. hahax.. onli after cross road then tok.. hahax.. chat chat and laugh laugh.. hahax.. tok abt her hair.. hahax.. my angel shooooo cute! aww.. dunno wad she doing.. keep point up then no no then dono wad she doing.. hehe.. then we look at each other then laugh again... lolx! -.-" kkx.. quite ok lar.. chat quite alot.. then reach bus-stop tok a little more then my ange go le.. keke.. said byebye then go find winston.. lolx.. aiya.. did nth le lor.. now tio kp again... haix.. still veri pissed off lahx.. jux happy there's a her to tok to me today to make me forget those things.. well, bye bye..
Pissed off but contented: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004
[add] well, i forget to say sumthing.. haix.. yest know got 1 more person lyk me angel.. hmm.. cannot guai bud she's jux so great? lolx.. neways, no matter wad decision you make, i will still wait by you, love you and guard you till the day i say i can't.. love ya still.. *waiting* [add ended]
haix.. will ya reply? hmm..
manx.. wad a tired day was today sia.. morning staggered all da way to school sia.. haix.. so damm tired.. got a glimpse of moi angel .. aw.. she look so chio and sweet with ear-rings on sia.. keke.. rrly wanna hug her tite tite sia.. keke.. well, i swayed here and there and walked veri slowly to school.. yesh yesh.. reach school felt lyk sleeping bud did not till chi remedial.. fell aslp cos weather reali veri hot lahx.. hahax.. yeps.. in claz today dunno y we throw paper aeroplane.. lolx.. throw throwdunno y always is i suay de.. lolx.. throw until fan there stuck.. lolx.. the paper stuck on da blade i mean.. lolx..
walao.. ah kong say i nu ren nui.. gers cow.. walao.. i where got.. is i helpful ok.. i not helpful i won't even help de lorx.. hahax.. so ppl, if u can't c anything good in me, remember there's always a helpful me around.. hahax! well school was esp fun during the geog remedial.. i was there doing sunsine boy image.. lolx.. then i found a pose so sexy! hahax.. so fun.. dunno y too i, wend, xiao4 hui1 (lolx!) and sadako started eraser fight.. lolx! so fun.. then they lose le bu fu.. not fair de! they spray water on me! hmph! hahax.. bud veri fun lahx today.. tml changin seats le.. haix.. i move one seat to my right nia.. bud all the cool dudes all changed... no more fun le.. everyone all she bu de lorx.. haix.. hope life can be as fun as now frm tml onwards.. stupid changing of seats.. hmph! well, school ended lyk tt nia..
walk behind my angel when i go home today.. as usual, i was lyk not there lyk tt.. hmm.. dunno y.. haix.. well, when we almost reached the bus-stop, 51 came so she and michelle run there.. michelle dropped her specs and lucky i saw it.. haix.. sad sad.. she did not say bye bye to me today.. jux ran bud did not turn back.. jux count me bad bahx.. went home with winston and when i alight, yang fong and jurong was behind me.. hahax.. surprised.. keke.. walk home with them then no liaox.. went tuition.. i was supa early so went to da reservoir there sit sit blow wind... well, if onli she's there.. so windy and so lomantic.. haix.. hope one day can bahx! hahax.. =p after tt, i jared and yi xian decide to pon tuition.. we went to da playground play catching, swing, pull-up and then i use the see-saw do skate-board tricks.. hahx.. so funnie.. if ya there sure laugh till siao de.. lolx.. had so much fun.. went home after tt.. hmm.. tts abt all.. bought raffles potato chips.. though veri ex bud veri nice to eat lahx.. hahx.. kkx.. ending here le.. bye bye bloggy.. i miss her rrly alot.. rrly rrly alot.. if onli she noes.. haix.. i miss and love btw.. hahax.. wan go out with her one day if can.. keke.. CIAOX~!
MisSinG anD LoSt: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 9:54 PM
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Monday, April 19, 2004
SoRrY mY anGEl
haix.. veri sorli.. i dinda wanna choose frenx over her de today.. bud i kanna forced sia.. haix.. rrly can gib up anything jux to see you for some time.. haix.. neways, today walked to school alone.. woke up damm late bud jux in time to take da bus.. hmm.. today practically is veri sianx and quiet i supposed.. keke.. go school hor, did nth de.. reading period bio bio her then nth le lor.. then physics period saw her play netball with her friends.. hee.. she look damm comical and and damm cute playing it lorx.. hee.. keep looking.. dunno nehx..
she lyk so enthu lyk tt.. keep go to de attacking part wait for ball.. hahax.. kawaii nehx! then whole day no c her le.. haix.. cept maybe recess you pop in front of moi.. hmm.. well, the rest of da days veri sianx.. played a soccer match after school today though.. so tired still got to play.. haix.. scored 1 in da 1st minute.. yays! budden still tio thrashed in da end.. lolx! tired lahx.. dunno wad to write le.. so hope i can hug you to slp everyday.. haix.. rrly rrly love ya alot.. haix.. hope you'll do someday.. bye bloggy.. =]
Loving and missing ya: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Sunday, April 18, 2004
aw.. i feel i'm on da moon..
jux managed to shovve my sis off da comp for 15 mins.. so i nid to write my blog fast fast.. keke.. yups.. today was jux lyk any ordinary sunday.. quiet and nth.. keke.. went to tuition in da morning.. now nv teach le.. all is do other school papers.. keke.. i wanna imrpove myself.. hee.. after tuition went to eat then go home study and use comp.. hee.. finally solved my link thingy thanx to chun hui! thanx alot sia! tml chinese test le.. haix.. so fast.. tml they oso got soccer match bud i dunno wan play not.. i wan study.. i wan pei her go home nehx.. haix.. dunno lei.. bud if i dun play moi frenx sure kill me de.. how bloggy? tell me wad to do! frenx/soccer or her/study? i feel she is more important... bud i oso dowan hurt frenship.. hmm.. maybe bring boots cc norx.. keke.. well study till around 6++ then use comp le.. hee. but kana shoved off at 7++..
slack around then sms her.. bud she no reply.. since yest i missed her on msn, i feel lyk no fate nes.. hee.. well, watched newcastle played aston villa at 9.. kaox.. o brien kana send off at 10 min.. bud we still managed a draw and we got da upper poseession! hahax.. then around 75 minute which is 10.30 lyk tt i got a msg... i check is her! hahax.. so happy lehx.. wad made me more happy is that she msg me is tt type of alreadi-made msg! hahax! she nv sends tt type de cept to good frenx or wad.. i dunno.. or maybe is she jux in da mood.. i dunno.. or maybe she today send nite msg to everyone is this one? hmm.. well i still veri glad she replied.. tts abt my day.. NEWCASTLE ROX! wahaha.. so do she.. hee.. kkx.. gotta go le.. cannot write much today.. bu-bye-de bloggy.. luv ya! hee.. CIAO~!
HapPy & oVeR dA MoOn: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Saturday, April 17, 2004
HaiX.. hOw suAy cAN a PerSoN bE?
how suay how suay... look at this first bloggy...
1) can't pei her home..
2) spoke eng in a chinese oral exam
3) went to jurong yet can't find wad i wan
4) came online while she went offline
5) wrote my blog + edit template internet hang, all things gone
6) she replied almost nth..
7) internet keep hanging and everything gone again..
8) keep can't change the link thingy... still can't work..
wad the hell is happening to my world can anyone tell me.. haix.. y am i so suay? bad kharma? maybe.. well, today chinese oral was crap.. dun wanna say.. so angry with myself.. yax.. after oral went to play soccer.. well, i was useles there.. practically fine without me there.. haix.. well, after tt went out with raymond to jurong point shop.. heard there got sell da thing i finding.. keke.. so went there lo.. yups.. went to aljunied mrt.. she was with us bud she took bus home.. haix.. i now feel braver caling to her saying bye bye.. hee.. wanling mei ar.. she where got wad ur testi wrote? dun hav lahx.. how you feel de? i dunno.. haix..
yups.. reached there walk up and down till legs wan break still cannot find.. so i chncge to buy other things.. keke.. not saying.. =x.. well, went back to bugis abt 6 though.. met norman at bugis thewn walk around find my other half of the thingy i looking.. hahax.. then met with the other guys go watch starsky and hutch.. dammit! its damm funnie! lolx! "no one touches huggy-bear" hahax.. so cool sia.. worth watching.. haha.. watch till 9.30 then we 7 guys go take neoprint.. lolx.. first time take neoprint sia.. so fun.. tt siaoeh! go qiang most of the pic de jing tou.. head so big.. lolx! bud veri fun lahx.. i lyk moutain tortoise lyk tt.. then ying qian call us all act cute.. keke.. i go act one they nv choose! *hmph!* hahax.. then they go edit photos make it so gay lorz.. haha.. had fun there rrly.. thanx guys for brightening up my day dudes! then i made my way home then noe while i jux log into msn, she log out.. how suay is tt manx.. haix.. jux no fate maybe.. yups.. tts abt all.. bye bye ppl! wanna go make my things now.. CIAO~! yupx.. the pics are below... so gay.. =]
Suay and more suay: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Friday, April 16, 2004
yays! new layout!
yups! here you are seeing the 4th version! hahax.. kkx.. today ar.. veri tiring day.. i tink i miss the part in school.. maybe jux say i said sorry le.. hee.. tink veri long tink i dowan lose a frenship.. so i said sorry.. hee.. bud rrly sorry lahx... shoulda lost my temper.. neways, today tot no chance to go home with her bud in da end can! hahax.. now jux scarding she finds me lyk a fly.. haix.. seems so invisible sia.. hahax.. ya.. today is officially the start of the Passing out Parade.. well, meant to 54 GOH de.. bud in da end abt 30 come in nia.. lolx.. still train lahx.. veri tiring + paiseh lo.. shout so loud for nth.. march whole round the parade square.. keke.. today dunno y keep can't use stomach... jux natuarally come out frm throat.. almost hurt my throat... lucky i drink alot water after tt.. still say sia.. last time real procedere good lahx.. all stop marching cos tt weijie say.. then they dowan tell me make me march.. lucky i heard something i stop.. keke.. if not so malu march myself all da way to technical block.. keke...
yahx.. after tt i met up with winston and raymond.. we wait awhile then go home with xiu mei, michelle and her.. keke.. shooo nbm... lyk i not there lyk tt... haix.. well, i tok with winston and raymond.. blah blah.. hahax.. well, we took mrt.. managed to wave to her bye bye when she board da train.. and she wave back sweetly.. hee.. awww! feel so melted.. keke.. haix.. maybe the thing tt rrly affect me today is tt this few days i notice abt someone doing things lahx.. is lyk got feelings lehx? i dunno.. guessing.. winston say the person is cool and man shuai de.. frm sec 3.. hmm.. i dunno lahx.. maybe tink too much.. jux feel quite... eh, vinegar? hope she won't repeat da history.. ok lahx.. gtg le.. nitex nitex.. good luck to all sec 4 taking their oral exams tml! gambatte ne!
Content yet vinegar: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Thursday, April 15, 2004
hmm.. wonder wad's wrong...
kkx... tink i got over yesterday thingy le.. dunno y i always angry can't angry long de.. keke.. sorry to anyone i hurt.. hmm.. jux finished eating.. spend a little time writing blog then i nid go learn zhao ju le.. keke.. neways, morning did the buddhist studies thingy then eng then P.E.. finally our claz can play soccer together.. keke.. run till siao.. maybe cos i wasn't of my mind today.. haix.. this morning still quite upset.. some of moi frenx noticed it and did not come to ji siao me.. haix.. did not tok to *toot* today.. (not her btw..) well, i oso wasn't in da mood... still recovering.. scored one goal at the last minute of the game from quite a distant out.. haix.. i actually dun wan to shoot de... budden game wan end, keeper out y dun i try i told myself.. i shoot jux enuff to float pass the keeper and into the goal.. yeah.. didn't do anything after tt.. studied all the way.. today learned stretching.. so fun ans easy.. tcher lyk say till so chim.. keke.. finished da day with chemistry.. did practically nth b4 school ends and went to eat $3 duck rice + 2 dao pok.. dunno y thurs always got da mood to eat so much..
then i and kang f*** bro go walk around.. play soccer.... haix.. y i so suay.. hit broken the window.. dunno wad will happen to me tmr if the claz saw their window broken... feel so lost now.. haix.. tink i will get caught bahx.. so suay more is sec 4A claz.. haix.. didn't mean to bud dunno y i so suay.. neways, after tt winston call me ask me go 4E play ping-pong.. so i go there and good lor.. i saw her studying there.. keke.. well, watch hui min+raymond vs winston+fangrui.. when fangrui go, she took over... then i tio ask, "wanna play junting?" -.-" did not want anyway.. bluffed them i dunno how to play.. then sit there watch her play.. it was then i realise i cooled down and was not angry le.... alot laughters happened... she looks so cute when laughing.. hahax.. watched her played and played and listen to discman during tt time... how i wish now i said yes... nbm.. newayx, i played together with ming song, raymond and zhen xiang later... she went back studying... i noticed she looks so b.e.a.utiful when she serious sia.. hahax..
well, after around 5.30 we pack up go to the car pouch.. winston ++ was with me.. she waiting for her sista.. so we guys tok there... we did pumping.. from commando pump to knuckle pump.. hahax.. well, tok to her sometimes though.. and luckily she tok backed.. haix.. if onli the whole world is jux you and me.. *wishful sia* neways, went home around 6.15... richard nided to go and shit when we about to go and i feel so bad pang seh-ing him lorx... neways, i went home with she and her sis... didnda tok much... tink her sis having some problems.. so they two tok i noe wad i mux do i keep a distant.. wait become kpo to her.. hahax.. walked to da bus-stop tok little little again... then she said bye to me! aww.. seldom de lehx.. feel my heart pumped out.. keke.. nth was going rite when we went home.. well, i mux be contented le.. keke..
i tink i somewad noe wad happened le.. keke.. not going to say.. =x yarx.. jux veri relaxed first time c her play ping-pong... keke.. reali happi and contented.. even if i missed da chance to play together, i shouldn't ask too much ya? well, if one day you rrly ask your heart and it says no, i will jux accept it bahx... i won't force you de.... and i NEVER will.. haix.. yupx.. want go study le.. bye bye... miss her, eh no... LOVE her! dunno y i keep missing her when i nv see her.. i can jux spend all my time jux watching her lorx.. haix.. hope so.. gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou.. dan pian pian, yu jian jian ba wo cui de hao yuan... haix.. =[]
I jUX lOve LoVing yOU: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004
[add]2 words! Pissed off! what the hell.. didn't believe i was describe as that manx.. what the hell.. i dun go pigging around lorx.. life sux! when did i eva ***** ppl to do anything? mux onli some tiny angels few these way become the whole world will feel the same way? i dunno! bud all i noe is that words hurt me too much! too much to handle.. i didn't expect tt to come out! manx.. i feel damm hurt de lor.. nbm.. maybe tml or so i will forget and forgive le.. jux one thing.. time have change.. ppl do change too.. wad a person is now may not neccessarily be the same..so dun judge anyone base on a past.. even criminals do change! pissed off! crap off! haix.. dunno wad to feel.. maybe i oso in da wrong.. i nv eva push thte blame now lor.. y? y mux it be frm someone i tot understand me most? haix.. feel damm hurt and a little "insulted"(can't find the right word).. haix... sorry if i said anything wrong, sorry if everyone tinks da same, sorry if i too pissed off and oh ya.. sorry if i tooo stubborn nv hear anything of ppl said.. ending here.. jux another two words.. bloody shit... [add ended] 10.54pm - 14/4/2004
Haix... can't the world be jux you and me?
yars.... jux finished eating and so here i am writing my entry 4 today.. haix bloggy.. can you reply me? arh~! nbm.. today first 2 periods geog.. actually wan slp.. budden after some comments i made i became refreshed! hahax.. so listen the rest of da lesson.. keke.. maths did some maxima minima then end liaox.. recess did not see her.. bud go down eat keep lyk fate lyk tt.. walk where she where.. keke.. yahx.. veri sian larx.. 2 period chinese passed my spelling test then learn other chapters de spelling.. then after chinese 2 periods english.. got back my creative writing.. first tme compo get so high sia.. keke.. 22/30.. bud still not highest.. haix.. yahx.. then assembly some ppl put up a play on stress.. well, towards the end was quite funnie.. cos ask volunteers....
yahx.. tts abt all.. after tt went to eng remedial.. this week is seapig.. did suffit is preffix.. bo liao de... then after tt was physics rememdial.. pratically leaned nth there... jux all copy the answers.. -.-" yahx... wait for her today.... did maths in da meantime.. bud a toopid basketball distracted me.. haix.. arh~~ dissappointed with moiself sia... yahx.. played basketball with keng boon, junpei and jared.. haix.. then went home with her.. alot of things happened.. well 14 ppl together wad do you expect? neways, did not tok cos so many ppl together.. onli managed to say bye bye.. haix... maybe today consolation is she said bye back to me bahx.. arh~! life so cruel for me sia.. y mux make me in a difficult position.. i sumtimes feel i always get false hopes... cos nbm.. not going say here.. wan noe find out urself.. she sumtimes do things lyk make me feel she does feel sumthin.. bud the next moment, i hit rock bottom.. arh.. life so bad.. haix.. can't i jux noe her feelings once and for all? i reali wan noe.. if onli she tells me.. haix.. well, today the jasmine sun is with us... winston say she chio.. so i say "xing sun ming jiao jasmine de.. my friend wan noe you.." lolx! so funnie.. aiya! no mood say le lars! bye bye! wan go do work.. haix.. byex..
Feeling lost: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Tuesday, April 13, 2004
YayS! So hEng TodAy!
yeps! today walk to school with siaoeh... she was jux a little too behind.. bud didn't care jux walk with siaoeh.. hahax.. sang some songs today.. morning tone quite er xin.. lolx! yars.. go school 4 periods technical.. redo my handle ++ again.. stupid choo.. keep say lyk tt in da end cannot mux re-do.. waste my time de lorx.. yahx.. morning jasmine greeted me in a funnie way by pushing me.. i was almost leaning on the wall (got alot of white white thingy if you lean...) then she pushed me lucky i avoided jux in time.. hahax.. yahx... after d&t straight recess le.. after tt was chinese.. well, chi i learned some chinese spelling then lesson over.. so fast.. chem tyss nv come.. so 1 period test, 1 period self-study.. keke.. the test period i still listen discman sia.. so songz de.. lolx! then maths did shearing.. strarting hard sia.. then become beta... well, after school chinese remedial do grp work.. then geog did map reading.. after all those remedial so hungry sia.. so went canteen eat chicken rice..
eat halfway jia ying, joycelyn, shuhui mei and gan pin darling/mei come find me.. feel so odd sitting with 4 gers.. make me look so flirt.. lolx! then i finished eating wan go so zun she oso go.. so bid farewell to my meis then go liaox.. waaa... she walk = flying sia.. damm fast.. till da traffic light then caught up.. *phew* she nid call her sister (michelle) so lend phone frm me.. lolx.. now then i noe she and michelle no is almost da same.. jux tt 22 become 21.. manx.. lolx! yahx.. tok tok tok on da way then bid farewell again.. well, she seems to be rushing somewhere though she said not home.. meeting michelle i supposed.. yahx.. tts abt all.. met winston at da bus-stop then took 64 home.. go tuition blah blah.. then tts my day.. hahax.. one veri nice incident in school today... keke..
YI XIAN GOT NO STEAD OK! WE MUX TRUST OUR FRENZ WHEN THEY SAY THEY DUN HAV! DUN ANYHOW GO SAY HE GOT STEAD OK! hahax.. tts wad i said and he was damm pissed off.. lolx.. at tuition he wan hit me de.. *playing* budden i say 1 hit = 1 level.. he dun dare liaox.. lolx! ok lahx.. end here. bye bye then.. tml is a study day.. haix.. keke.. CIAO~!
Happy and Contented: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Monday, April 12, 2004
HaIx.. NoT wItH mY aNgEL
eee manx.. today is a lottle too boring for me.. hee.. always hate this type of life.. yahx.. this morning i alight from my bus tt time saw ah ger, her and her sister in front of me.. so walk with them to school.. hmm.. ah ger and her seems so tired.. so i ask them y... hahax.. she said cos her bag veri heavy.. i pull up a lil rrly heavy sia.. hahax.. then tts abt all.. whole day is jux boring lessons till d&t finally can re-start my practical.. slept a lil during chinese period.. rrly veri tired cos the night b4 i watched newcastle vs arsenal which we drew arsenal.. so closed my eyes and slept for lyk 5 minutes b4 i woke up again.. haix.. yea.. after school actually is wan go home de.. budden tot she got the bio thingy which in da end dun hav.. yahx... i still gotta go study... so i'll end here.. if got da time then add more... keke.. bye bye then...
BoriNg anD HeArT-miSsInG: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Sunday, April 11, 2004
Quiet Sunday =C
yox bloggy! HAPPY EASTER!!! ok.. yest was quite pissed off so wrote those thingy.. now nb,.. neways, today is a quiet sunday compared to 1960s the bloody sunday.. hahax.. yups.. today woke up quite late compared to normal sundays i gtg for tuition.. woke up veri blur.. haix.. knocked my head against da wall.. *ouch* manx.. i staggered all the way to the toilet... hahax.. okok.. went tuition did not tok much there.. was quite quiet... then reali lyk too long nv tok mt ng ask me question i was lyk stammering the answer out.. maybe i jux wasn't in da mood.. haix... yeah.. then after tution ate mee pok for lunch... jared, tze shuen going to the fila warehse sale later on bud i go home.. wanna study which i rrly did! hahax~~
ew... came home tio kp again.. haix... so i kept quiet still went to my room and slept awhile.. smelly sia.. woke up abt 15 mins later to bathe then slept another 10 minutes b4 doing maths... ya.. meant to do chi after maths bud no mood.. so sms one msg to a lucky person which is her.. hahax.. lame.. then play around with my soccer ball b4 using comp again.. hahax.. mama papa go my ah ma hse.. came back at around 7.30... reached home tio kp again.. arh~! i hate to say this.. not being unfilial or wad bud i notice when my mama is not at home, i feel so relax.. kkx.. i'm being bad here... bud no matter wad, i still luv my mama! hee.. yahx.. now using comp.. tml d&t dunno till wad time.. hmm... 4.30++ dunno lahx.. tink tml no chance tok le lahx.. hahax... yahx.. i still got d&t thingy haven do.. maybe doing it later... yahx.. k larx.. i ending here le.. bu-bye-de.. lolx!
Quiet and MisSing: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 8:20 PM
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Saturday, April 10, 2004
[add] ok.. allow me to say these things bloggy.. may sounds veri bad... F*** you crap ass! you tink you veri pro izzit? till last yr to now i try dun angry with anyone lor.. bud the crap ass shit you always wanna spoil my day.. y? nid to hao lian izzit? dun gib me tt answer lor.. big crap you did that? you wan you can say other things no nid say those bullshit things one rite? holy shit! i reali dun wish to crap make myself angry de lorx..
bud pls lahx.. can you put something thru ya brains? can words pass thru ur nerves then to ya stupid crap ass freaking bloody shit brain b4 spitting out frm ya mouth? can you jux care wad you say? can you jux spare a thought for others? i dun nid you to tell me wad ya doing ok? you wan find a mirror and crap to it.. manx... this is damm arh~! i dun wish to say ppl de lorx.. i dowan bad kharma.. bud ppl have their limits de lors... once, twice... F*** sia.. if ya reali tt damm bored, recore ur voice repeat to yourself! ok? jing1 sui3 bu4 fan4 he2 sui3! ok?!? ARH~! i still got a whole list to say out lorx.. bud forget it.. i dun wish to say so many crap.. F*** you for spoiling my day! damm you for telling wad i dowan to noe! shit you for crapping shit! *hmph* ok.. i feel much beta le.. thanx bloggy.. sorry everyone if i too offensive... jux veri pissed off! *hmph* [add ended]
I tInK i DaRe Le.. gOt cHaNcE?
ewww... today actually can wake up late de.. budden cos they nv move the first aid kit, i and ren jie meet at 6.50 go to school take da first aid kit.. haix.. yeps.. we lyk break in lyk tt.. no one noe we went in to take.. hahax.. neways, i tink tt is a blessing in disguise.. keke.. well, i and ren jie so cham.. two ppl take 3 stretchers, 2 first aid kits, 1 resuctation kit, 3 groundsheets, 2 fans and 2 first aid bags.. so damm many things lor.. hahax.. took frm RC room straight down sia.. in da end we took cab go.. well, reached there i and ren jie is at da ending point.. hehe.. saw her there.. hahax.. reached there go set up groundsheet then put stretcher at standby then blah blah.. hahax.. so fun sia.. i keep play with the walkie talkie.. hahax.. over over.. rodger rodger.. keke.. well, starting no casualty de budden slowly alot of bleeding casualty come in.. make me so bz.. clean wound, apply calamine lotions pressure here.. change alot gloves sia.. then keep use walkie talkie ask for more supply from other base.. so action so fun.. lolx! well, starting cos they short of one person, i go help da SAC do the putting of cards thingy de.. hahax.. so in da end wad a last 2.4km run meet for me.. well, i daryl, ren jie and her tok tok sometimes then we nid go do our things le.. altogether tink got about 4-5 casualty.. one veri mafan.. hahax.. keep sweating then leg keep continue to bleed.. waste alot opsite post-on.. hahax.. ok lahx.. not bad in da end.. kope about 2-3 cans of coke frm da ice-box there.. keke.. well, today was exciting and nice.. not fair de lehx.. today they run so short.. tt time we run is run to toilet there de.. lolx! neways, after everything, i toh wee and her go pick rubbish together.. keke.. so no gong de xin de.. rubbish all anywhere throw.. hmph! yups.. the race end about 10.30-11.00 lyk tt if i not wrong.. mr gui go take those equipments back..
hmm.. then i walk with her to da bus-stop.. same old bus-stop we were at on mon.. well this time chat more.. i shooo happy lorx.. hahax.. then got one is got some small children walking past sliding on heelys.. then she look until lyk eyes wan pop out.. lolx! then i ask her you lyk heelys ar? she lyk go whole diao reply.. "cannot ar?" lolx.. KAWAII!!!!! yayax... then i didn't notice 12 here.. she said bye bye to me then i veri de surprised.. i saw the bus then replied veri loud sia "BYE BYE!".. malu =x hahax.. then meet my frenx at mrt then dunno where to go.. mei ar mei.. mux call me nxt time lehx.. so bi bu de yi waste $$ go play pool.. yawnx.. so sianx.. so tired.. i finally win winston there bud curse spell nv win ah woo de.. lolx.. won cc oso.. then 12 played till 2 i smsed her.. she said she at bugis.. *sorli lahx.. today so dunno how say keep toking abt her* so i peng fei (new name is peggy.. lolx!) and winston go to bugis go c can find them not.. went there all no money i plancha them gib them money go eat.. hahax.. lyk i papa they sons.. keep touring round da neoprint shop..saw jun kai and frenx there.. jun kai say he saw her with her senior wat da neoprint.. then pf and winston pull me to da neoprint.. whole day at bugis no c her.. she oso nv reply me.. so winston say wan go home study he left first.. i hang out with pf at da cinema sit there tok tok.. then tour a few rounds more hoping to hav a glimpse of her.. well, in da end i tour 1 hr++ nv see her i go home..
hmm.. oh ya.. i bought a choker today.. so long no buy things jiang li myself.. hee.. pf keep scold me dumb de.. say walk here and there got use mehx.. lolx.. well, i noe quite useless bud nbm lahx.. on da bus dunno wad is going on got a group of ppl (3 gers 1 guy) look at me.. dunno look wad shit lor.. i dun care them bud keep glancing.. then i noe le.. they looking at my bag.. cos i got a pin is "shit" this word i make myself de.. they tot i buy de.. lolx.. yahx.. make my way home without having to see her.. hahax.. yups.. saw my fren play basketball he ask me y so long nv go training i say i dun feel lyk le.. hahax.. reached home slack around, watch yest i record de show then use comp le.. yups.. tml is easter.. gonna send a msg to her.. keke.. well, overall today quite happy lahx.. we finally chat normally le.. yays! bud quite disappointed dinda c her a bugis.. bet she looks great! keke.. now is meteor gardens on channel 56.. the song nice nice.. k lahx.. write veri long le.. bye bye...
p.s: kai wen ar.. dun jealous lahx.. y diao? sorry lahx.. i nv send lehx.. u listen wrong le lahx.. Smilex =}
HapPy yeT dIsApPoInTeD: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 7:28 PM
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Friday, April 09, 2004
RepLiEd bUD iS nOt tHaT gOoD..
hmm! first of all.. HAPPY HOLDAYS to all ya guys.. ok.. now wanna say yest my things on da blog seems a little too bad.. sorry.. neways, today is good friday.. woke up at about 10.15.. finally a late wake up day.. actually dun wan go out de.. no mood go out.. bud in da end meet my friends at bugis.. hahax.. was late though.. bud i pass that.. reached there saw kang f*** and winston waiting for me le.. i expect to c alot manjusri ppl there today and i was right.. right beside them was silver.. sec 2 de bahx.. dunno her well.. so we went to bugis the arcade.. alot prosters sia.. the percussion freak.. i watchin halfway, siaoeh came with ee shuen... then silver oso came with her friends.. world so small.. play some stupid games then go meet ivan go watch hellboy.. movie at 2pm.. well, the show was generally nice and C.O.O.L! dammit! i lyk the masked police.. he swing his sword damm cool sia.. so fast and *SUI*! hahax.. i tink the show damm farnie.. keke.. budden the ending lyk no hiong one.. tot will be how hiong.. then winston say not enuff budget mahx.. lolx! farnie sia..
then i and winston go walk walk.. take a neocard.. hahax.. so long no take le.. feel so gay lor we take together.. hahax.. bud ish frenx mahx.. so ok lahx.. keke... well, walk walk then go meet ee shuen and fren at marina.. blah blah shan't say anything.. jux wanna say i lyk following ppl secretly alot! hahax.. i feel so pro today.. follow ppl frm marina arcade to da beach road bus-stop still no one notice me! hahax.. so fun sia.. though i alone tt time, bud it makes me forget about all da sad troubles i hav now.. hahax.. well, when *ahem* go home with her parents i met back with winston and walk back to bugis..
took a bus to csc in da end and played bowl and pool.. staring of pool damm sux.. i dun believe in xie lorx.. keep hitting my own ball in.. bud i prove evil is da loser.. keke.. finally win winston.. hahax.. kkx.. dunno wad to say le.. yahx.. she replied me wishing me happy holidays and then say she going out with her gerfriends.. well, no surprises.. hahax.. i alone tml.. no events.. feel so lonely.. haix.. hope i go along bahx.. bye bye.. so fun today yet da reply was not tt good.. bus as i said, she reply wad, yes or no, i oso veri contented le.. kks.. ending here le bloggy.. bye bye.. if onli u can reply me.. haix.. CIAO~!
SAddIng anD lOve LoSt: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:07 PM
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Thursday, April 08, 2004
haix.. wi|L ya tE|L mE? *wAiTiNg*
ARGH~! i hate people's attitide when they treat you for granted! dammit! when they nid you, they will haha here hehe there with you.. when they dun nid you, f*** off manx.. u sux! what is this.. bud however, i jux gotta understand.. if tts ur personality, theni jux gotta accept.. i dun wanna lose a fren.. jux hope you can try change bahx.. neways, today was crappy lahx.. first period is buddhist studies.. lolx.. the tcher so feirce.. keep shout here and there.. make us so scared-ed sia.. manx.. then eng then 2 periods pe.. well, today was fun.. played soccer finally.. scored 1 today.. hee.. thanx cc for tt assist.. =] yahx.. then chi did newspaper cutting abt singer teach chinese using singing.. diao.. quite lame bud of course i mux write i agree.. hahax.. then stupid freaking ending lessons..
after school ate duck rice then go for maths test.. i so proud of myself sia! i tink onli me did the whole paper without leaving out 1 question or part of a question.. haha! maybe i wrong lahx.. keke.. then after tt msg her.. she replied telling me she outside.. tink with cherriann or wad bahx.. neways now jux hope lyk last time she can reply bahx.. reali hope lorx.. i ask le 3 times le.. if cannot oso say no i happy.. its always da same mahx.. all i wan is an answer.. haix.. yahx.. tts abt all i'm gonna write.. ARH~! y do i hate these type of ppl.. i hate da feeling of being used lyk tt.. happy happy treat you good good.. bad bad you're hu? arh~! y mux the person be tt person.. i dunno wad to feel.. i feel damm pissed off.. or maybe is i tink too much bahx.. hope the truth is i over sensitive bahx.. if i said anyting wrong i'm sorry ppl.. haix.. still hopeing my hp will *tee tee* then is her.. sobx.. so sad now sia.. bye bye guys..
Hoping and praying: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 8:24 PM
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Aw.. Wi|L yOu RePly? hOpE sO..
manx.. today not going write my day in school.. jux wanna put sumthing tt can describe it.. keke... here it goes..
Looking upon a star in da nite sky
Wishing that one day i can hold it in my palm...
To take you down from day sky
And hug you tite tite...
Bud everytime, i have to shed a tear
Cos' you made me lose my only hope..
How i wish you were now with me
I will nv let you outta my palm
I jux wanna you to feel
All the things i done for you..
Though i noe love can't be forced
The only truth will make me sad
Each and everyday i hope for new
A new hope for you to feel...
Each time i think of you
I try to hold my tears...
I love you real so deeply
bud you seems to care for others...
I wanna tell you i love you
Bud da words will only make it worse..
Wad can i do?
Except to wait and wait..
Wait for da day you change your mind,
To love me with your heart..
I tink of you 24/7
hav you eva spent a little time thinking of me?
I reali hope one day i can touch you,
to show you da love i have is true...
Gib me jux 1 chance
and i promise i will nv let you go
Even if i have to die,
you will be the last on my mind... haix..
Well that's about all le.. this is wad is going thru me everyday.. everytime i c her i jux hope we can chat long long.. haix.. tok aabt our day.. haix.. reali veri sad.. i veri hopeless..not even able to do wad a normal guy will do.. haix.. jux hope when we start toking, we can nv end.. i jux too ps to keep on toking with ya not replying.. haix.. nbm.. jux hope for da beta.. =[
Undecisive and TrOubLeD: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:22 PM
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Monday, April 05, 2004
Yays YaYs! =I
i changed my layout since everyone say its white.. i now make it as simple as possible.. hope this time can c the pic.. ^_-" i dunno y now cannot lyk break it de lehx.. when type the blog hor, cannot lyk make spacing.. maybe mux put in html code.. haix.. so bad de.. neways, today was quite ok... learned maxima and minima.. can understand da lesson.. well, the whole day was so fast sia.. keke.. so fast end of school le.. lyk nv do anything lyk tt.. yaya.. went to shit in da morning.. regret eating porridge and drinking cold water.. hahax.. yeps.. after school is go to pasir go run the 2.4km.. cos sat i will be on duty.. neways, we meet at 3.30 on da bus.. SAC, Red Cross and Student Leaders.. on da bus damm funnie! lolx! we take out hp play play.. then listen to daryl ringtone got the guan yin one, then got mujo mee one.. laugh till we siao.. i still sing the edited version sia.. hahax.. so hao xiao.. laughed all da way there... almost reaching tt time is cloudy.. so we tok cock abt wait 3 - 2 - 1 bang tt time tio lightning strike.. then wad wait run wrong run to east coast, then tampinese, then name all da way to boon lay.. laugh till siao.. then say wad the channel 5 new show the missing say missing 3rd series is 3 boys were missing after a run of 2.4km.. ppl say they were seen in USA with no limbs and legs begging for money.. lolx! alot damm lame things.. lolx.. its jux damm funnie jiu dui le lahx..
reach there brief about the route we taking again, then we warm up.. so lame the warm up.. mr ong say is osman teaching us.. in da end, we do it ourself... -.-" hahax.. saw lightning bud we still run lahx.. sonner or later, goes the start.. well, crap at the starting about lotsa lame things.. lolx! say wad last one qing ke.. then wad lost.. lolx.. so funnie.. manx.. the route is veri straight-forward actually.. won't lost de.. lolx.. well, ran to the fisherman village there gastric haunt me again... *toot* one lorx... so damm pain bud finished running.. ran 9 mins 56 sec.. still can't win daryl.. *hmph!* hahax.. came in forth.. hahax... She came in i tink is 12.14 or wad.. first ger worx.. hahax.. bud she looks so tired after the run.. poor her.. haix.. neways, veri proud of her.. keke.. yahx... after da run our RC brief on sat while SAC and Student Leaders brief by mr ong.. so many mostico... toopid one lor.. tink tt day i'll be mobile.. can ride bicycle.. keke.. so good.. hahax! well, around 5 we dismissed le.. bud RC haven... she walk off first with her frenz.. then i dismissed walk with daryl, lip teng and wen qin..
yahx.. i met her at da bus-stop tok tok abit ehre and there.. toopid me for asking.. hahax! didn't noe i dare ask sia.. dun tink yy.. isn't anything much.. =) yups! jux be glad today i said bye bye! hahax! (big deal?) manx.. met them back at white sands.. ate mac as i decide not to go home eat.. then go home around 7.. sux sia.. hahax.. reach home did nth cept the maths.. did little no mood le.. keep looking at da photo raymond send me.. hahax.. then write blog.. tml will be a beta day! smiles for me! bye bye guys! *love today!*
LovE And LoVeD: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 9:47 PM
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Sunday, April 04, 2004
laoX! i GiB up! hmph!
can't write much.. sis wan use le... laox.. i re-do and re-do its still white! what the hell manx.. yest was fun, today was sianx.. yest oso not tt good... was so blur.. today lost money in mahjong.. bud gotto eat kfc.. keke.. neways, not writing much today.. i love her lots.. hope she noes.. byebye.. diao.. so short sia.. lolx.. hope to see her tml.. hee...
Diao-zer: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 9:38 PM
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manx! i didn't expect today!
AwWwWw!!! i dunno wad happened today!!! hahax! first, training in RC went well and good.. taught the sec 3s silver drills today... then slack around when they having the reflection game... shoooo sianx.. then get back most of da return comments for mi is funnie.. lolx.. neways, actually today after RC wanna go to Bishan than go Jurong Point find my things de... in da end ate mac with ren jie and my juniors for lunch before meeting peng fei at dhoby ghaut mrt.. hahax.. then took mrt to bishan... shoo ma fan.. bud still wanna tanka pf for peing me.. went to the d&t shop.. the auntie there so kp.. i dunno how da infrared work she go tok cock so long.. veri de du lan lor.. bud in da end they help me solder.. nid to pay xtra $$ sia.. next week nid to go collect again... ma fan.. neways i dunno wad made me do this!
While eating with pf (again..) i go sms her wanna go watch the band concert our school performing today de anot.. funnie thing is she replied! omg! i can't belive it.. keke.. actually all da tickets are sold de.. so i call here and there ask where got sell.. so wei hwang tell me at the school 6 got sell.. so i ask her wan anot.. in da end i nid to buy 3 tickets.. heard onli left 50 tickets, i rush there... time was 4.30.. 1 1/2 our to got there, i set off immediately.. finally after much direction and information, i found da school.. keke.. veri big and nice.. go there they say the selling of tix start at 6.30.. so i waited and waited.. in da meantime, jasmine and michelle came first.. then they change again to 7pm then sell.. what the.. anyways, i waited and waited.. finally together with ren jie, hui min, raymond, jia yin, she came.. manx! she have two words to descibe... cute + b.e.a.u.tiful! manx! not i qi co or wad lahx.. bud reali lahx.. didn't tell her tt though.. then ah ger call me say crap.. lolx.. in da end ask her, she nv reply!! arr~! hahax.. neways, we force raymond sit with hui min and ren jie with jia yin.. lolx! so funnie manx.. keke.. the gan eng seng band quite good lahx.. together with mjr band, it was marvellous! manx.. i reali enjoyed the concert.. though i admit i can't stop glancing at her once a while, the thing that reali captured me is the finale peice.. damm nice.. then when ppl shout encore! encore! they performed the mambo no. 5! so coolx sia..
Neways, went to kfc later go eat supper.. on da way veri funnie.. we play oh-ya-pei-ya-som... loser mux go to the ger you lyk and do your best.. lolx.. actually i lose de.. i was oh manx.. i was supposed to hai raymond bro de.. in da end hit myself.. so argue say game.. lolx.. play again.. in da end, ren jie lost.. lolx! had so much fun manx.. then ren jie go beside *ahem*.. lolx.. i and raymond go join da gers dun be osram.. lolx.. so hao xiao.. well, at kfc they all all eat the shrooms meal, and i eat my favourite zinger... keke.. alot things happen lahx.. now finally can keep a wonderful memory le.. shooo happi today.. laugh and tok alot today... so hope everyday can lahx.. oso dunno y my mood hor, sumtimes up and sumtimes down de.. bud i down nv let they all c lahx of cos.. lolx! well, i, rj, hui min, michelle and her we all take 33 go home.. rj go to kallang (his hse).. i take to lavender with her and hui min de.. in da end i tink they take few more stops ahead so i alight first.. this is the sad part.. i didn't even say bye bye when i alight.. haix.. y? cos i was lyk incisible on da bus.. haix.. so pathetic hor.. y lyk tt de ar? neways, i cannot be asking too much though.. i mux alreadi tanka heaven to gib mi sucha day le.. hope more of today bahx..
So i pu chang by smsing nite nite and bye bye to her instead.. and oso telling her she looks great.. lolx! i dunno wad make me do de.. i press her no le, send i immediately turn off phone sia.. bud too late i send le.. hahax.. haix... tts abt my day.. reali enjoyed every part of it manx.. reali hope one day she can treat as though i'm there bahx.. bye bye guys.. veri late le.. bu-bye-de!
HapPy yEt cOnFusEd: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 12:01 AM
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Friday, April 02, 2004
yays! i finally did it!
wohoo!!! i jux changed my template and its obvious.. -.-" well, the proud thing tt i can say is, i make this template! wahahaha! i jux love this.. keke.. three cheers to myself! toopid... yahx... today in school no much events... jux all da events happened after school.. yaya.. today took the differiation test.. abt 6 marks jux flown away.. aw.. bud i tink still can get at least a A lahx.. wahaha! well, today didn't c much.. jux got a few glance during assembly, reading and recess.. bud tink tts enuff.. one cannot ask too much.. well, today the online interesting period will be english... did a competition compo on creative thinking.. hahax... wrote about lights... i tried to keep da reader in suspense about my identity... only to the end then say.. so proud i first time write this type compo.. yays! didn't noe i can write those things.. then cos i keep throw papers at janet ask her catch it.. bud instead of catching she hide.. paper hit her... hahax.. then wendy come hit me with janet file.. keke.. i go punch back then janet's paper in da file went flying out of da windoe.. lolx! was laughing sia... wendy ar... not good to be so violent.. hahax.. so funnie sia..
ya.. today after school went to play badminton awhile then go for da POP meeting cum rehearsal... manx.. i was so scared my commands cannot hear sia.. hahax.. i look at my pc command list i wan yun liaox... mux shout so many de... eeeee~~!!! will be sho paiseh if shout wrong or wad... the meeting thanx due to rain ended at 4.30... went back to play badminton cos i noe she sure alreadi go home le.. haix.. so tag with heng loong win everyone.. wahaha! the shuttle damm sux sia.. though its mine.. *oops* ya.. then play to 14-9 i winning le, tt siew seng come kp ask us all go keep... walao.. so i hit the ball in her direction to peng fei and oh yesh! i hit her! hahax... then everyone act blur say aiya junting not purposely de.. pf go say he wan pass to me u stand there.. lolx.. then tt my day.. sianx rite.. come back home spent so much time on my new template... hope it goes well.. hahax.. wonder how ah ger looks lyk with her new cut hair.. hahax.. wonder how she looks lyk.. keke... neways.. ending here... wan to figure out my other blog le.. bu-bye-de guys.. nites nites..
With PriDe AnD tRuE lOvE: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 9:43 PM
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Thursday, April 01, 2004
IcE tHrU dA hEaRt.. =[
arh~! not again... wad i write gone again.. haix.. today is april fools day.. so i not writing le.. bu-bye-de.. APRIL FOOL! lame la junting.. lolx! ok.. today hor, alot funky things.. mrs kong bdae today so happy bdae to you first.. though i dun rrly quite lyk her... i still believe in "yi re wei shi, zhong sheng wei fu".. lolx.. ok... today we played tricks on tchers.. during CME, we went to 4E, 4E went to 4F and 4F went to our claz.. hahax.. well, the tchers got fooled around by us... look at the look on mr.lee face when he step into 4E bud saw us.. he was lyk.. did i go to the wrong clax? hahax.. damm funnie... then tt period tcher seapig step into our clax.. saw 4F ppl oso dunno wad happen... come into our claz then want teach CME.. got the shock of her life to find outour books back at the other claz lorx.. lolx! she was.. manx.. i wass fooled by 40 kiddos.. well, we ain't kiddos.. we're young.. lolx! yea... today i in canteen actually wan call daryl de.. (this is after school le) den i took out my phone saw one miss call.. and its frm her! manx.. she nv calls me de.. with a smile or wadeva it was, i returned da call.. onli to find is she nv lock her keypad so accidentally call me.. -.-" lolx! neways, we tok tok abit.. chat abit.. huh here huh there.. then dunno y she tok abt social studies notes thingy... which the thing i wan ask her a long time ago! hahax.. almost slipped off my mind again.. keke.. well, she passed the notes to ah ger which obviously i dunno.. so, keep asking her.. paiseh arhx.. hahax.. well, meant to wait for ger today... in da meantime i go play soccer.. i told her i at bball court le.. then in da end she go home herself.. -.-; manx.. wad is tt manx.. hahax.. bud pity her lahx.. sorry lehx ger.. tot you'll come bball court find me.. hee.. gomen nasai.. k larx.. i end here... add a song lyrics here.. i wanna edit on my special webby... *smilex* =]
Escape ~ Enrique Iglesias
Here’s how it goes
You and me
Up and down but maybe this time
We’ll get it right
Worth the fight
'Cause love is something you can't shake
When it breaks
All it takes is some trying
Chorus
If you feel like leaving
I'm not gonna beg you to stay
Soon you’ll be finding
You can run you can hide but you can’t escape my love
You can run you can hide but you can’t escape my love
So if you go
You should know
It’s hard to just forget the past
So fast
It was good
It was bad but it was real and that’s
All you have
In the end our love mattered
If you feel like leaving
I'm not gonna beg you to stay
Soon you’ll be finding
You can run you can hide but you can’t escape my love
You can run you can hide but you can’t escape my love
Here's how it goes
All it takes is some trying
Chorus (2X)
You can run (10X)
But you can't escape my love
You can run you can hide but you can't escape my love
Cheers and Love: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:05 PM
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