Thursday, March 31, 2005
1 day
ah.. 1 day have past since u noe. ah. dunno how to describe. suddenly back to last time de life. everyday lyk nth to do. nth to hope for. no more sms-es ler. miss the times when my hp go beep beep and i rush to my phone. press read. den her name there. ah. now no more ler.. miss the times when we hang out at esplanade. dancing here and there. missing those times so so much. hais. now she oso start school ler. everyday mugging and mugging. even now if still together dun tink hav time for me too. oh well. maybe lyk my sis says. i cant have the best of two worlds. ah well. now hope bahs. bud in the meantime i must try too. ah gosh. now if u see a guy walking in the arcades of bugis, ps or wad that will be me. a wondering soul. with nth to do each day. miss my breakdance. miss my everything. miss you more. argh. shant think so much le. hav a nice nite all. tataz~~
darkside illusions 12:20 AM
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
masks
yep. life is liddat de. mask here and there. oh well. wanted to blog yesterday but sis was using the comp. so tt made me cannot use isn't it? ah well. so blogging now. hmm. yest was quite a funnie day i should say. dunno wad to do. juz played guitar at the arcade. addicted. oh well. she started school and blah blah so on. aint my problem now tts it. i dunno y. wearing a mask is so damm difficult. oh well. seeing her smile is all i wan i guess. guess is really game over i tink. nbm. argh. did nth and nth. talked on msn. played 2 hr of m&m. ah sick. i tink i'm goin to get mad soon. hope something interesting really comes along now. life is kinda a bore. lyk nth aint going rite. screw my life. yep i smiling. tanka all of u guys hu really cheered me up a little. i can see hu are the feal frenz and hu are not. some are juz hypocrypts. when they nid u they are lyk ur abang. if they dun nid u. they say u till u're lyk a piece of dung. oh well. life is liddat. i seen the real true frenz of mine. and i promise i'll treasure.. ^^
you'll always be in my heart, in my soul. i feel lyk this is departure. in this funky sonic world.. *hearts shattered* =D
darkside illusions 1:22 PM
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
T_T
yeah. actually dun even have a single mood to blog. well. since somethings happen so blog lor. hais..
1) 8.2 on the Ritchel scale, a earthquake hit sumatra at 2320 on 28 march. close scaling to the dec 26 earthquake which caused a tsunami, geologist says there maybe a high possibility of a tsunami happening again. well. i felt the shake here.. while i was watching white chicks to improve my feelings, my comp started to shake. den goes my everything. my blinds shook too. felt kinda giddy. went down with my family for evacuation. informed my neighbour. brought my IC with me too. ah well. sometimes i wish juz hit it dammit. i juz feel lyk dying. how come god gave me the 2nd chance yet i cant make any difference? oh well. hope no one dies in this earthquake at indo.
2) finally the day come ler. officially yes. off. wad muz i be feeling i oso dunno. my life turned a blur. everything lyk gone to a waste. wondering and pondering over my next step. blur pig. this time you wrong ler.. i dun even tink anyone will be reading my blig. cos no one really care for me. dammit. it is all my fault. i cant help you. i really juz cant succeed. all this while i believe that somehow we'll make through it. bud life really tears us apart. i still kept the sms. abt the first time u ask a guy this. asking me. and now u torn it. wad am i going to do now? really feeling lost. oh well. how i wish i'm at sumatra rite now. saving those lifes that are in danger and sacrificing mine. hais. so many things left unsaid. so many things left undone. and you're gone. dun even noe if ya coming back or not. is this all true? or am i still dreaming. if its a dream i wan to wake up now. its a bad bad dream for me. hais. everything lost its taste now too le. without you life is meaningless. without you. i would rather choose death. cos ur tt special in my heart. foreva. juz *pray*
darkside illusions 2:18 AM
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
0.0
ah. yest went cycling with the ex-2D ppl. ah. well well. how can i say lehs. starting was funnie. kenneth, jared, ql and me came the RIGHT time. =x lols. sat there toking abt the past. games. everything. den sher and min were LATE. auntie was still SLEEPING so she say she dowan to COME le. =x lols. in da end cycled for 3 hours. cycle to airport den back. so long since i cycled. =x well. chated some on the way.. den on the return journey suddenly i felt that i needed peace so cycled in front of them. enjoying the breeze. tanning in the sun. thinking, pondering abt the things all around me. felt i am so weak in the environment i am in now. ahh. wad's life.. well. den after cycled go play pool and lan with the guys. shant say abt min and sher de things. =x lols. den went home. use comp..
today was fine bahs. woke up to watch pokemon? =x so lame. lols. den use comp a while go ps with jr and yf. played drums. tts my life now. played till veri mad today. sweating all over. always i started to tink abt the dreadful day i would start playing the machine lyk mad. dunno y. feel so funnie. bahs. oh ya. dear is back on cruise on fri. ah. her mama help her reg for jc ler. so cool. mon she starting school ler. dunno when can meet her. weekends she is booked up by dance and drums. weekdays. ah forget it. =x lols. played till 8 liddat went home. sally smsed me on da way. toking abt how sad she is. =x lols. den went home. dear now at bbq. wonder got food anot they all. hahas. so liddat lor.. now tink they watching movie. cos she said they catching the 1.15 show the eye. hahas. hope tml can see dao her bahs. drum course. hmmm. well. looks lyk my time is up ler. time ran out. no time ler. let fate decide. =(( gonna miss her much.
ps: i'm still trying to pass funky sonic world. =x super fast sia. bpm = 400. =x lols
bboy jt out`-`-`-`-`-`
darkside illusions 1:34 AM
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
bored
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tml cycling with 2D peeps. hope can shan shan xin. =D hahas. tc guys..
darkside illusions 9:10 PM
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
sians
well ok. fine. life is boring. ah.. well. quite ok ler. hahas. drums can really make my inside disappear. hahas. its was nice. ah. well i quite accepted it ler. if it will come, it will de.. if not it will never come. ah. sucha simple sentence yet i took 4 years to fully do it. maybe thats wad they say. easier said den done bahs. bud hor though i take it in my stride ler. i still hope that the outcome is good la. never had the intention of wanting to u noe. hahas. if ya guys get wad i mean. was hoping can forever one. lols. ok quite obvious ler. =x
ah. today nth much. blogged. flood ppl testimonial. =x and erh... play some online games. *soot* nth much to do den. hahas. lazy check up on all the blogs so chose some. read some. some nv update. >.< ah... tml all start jc ler. orientation. oh well. she is still on cruise. will she swim back and break the guiness world record?!? hahas. ok i'm lame. bud i'm damm boring can! eeekk. ya lyk wad ger say. i really miss school life. the hectic schedule really made my life. my tots on sleeping in class, ok la sometimes listen to teacher, soccer after school and waiting for her den. budden i'll rule them out. miss the times where we ran to mdm yongs class. though lyk mad dogs bud it was cool! missed the times we played soccer in class and had to pay the dmg made by roy. =x missed those uniform groups days. missed the inter level, inter class, inter frenz soccer matches. though the scoreline for each match is always unbelievable. =x miss every single bit of it.
got my posting today. will be going to temasek poly de internet and multimedia management. hope it'll turn out fine bahs. well. she went tpjc. school quite nearby. ah. if still together can meet up. >.< hahas. oh well. better dun say more. aint want those things back. it sucks! haha. ah. feeling lonely in the nite. dunno y. maybe becos too used to hav her sms each nite bahs. well. ok. sat they got bbq. wonder if she's going. hmm. ok fine. enuff of crap. *awaiting my lappy* xD dear, i miss you alot ah! dunno y. hahas. =D love ya. and if ya reading... u still owe me testimonial! everyone got ler cept me. >.< eeekkks not fair. hahas. nites everyone
ciao~
the person hu invented alphabets is clever. bud he is also stupid to put "I" and "U" so far away.. muahs
darkside illusions 1:57 AM
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
ah ok. today went to arcade at ps. hmm. dunno y juz been stoning there these few days. life is quite boring without going out with you lehs. =x lols. ah.. ya. went to play a long lost game today.. marvel vs capcom. =x hahas. lasted to the boss again. bud lost. hais... so long no play ler. >.< ah. den dunno y feeling kinda moody in the end of the day. so took everything out on the machine of drums. =D felt instantly so much better. lols. ya. i was mad. played every song there is to offer. with bass on. =x oh gosh. hahas. was bathing in my sweat with xiang. lols. yeah ya rite. family restaurant bomber with bass. =x tried it for the first time. was quite ok la i guess. =x lols. ah.. still got wad lehs. nth le. cant wait for my dear to come back sia.. no ppl sms one. >.< haha. wan watch so many movies. lols! ur 25 bucks oso haven gib u back. lols. erhh. later the results posting ler. i'm gonna be early to noe my results. lols. hope go into IT with xiang bahs. hospotality and tourism alreadi lost its attraction after dear chose jc. hahas. ah well. hope this year will be better i guess. hope so bahs. every inch tt i pray. xD pls dun pls dun can le. false de. fake de. >.< good luck for the posting i guess. =((
darkside illusions 1:38 AM
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
ah. i noe i haven been blogging for days. sorry. aint in the mood to blog. well. life is quite blurry this past few days. was idling arnd. so much hope to bring dear to walk arnd and jalan jalan. buy buy things all these. budden she not interested in these things de so nbm lor. watched spongebob squarepants with dear and mic meiis. ah. dun say abt tt day ler. so saddening one. well. not she on cruise with her aunt side there for 6 days. 6 days without her sms. her face. grr. well nbm.. since it now if wad she say is true, it doesnt make a differnece ler. seriously. juz hope is not true bahs. *praying everyday sia. argh. well. went for 2nd drum course today. was quite fun thought the taogay thingy still is confusing. dunno wad to do u noe. dunno y someone hit the nail in my heart. bud u noe me is someone hu wont say it out. yeah. indeed i am ******. ah. everything is **** to h**. bud me lyk noe little little. den lyk open ***** close ***** oso h**. starry nite huh? =x its lyk no ******* bahs. lyk. erh... dunno how to say bahs. bud lyk wad sk say. i muz ***** her. =)) and i will. sorry to any peeps that i vented out on. really damm sorry. treat u all somethings next time. =(( ah well. everything's cool. hope she returns soon. wanna show her sumthin i've nv did b4. =x aint saying. bud hope everything goes out fine. for you, i will hang on...
Fixing A Broken Heart ~ Obsession Indecent
There was nothing to say the day you left
I just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there...
* You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can`t cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart...mmm
Ever could understand what you're going through
Must be a plan that led me to you
Cause all the hurt just disappears
Every moment you are near, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear
* repeat
Soon the rain will stop falling baby
Let's forget the past
'cause here we are at last....
* repeat
darkside illusions 11:09 PM
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
=.=
i'm alone
no one
just a crap of me
if only
you could just assure me
i'm going to spend the rest of my life
with you
just you
for
i love you
i deeply do
i truely do
hais....
darkside illusions 1:52 AM
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Friday, March 18, 2005
argh
ah. nv blog for days ler. hav been quite lazy. lala~ anyway.. erh. dunnno la. nv work le. =x den dunno do wad lor this few days. went esplanade. practiced on flares, windmills and balancing moves. my head spin is fine. 1 round the most den lose balance ler. lols. nth much la. my darling pin found her boi boi ler. lols. so happy for her. lols. hmm. den nth le lor. slacking and more slacking. *yawns* maybe put a song lyric up. so long since i post a song lyrics. i'm into this song..
GREEN DAY LYRICS
"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
oh ya. anyone wants to hear a super nice rap can try this.
qwan - put one penny away
if cant find i have ler. xD
darkside illusions 1:11 PM
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
work
well well. today was the first day of work. woke up at 6am. it has been a long time since i woke up at this time ler. >.< met pf at yishun at 7am. sit mrt till fall asleep. woke up at kathib (heng). haha. well. ate mee + meefen + egg + yu pian + wan ton + ice milo for breakfast. gosh. almost vomited. the milo so thick so sweet. after tt we walked to the factory together. today was orientation. the person told us the process fo chips which till the end of the day i still dunno wad she saying. grrr. hahas. she was speaking english. and den she was saying this. "who english no good?" =x i was laughing there telling peng fei. you lor. lols! bud ok la. tt lady is kind la. better den tt pei pei. haha. nth much today though. got our jump suit, our worker's card, our lockers, our shoes. lols. there really veri high-tech. today was not my shift. so worked till 5.30 lor. after tt went to ps wait for dear. ah.. waited 4 hours den took bus home with her. walked her home frm the bus stop. well. i was wondering and wondering. lols. after send her home i msg her. she celared my wonder. =D budden juz now she msg wo sumthin make me wanna erh... feel bad all over again. damm. bud nbm. i'll treasure everything i hav now for the moment. =x well. tml no work. so will be going breaking. hais. hectic months coming up ler. =(( dear going bangkok next week. for 6 days. will be missing her. well. ok den. i'll end here. eyes too pain to carry on. passed mad blast extreme. lols! =x
darkside illusions 1:35 AM
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Monday, March 14, 2005
finals!
oh mans! today is the breakdance finals. damm! it was damm good. best breaker i was surprised nv go to b boy zul. well. it went to someone i saw b4 bud not really noe him. hahas. pity it is for only SG breakers. if not i tink shld go to b boy yoshi. he was damm power man! oh gosh. now den i noe the jap guy i've always ask for lessons is the judge for this year's comp! lols! hope he is still coming to espl to break. i cant break for long le. hurt my toe will learning windmill. hais. oso working starting soon. damm. only can break on some days. alamak. yeah. anyway. today was cool. went to ps played drums. hahas. passed mad blast ler. =x lols. yeah. den went to watch b dance. starting was boring. so went to eat with hafiz and yf. den go drums awhile again. went back is semi-s ler. cool! all the semi-s were cool! haha b boy normie, b boy jerrie and b boy zul adv to finals. togehter with b boy yoshi's team. awww. pity normie team did not win. bud it was nicely faired. =D has some freestyle b dance during the break. dammit! it was damm unbelievable when some breakers did almost-impossible moves. hahas! met up with dear, chelles meii and andy. ah. went home together. well well. we were closer compared to last time le. so happy. hahas. walked home. yest dear was light bulb. today we were. lols. well had a world of our own. tok along the way. ya ya. abt all. took mrt and bus home. den slack. now got no way out so watching. newcastle currently leading 1-0 hahas. go go magpies! =D ok. tts abt all. tml job training. gotta wake up at 6. yet i'm still here. dammit. lols. ciao everyone!
darkside illusions 1:14 AM
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
breakdance comp!
ah. nv blog yesterday. well. yest was cool though. went for tt interview. wassup! i got the job. nice job though. ah. pay is quite good. working 4 days or 3 days a week. alternate de. gosh. and still one month can abt 1k. lols. well well. dunno why. thinking when she go jc wad will happen. hahas. oh well. today is breakdance comp! wa. this year competition alot i noe de. so cool to see breakers frm over asia. gosh. cheered there. shouted there. and their moves was lyk oh gosh! cant believe sia. hahas. anyway... was quite surprised larry and charles de grp nv qualify. they were lyk nice mans! lols. normie grps oso lost. aw mans. i tink tt normie is veri veri good mans! gosh. go go! tml is the finals ler. budden no grps i lyk there. dunno wan go not. gosh! hahas. anyway after tt went to eat ljs. =x always tt de. den went for drums. oh cool! agnes dei extreme and departure extreme all pass ler! yays! so damm happy! ah. today is our 1st month ler! fast rite! so this part of the blog goes. dear wo ai si ni ler! xD hope can last long long ok? hee. muacks! happy 1 month anni! =D
darkside illusions 12:22 AM
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Friday, March 11, 2005
boring
argh. today veri boring. morning wake up go out ler. actually go gym. den tt yf forget bring shorts. so cannot go in. >.< instead went to downtown east play cheap pool. lols. after tt went to east point to makan. tried their minced pork noodles there. oh. i vomited out the food. damm digusting sia. den went arcade. lols. i and ashley siao de. cos we play basketball. den is for small kids play de. so the machine veri small and low. den instead of using the ball to throw. we use our hand to touch the rim. cos touch le considered 3 or 1 pt. forget ler. den ashley keep touching until the machine lost count. lols. in da end. for 1 dollar, 73 tickets came out. we were laughing lyk mad sia. >.< played street fighter vs capcom. so long no play. lols. in da end still can last till boss. lols! so funnie. well nbm. everything seems to be clear off my head. ah sucha good feeling. >.< went to bugis. pf cousin intro job. goin to job interview tml. i mean today. >.< its past 12 ler. lols. hmm. well. nth much. went bugis drums awhile den go breaking. wa! today alot breakers sia! crowded. den break halfway, geylang med go whole grp excussion walk pass. >.< tink yf got high. hahas. ah forget it. lols. well dear msg wo. hmm. funnie. lols. sshe tanka me. lols. ah. break till 9.30. yays! i can do 1 round head spin. >.< well. learning flare too. dammit. lol. so hard one. haha. went ljs eat again b4 go home. chatted with hafiz and yf. argh. reached home same story. well today mood slightly better. hope the job times dun fall on sun. =x hahas. stay cool dudes!
darkside illusions 2:37 AM
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
argh..
ah well. today was quite moody. not even in da mood to do the slightless thing. oso dunno y. it was quite funnie lahs. lols. as dad was sick den i help dad vaccum floor and iron clothes all these.. well. stayed at home. actually wanted go drumming/breaking de.. budden too sians le. so nv go out. no mood. hais. well well. nth seems to be in da mood. even blogging. so byebye.
darkside illusions 10:43 PM
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
hell...
argh. i juz hate somethings. lols. this time i will blog happily. ok this few days blog lyk shit. now i will blog nicely. hmm. well. i tot it over. =D i shall wait and remain lyk tt. hahas. den see how things goes before making another move eh? finally smsed my darling pin in da afternoon. yays! finally going out with her this holi to catch spongebob! oh gosh! its been ages since i catched up with her. hahas. wonder wad will we tok. lols. we decided to catch a movie den sit down at a place and chill till we toked until cannot tok. lols! which i tink quite impossible. hahas. glad that love had finally hit her door eh? she sound so happy ler. lols. ah. went bugis today. was damm sians at home. actually dowan go out one. budden wadeva. too sians. so went bugis. came back in da evening. used comp till now. life is quite monotone now. hmm. i wan go some adventure things. lyk camps or something that is real exciting. wonder if singapore got sky dive or bungee jump. hmm. hu wan go escape? i suddenly hav the urge for those rides. hahas. wanna enjoy myself throughly before school starts. budden it will never be perfect without her. awww. hahas. hmm. yeah. thats abt all. slp tite dudes and babes. cuddle up tite! =D smiles. to the end. =D ahahas.
darkside illusions 10:12 PM
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ah. its juz in da afternoon and i keep feel lyk blogging. suddenly hav this sudden urge to blog. oh gosh. dunno y too. kinda bored maybe. ah. there is so many things i want to say yet i juz cant find the right person to tell to. i tried out some. bud nahs. there's juz one person i hope i can tok to now. tell her everything. budden she now lyk no online le. heard is comp spoil. ah. gotta meet up with her someday catch up with her. hahas. wonder how is she and tt guy too. oh mans. they say love muz hav trust in btw couples. well i tink i did that. i tink so. >.< they say love is blind. i keep it constant in my mind. i cannot be so blind. yet they say falling in love is the sweestest thing that can happen in a persons life. everyone is going on and on to me abt treasure your love one now. dun disappoint her or i'll kill u or sumthin lyk tt. ah. i noe. i've always treasured her lyk no one else. budden how am i to tresure if we. ah forget it. well. troubles are all in my mind. these are challenges eh? without them. a relationship will not be strong huh. since is she hu gave me the chance. means i muz believe in her. but. ah! my head is bursting. kaos. its so damm. argh. hate these things mans. how am i going to maintain this thing when i dun even hav the chance now to be with her. cept maybe 2 hours in lyk 1 week. or how am i going to love her even more when we dun even behave lyk a couple. life is really killing me. how i wish someone could really chill with me one day. toking abt anything under the sun. ah........ one person juz came into my mind. =D hahas.
grrr.. hate this feeling. wonder wad more can i do. did i do enuff? or am i doing too little still? its lyk.... ah nbm. how i wish she is juz lyk most gers in relationships. budden she's not. i got to adapt to that. hope one day she really can juz oh ha a bit bahs. give me a lil more attention den any other things else. well. thats all i can hope for. hope my darling meii will be back soon. its been ages since i hanged out with her. where are you ah!! >.<
darkside illusions 1:46 PM
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Monday, March 07, 2005
boo boo
well well. this few days quite moody. hahas. dunno y eh. no la. hahas. actually this few days msn and drums kept me occupied. well. she's busy frm wad i heard from her. hmm. cleaning, catching up on jc, dance exams. hmm. well. she's busy so wad can i do? haha. keep myself occupied playing drums, toking to ppl and monster and me. well. yeah. went bugis today again. hmm. well spend some money. on drums. wad can i do? erh. gish! i almost passed agnes dei extreme can! and departure extreme! ahhh! gotta go mad ler! zzz. those two songs are really mad. grrr.. lols. xiang still cannot pass mad blast. haha. we got mad playing those two songs. lols. well. did nth whole day cept that. lols. quite lame. ate ljs again. kao. lols. really nth to do de sia. lucky tml is gym. hahas. hmm. yeah wadeva. planning to catch spongebob with her. well. she made her date with da gurls. pooh still dunno. asking her abt the breakdance performance. tt day is hui min's bday. dun think she can. alamak. really damm busy sia she.. ah nbm la. tink its gotta be lyk tt till jc. and when jc oso not much time. hahas. maybe try 'book' her when she free bahs. lols. gotta pass agnes dei and departure. >.< oh yeah. let me believe i passed ler. =D argh. enuff of today. i miss school life. hais. nbm. cya soon dudes and babes. smiles. =))
darkside illusions 11:55 PM
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<3
well well. yest was quite a lil pissed off at nite. hmm. sis used da comp for the whole day and when i reached home she said. i haven finished my project! wad do u wan! >.< crap sia. i nid to use the net to get my pics. uh-huh. guessed wad excuse she said when i say u can use ur wireless? i juz log onto it for lyk 2 minutes onli. sure get dc-ed. and where is the webby u get the pics? i juz closed it onli. >.< what the. i had enuff. stupid ppl oso noe she wan use it to tok on msn. crap sia. find a better excuse next time la. grr. make me cant use the comp. well. yest was fine. sms her for some time. hmm. yuan lai ish her bill veri high. hahas. and she was laughing. lucky my sis one was higher. lols. ya. planned to catch spongebob with her. uh-huh. she said she is watching with her buds bud nbm. catch it with me. hahas. cannot ah. later auntie and ger come kill me. lols. hmm. maybe the pooh one? eh. dunno. see how it goes la. lols. yeah. went for drums course yesterday. it was damm cool! i dinda noe i can learn how to read the taogays so fast sia! and i was correct when we practiced! haha! wee! can't wait to play more songs. played a little yesterday. wad we call the 3,2 pattern. hmm. den with the bass too. =D thats wad i wan to learn sia. hitting with bass. lols. well. tink the bass i wrong. nv step one hit. lols. bud it was way too cool. hahas. wonder if i can be a pro. =x lols. ah. went to bugis. played drums again. lols. almost pased departure extreme! ah! cant get the ending pattern right sia. grr.. den agnes dei extremem. yays! i'm the person in extreme that goes the longest amoung us ler. =D lols. hmm. den is wad ne. ah. let me believe extreme.. gosh. got the pattern right ler. bud. minus too much life. so one poor or miss killed me. gotta improve. hmm. and den timepeice phrase 2. hahas. another drum roll song. it was mad. lols. dun say abt it. lols.
hmm. well. everything was fine. quite ok ok. went to break at night. ah. can't seem to get my moves right. den tt hafiz. saw 3 gers sitting there doing their thing den he go over tok to them. ask them join his crew. oh gosh. thats flirt. yf can't stand it. go over tok with them. >.< hahas. in da end they pulled me over. zzzz. ok la. they agreed to join the crew. funnie huh. they took the same bus as us. 133. hafiz nv hear him say b4 suddenly oso took 133. >.< wad is going on? hahas. the day ended lyk this lor. with me missing and loving her. =p much more. uh-huh. she dowan hire me this maid here. so bad. hahas. anyway. morning everyone. =.=
darkside illusions 11:49 AM
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Friday, March 04, 2005
uh-huh
hmm. well today went plaza. tink i'm the last person to play 10 mix there. after i left and came back. someone was fixing drummania Vest le. though its nice but. hais. $$. well well. dunno y i feel so funnie. sometimes i feel secure and sumtimes i dun. its lyk twirling around and around. alamak. feeling good when with her. ah-ha! gosh. wad am i toking?? makes no sense huh? argh. damm. i feeling so funnie. really want to spend all my time with ya ya noe? dunno if ya noe. hmm. its lyk. ah wadeva. something stupid always come in my mind. taking photos together. go sight seeing together. all the stupid lame things. we two holding hands walking round singapore. lyk those movies liddat. lols. bud dunno can happen not. well. hope can. =P its great to be in love. hahas. bud bad to break up. uh-huh. wee~! saying these things out really lighten my weight sia. hahas. mushy abit. treasure wo ok? hahas. if 'hwee ling' of yours rrly put us together. den we muz treasure le. lols. dowan this to end. wan this forever. =D ok enuff of this. lols.. ok la. nth more to say. start drum course tml le. can't wait. =P hope everything goes fine. =D lols..
i love you. =D wo ai ni. =D afrika. xD
darkside illusions 7:11 PM
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
reality
reality check. well its been confirm. afrika dear is on her way to tpjc. oh well. wont get to see her so much next year. gonna miss her. alamak. how i hope she can go to tp instead of tpjc. hoping and hoping. alamak. bud reality check. she ain't. dear ah dear. go to tpjc dun forget !XoBiLe here hors. got time muz find wo kks? hee. oh man. tink the onli few times to meet up is when we go breakdance or weekends. budden we oso different timings. dunno can meet up not. hmm. hope so bahs. dowan to lose you from my life again. hee. tt time damm cham ah. really hope things will turn out nice next yr or wad. i still dun dare lehs. any1 can teach me how. how to start the thingy. alamak. pros anyone? lols. well. juz lyk wad i do i do says:
she is luckier than me. she can choose to love me or not to love me. bud me? i can only choose to love you or love you even more. =D
hope when we go to different institutuions things wills till go out fine. chill. =D nites everyone.
gosh: !XoBiLe
darkside illusions 10:50 PM
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Hitch
ok peace. =D today went to bedok gym. did some running. oh gosh so long since i ran. some pull ups. chest expansion. weight lifting. hmm. the instructor there noes his stuff mans. lols. quite cheap la there. 1.50 each entrance. good good. lols. after that went arnd with ash, yf and hafiz. hafiz urgent to pawn his necklace i mean his sis necklace for money. so we went arnd. all the shops not buying in gold. we were there saying how much can it be worth. hafiz was there. hope to get at least 100+. in da end found a shop hu is willing to buy. and is worth 500! to be exact 508! oh gosh. hahas. hafiz took the money. bought a new phone. gib 100+ to her sis. mans. win alreadi la. lols. after tt went bugis. bass frenzy! i pass alot of songs with bass now mans! lols. dragon blade. real life. so many. i'm loving it. lols. well. did nth much. last minute call frm afrika dear. so go to ps meet her. watch hitch together till 11+. hahas. quite ok la tt show. though it can be better. i expect funnier than it is. lyk white chicks. hmm. white chicks is still da best comedy! hahas. after tt went home. too late to send her home ler. aiyo. so bad. lols. reached home. tok to papa. den use comp register for poly. ok here it goes. =P
1) Hospitality & Tourism (TP)
2) Internet & Multimedia Management (TP)
3) Information Technology (TP)
4) Interior Architecture & Design (TP)
5) Sport & Wellness Management (NYP)
6) Business/Logistics & OPSMGT/MKTG (TP)
7) Business Information Technology (TP)
8) Telecommunications (TP)
9) Retail Management (TP)
10) Info-COmmunications (TP)
11) Mechatronics (TP)
12) Law & Management (TP)
ok cool. thats my choices and my rank of order. weird huh. lols. hope to be in da same course as my afrika dear. lols. =D neways. hope 2005 is great. getting a lappy soon. *pray* hahas. oh yeah. tink i got to buck up on my breakdance too. lols. its gonna be a fun year. hahas. =D
!XoBiLe love Afrika lots lots. if only ya here to see. hee. muacks. =D ok. first and last time i'm gonna write these mushy thingys. lols. nites everyone. =))
another day in paradise: !XoBiLe a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 2:45 AM
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
OMG!
hey hey. i juz heard this news! afrika is back! oh gosh. =X mans.. i cant believe wad i saw. oh gosh. i damm super happy now can. wee~! ok. registering my courses tml. hope she goes tp instead of tpjc. =X hahas. well. today was fine. went to cut a fin for my hair and 2 lines. =X got scolded as usual. force to change the next time. sadded. erh. went to suntec with yf and hafiz. did nth much. went ljs ate dinner b4 go bugis play drums with lotsa bass. hahas! went home got scolded. yaya. she called me at arnd 11 to say abt the poly thingys. hahas. den 12 got the supper nice news. hahas. i'm going on cloud number 9. a dream come true again. i'll be better than b4. cos i believe true love prevails. yeah. those hu's results aint tt good... hope other sumthin nice pops outs soon for ya to enjoy and overwrite all the sadness. chills dude. for !xobile is in the house. oh yeah. thats my new name. hahas. cool rite? a african name. =D how u pronounce. here goes.
! = use ur tongue for a *telk* sound
xobile = in africa is juz pronounced as boleh.
so is *telk*boleh
nice rite! i got a click in my name! hahas! =D nites!
cloud 9: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 1:07 AM
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