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Monday, December 26, 2005

my life = SUCKS!

ok sorry guys. now den update. oso dun tink much ppl are here anyway. anyway.. moving on.. life has really changed for me. so many things happened yet none of them is good. i feel so bad really.. hais..

3 weeks ago was project due date week. so nv update. 2 weeks ago was presentation week. and last week was test week. busy month huh? finally got a week to rest. bud i'm going camp on the wed to fri. gosh! save me bahs! hope i'll enjoy during the camp. =P

yeah. moving on. today was the first band jamming. i can say i screwed most of the things up though. T.T sorry intricate. T.T gosh. i really nid to co-ordinate better. argh! hahas! nvm. hope something good come out frm me bahs. nth much too though. V2 is out. hit my guitar target already. hope to go up more. hahas. anyway. ya. life is kinda screwed up for me. i dun even noe wad am i doing most of the time. hais.. i miss you. >< wonder y. screw me. if only sometimes i make the right move at the right time. i hate myself sometimes. moment of rush i screwed my future up. hais. i guess i nid some cool down myself. and thanks those hu had been there for me when i nid to rant out. =))

ppl lyk:
nicholas
melody
blur pig

alright. only 3 in fact. bud hu cares. at least i got 3 friends i really treasure lots. muackies to u guys. =)) really miss all of u guys. hee. lucky i saw blur pig today. she bian hao kan alot le! so cute! bud i forget to squeeze her cheek! hahas! yahs. guess thats abt all. i hate life. i nid love. real love with the same interest and things to tok to i guess. i hate myself. hais. mya god bless me.

darkside illusions 11:18 PM

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Monday, December 12, 2005

a day to remember

for once i tot santa is going to ignore me for another year. budden santa made my wish come true this yr! i hope. if 13 days pass with no nth, santa is for real on my 17th year. lols. yahs. 12.12.05 nice date ah? hmmm. anyway, nicholas is amazed by omg! you can type? hahas. today's my happy day. yay! cant wait for friday! weee~~ hahas! to infinity and beyond~!

love..

darkside illusions 6:29 PM

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Thursday, December 08, 2005

sick

alright. finally fallen sick. oh well. its ok. nbm. hais... looks lyk christmas is coming yet i cant find any activities yet. hais... my wish this yr may not come true again. ><

darkside illusions 11:44 PM

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Monday, December 05, 2005

my 17 yrs of wishes

alright i'll blog. hahas. was kinda in a sms mood these few days. keep smsing. hais. oso dunno is wad is happening is true or not. seems so real yet i got a feeling all will end up lyk a fairy tale in a sweet illusion. hais. oso dunno is playing of serious? tian ah! tell me can mahs! hais.. anyway, projects starts to flood in already. lucky now i can control myself not to maple so much anymore. haha! hmm. gosh. yeah. finished wad is supposed to hand in this week le. hope this week aint lyk last week. so hectic. >< i nid a break.

christmas is coming though. every year i made the same wish for christmas. hoping it'll come true. bud in da end, santa bluffed me. oh so well, hope santa this yr will give me a surprise by granting my wish. hee. for wad is now, i'm nearing to see my wish come true. yet somehow i have a feeling all is a lie. not that i dun trust, bud it all seemed too unreal to be true. hais... hope so bahs. *i pray i pray and i pray* hope this yr finally my wish comes true. if it really comes true, this yr will be my happiest christmas ever. =))

merry christmas everyone. =))

*jingle bells!*

darkside illusions 1:52 AM

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