Monday, May 31, 2004
1 down.. =]
ooooo lala~! one exam down le.. hope i can get an A at least so can get chinese outta my sight! keke.. sianx worx.. dunno did i write wrong topic for my compo lehx.. lyk write wrong lehx.. lyk oso nv.. dunno lehx.. if wrong then ha-base le.. alamak.. the paper 2 was ok lahx.. noe how to write 3 outta 5 words.. can pass can pass.. hahax.. always tt one fail dao veri cham de.. keke.. gosh.. others ok lorx.. after tt went bugis eat lunch.. kang f*** met us there.. walk a while den i bought 1 shirt.. keke.. so long no buy le.. i wan alot alot shirts and jeans! my cabinet so pathetic sia.. kekex.. den went to interworld (katong) play pool lorx.. toopid de.. starting play lyk sh*t.. hahax.. dunno y vs kang f*** tt time i so suay de.. always hit in the black ball den lose.. keke.. budden i win roy lahx.. hahax.. dunno lehx.. maybe becos he too tired or not in da mood lorx.. so lose.. nbm.. got mood i challenge him again.. keke.. =p arden play with ah siao, gl, winston, micheal, triton lorx.. play till each person 6 dollars nia.. hahahax.. veri cheap le.. hahax.. den after tt ate katong laksa with kang f*** and winston.. hmm.. veri nice lehx.. bud i ate $3 nia.. hahax.. den went to katong bowl with winston.. i tink we rrly veri siao lehx.. hahax.. so late le still wan go bowl.. hahax.. reached there got competition.. oh my god.. ppl at 3rd frame 26 pinfalls oso dare come compete sia.. beside them my god.. wonder y they ain't in national team.. each team got 4 ppl... i read their pinfall after 1 frame.. 214, 278, 207, 267.. average 241! my god! they rrly damm pro sia.. 278 lehx! how they play de.. hahax.. then go home.. veri funnie the just for laugh.. hahax.. neways, reached home nth le.. jux come blogging.. tml going malaysia le.. go educational trip to Muar.. ppl if ya wan waste money sms me lorx.. hahax.. anything lahx.. bud i'll be back at around 6pm.. keke.. yeps.. nth le.. can restt awhile b4 mux continue study.. kkx.. gtg.. bye bloggy.. =]
Relaxed and Carefree: FetOrAy a.k.a ALvin
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Sunday, May 30, 2004
Good luck to everyone worx!
Firstly, BRING DICTIONARY AND IC TML!
1 more day bloggy! 1 more day den i will be sitting and facing one of da biggest exams of moi life.. da chinese o levels le.. keke.. yahx.. woke up at 10.45 today.. ate porridge.. so yummy lorx.. den watch one peice on kids central till 12 den go my fav hangout study chinese.. keke.. straight till 6pm.. wee~~ hahax.. reached home bathe den now use comp.. later mux continue go study.. hahax.. wanna get chinese outta my sight.. keke.. yaya.. dunno wad to blog le.. keke.. jux noe tt i'm finally sure abt myself ne.. its her, her and its still her! hahax.. maybe others got a lil.. bud i can fight tt rite! hahax.. o.O lamo lahx.. not gonna tink abt it now.. keke.. jux wanna concentrate hard on my o levels tml! go go everyone! bloggy wish me luck ok! *winkx*
Charged Up + confident: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 7:25 PM
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Saturday, May 29, 2004
PrAyinG.. /.\
yox bloggy.. hw are ya.. today was quite a study day.. keke.. keep studying i supposed.. onli in da morning and now then use comp.. keke.. woke at 10.. watched pokemon o.O, then chat awhile go mac study chinese.. keke.. shoo tiring manx.. i hate chinese.. reached home at abt 6 den co celebrate tml de daddy bdae! wee~~ hahax.. went to a place called dolphin ate honey stung chicken.. keke.. the description goes lyk dis.. so short makes you drool.. hahax.. ate ate ate.. so yummy manx.. after tt still got dessert! chocolate chips in chocolate ice cream! wee~~ so yummy manx! hahax.. ate till so full.. keke.. den dunno le.. reached home mama kp me say keep use comp.. i mean.. where got? so i study till abt 11.30 sista still dowan gib me comp so watch Miss USA.. keke.. 11.45 den gib me.. hahax.. now blogging do those i always do de.. keke.. read ppl blog.. phew.. hmm.. dunno wad to say ne.. hahax.. missing her.. nb sms her today oso.. everything nb.. jux sms me blur pig.. hahax.. o.O alamak! i dunno wad to say le ne bloggy.. hahx.. i love dis song.. put it in today.. keke.. byebye!
Left Outside Alone ~ Anastacia
Chorus:
All my life i've been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I dont feel safe (oooh)
Left Broken, empty and in despair
Wanna breathe, can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
so much more i have to say
help me find a way
And i wonder if you know
how it really feels,
to be left outside alone
when it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
I tell you,
Chorus
I need to pray..
Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
careless, helpless little man
someday i might understand
Theres not much more to say
but i hope you find a way
Still i wonder if you know, how it really feels
to be left outside alone, when its cold out here
well maybe you should know, just how it feels,
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
I tell you,
Chorus
I need to pray..
Ooh Pray
Heavenly father (oooh)
Please (Heavenly father) Save me ( Oh save me)
Oooooh..
And I Wonder If you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
when its cold out here
Well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
Chorus
I Need to Pray....
Tired aNd stress: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 11:59 PM
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Friday, May 28, 2004
HaIX hAiX
i got nth to say abt today.. jux glad i came in 7th in claz.. tts an improvement.. budden i noe i haven gave my best.. i nv study.. mux motivate myself.. haix.. quite disappointed with my L1R4 and L1R5.. haix.. though to some ppl lyk veri good le.. budden compare to those clever ppl.. how can i ever go to a good poly/jc ne? mux try harder.. wanna study good good for my chinese o levels on mon first.. hee.. add a song bahx..
What Can I Do ~ The Corrs
I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we have talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what i'm doing wrong
Chorus:
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
There's only so much I can take
And i just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better yeah
If I don't try and I don't hope
Chorus)
No more waiting, no more aching,
No more fighting, no more trying...
Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly
chorus, 2x)
Love me Love me Love me...
Sianx + disappointed: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 7:50 PM
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Thursday, May 27, 2004
SpOrtS dAy! o.O
dryness shit! gosh manx.. wa.. today sports day sia.. budden still got lesson till
10.20.. sianx de lor.. bud good thing is got pe lehx.. hahax.. bud i forget bring pe
shirt! gosh! nidda borrow frm me friend.. yays! finally can pe le.. after 2 long
weeks.. keke.. played soccer today.. so slippery.. hahax.. bus so fun.. hahax.. alot
bloopers too.. arden horz after pe can go home liaox.. toopid ambulance can't make it
to school.. make me and rj take a cab.. hahax.. reached bedok stadium den we two go
find things eat.. keke.. so piggish.. finally decided on cup noodles.. hahax.. walked
back to da stadium to eat.. yum yum! wee~~ wait wait wait then finally the sports day
start at 2.30.. sobx.. today no casualty.. ARGHX~! so regret y nv join any events
sia.. last yr le lehx.. haix.. budden happy at least last yr i got run in one race.. da cca race.. toopid samuel dun let me run last de.. nbm.. i run first.. hahax.. yays! i run pass everyone so happy.. cos all of dem are gers though.. o.O lolx.. aiya.. bud today rrly nice la the sports day i mux say.. quite unique.. bud oso veri de lame.. den after tt go home norx.. slp awhile, watch tb.. my god. lucky got study a bit chinese.. now then blog.. so late le sia.. hahax.. sianx.. suddenly dun feel lyk blogging.. gosh.. neways, this yr yellow and red are joined champions! eeeee ha! way to go! and 4G! you rox!!!! get silver worx! almost can get bronze too.. alamak! if me i sure go kill the timer de! hahax.! neways, well done ppl! muackx! =] gtg! byebye! everyone jia you for ur chinese o levels worx!!!
Tired + happy: FetOrAY a.k.a ALvin
darkside illusions 11:58 PM
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
wad is going on mama?
haix.. the world is getting too confusing.. too confusing for me to handle le.. alamak.. this few days ain't going thru moi head.. firstly is cca, then is o levels, then is stress, then family, then friends then stil got luv luv de thingy.. gosh.. wad am i thinking.. how can i say tt sia? dunno if its true bud rrly can feel bahs..
i jux wanna feel real love, feel the moment that i live in..
Haix.. neways, today sec 3 de games day.. aiya.. no nid c oso noe is ken de claz win de lorx.. my god.. their line up? gosh.. dun say le lahx.. i so toot.. haix.. bill is 60 dopllars.. lucky mama help me pay.. hee.. yar.. after school stay back to fill in da form to go MUAR.. waste time nia.. den maths olmpyia the meeting cancelled.. so go RC meeting.. waste time there.. i still sleep there sia.. /.\ waste moi time.. end around 5 actually tink so long no wait le wan wait today.. budden haix.. suan le.. is lyk no nid de lorx.. wait no wait i still lyk tt.. so many ppl say le.. gosh.. i onli finished sec 1 and a lil of sec 2 lehx.. o levels how ar.. mux buck up le.. alamak.. kkx lahx.. dunno wad to say.. hope can go out with her this holi finally.. she say nxt time alot times le.. hahax.. ppl, pray for me i get good grades for chinese so next half of yr no nid take chinese le ok? tanka.. hee.. byebye! ciao~!
FOrEva aNd eVa: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 8:15 PM
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004
sOmetImeS lOvE jUx aIn'T enUfF
haix.. life is repeating.. de ja vu.. alamak.. later then say.. today take another block test.. sianx.. today i rrly good good do rrly less than 1 hr finish lor.. tcher dun believe say i anyhow.. manx.. early finish = no zuan xing do mehx.. laox.. den my darling stanger msg me during block test.. replied back.. lolx! so fun to play with da tchers c will get caught not.. keke.. ah ger nv come today.. hope she's fine.. neways, after tt recess then sec 2 de turn for games day.. kukumalu bird bird de norx.. ppl wear astronaut suit go play.. wad da hell sia.. lolx.. veri funnie.. then i pretend clean whiteboard to see the match.. then clean the windows.. hope can man tian guo hai.. lolx! aiya.. den nth le.. maths taugh differentiation of exponential.. den fang xue.. ate lunch.. toopid blur pig go kick me.. actually is use leg tap me.. kuku de.. lolx.. den go for the NSW english thingy.. head so pain still mux do at least 6 comphre sia.. alamak.. went home.. this is the part.. i go bus-stop met my darling mei.. went up bus, my darling mei sms say she came.. i go she come.. how no fate can ppl de ne? gosh.. rrly damm suay ar? i dunno.. sumtimes is lyk tt.. nbm.. went studying chinese o levels with ming song today at mac with a heavy headache.. haix.. hope to feel beta tml.. nite nite ppl..
No Fate sia: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 11:22 PM
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Monday, May 24, 2004
oh where oh where can my baby be?
supa suxxy day.. no mood today still mux do chinese block test.. so bo liao~ yesh.. while we were having block test, the sec 1s are having their games day.. haix.. so good.. last time we all sec 4 oso dun hav lyk this de.. no fun! /.\ blah blah.. after tt recess den two periods free... wee~~ watched the ending of the games day.. v funny.. our claz keep shouting here and there.. lolx! then i was there shouting aye! aye! aye! aye! rrly going mad sia.. lolx.. den daryl wushu juniors there walking.. lolx.. den he says there are frm china.. den he dared me to shout zhong guo la mei! lolx.. den i shout.. *toot* sibeh ho chio sia. lolx.. manx.. then came eng and chemistry.. lame.. lunch break.. saw my lil darling stranger.. recognise her though.. tt time winston say can't recognise i was wondering how different.. not much mahx.. lolx! den go back d&t.. fuck! my artefact broke into two.. dammit.. make me glue them back.. cock ass..
*ShrugS* den nth le.. played soccer awhile with some sec 2.. there thinking shld i go home with her norx.. in da end did not.. i wan see fate mahx.. i wait they go 10 minutes le then go.. see can see her not.. in da end.. no no.. haix.. nbm.. maybe it ain't the same no more.. shld i shld i not.. the c********************** person (not so much * of cos) dunno y lyk eh.. dunno lehx.. lyk got abit.. lyk no lyk tt.. budden if rrly *left* then i'll gib it 100% to you.. now its lyk you nv gib me the security to gib my 100%.. haix.. bud i will.. i will.. i promise.. and tt makes my life colourful.. muacks..
ToMorroW aFtEr TodAy: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Sunday, May 23, 2004
It's JuX a SundAy.. /.\
haix.. today is jux another sunday.. nth much happen.. yest another person call me.. gosh.. i mean.. nbm.. its jux so grr.. not gonna say again.. for alamak sake manx.. neways, today nth much bahx.. go tuition.. bluff my tuitor my a maths get d7.. expect he says WAD! in da end he nodded his head.. lolx! after tt go mac eat with fliends.. lolx.. when we finish eating and was ready to go, i was there saying so wassup for lunch.. everyone was giving me the ^.- look.. lolx.. then i continued.. walao! ask me come here eat lunch you all so fast go le! everyone looked so stunned-ed.. lolx.. so hao xiao sia.. i acted so well.. lol! tink i am the candidate for golden horse award le lahx.. hahax.. den nth le.. went home use comp same.. slack sia.. wonder y ain't i studying for o levels.. haix.. dun tink i can make it sia.. alamak.. tml block test lehx.. how arx.. jux glad i got 58.5 for my prelims for chinese.. one stone down.. keke.. though not tt good bud still nbm lahx.. hahax.. k lahx.. dunno wad to rite.. jux took a few pics of myself today.. i soooooo ugly de.. alamak.. dun say le.. i wan watch OLE! tipasi! nike and addidas rox! contridicting huh? lolx.. nite nite ppls!
Expresstionless: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 9:14 PM
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Saturday, May 22, 2004
CaN yOu sEe mE?
sianx.. so boring sia.. nbm.. dun feel lyk blogging today.. cos today hahax.. nth much oso lahx.. jux go eat eat and eat.. keke..
Are You Gonna Be My Girl ~ Jet
Go!
So 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine
I say you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine.
Oh, 4, 5, 6 c'mon and get your kicks
Now you don’t need that money
When you look like that, do ya honey
Big black boots,
Long brown hair,
She’s so sweet
With her get-back stare.
Well, I could see,
You home with me,
But you were with another man, yea!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?
Well, so 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine.
I say you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine.
Oh, 4, 5, 6 c'mon and get your kicks
Now you don’t need that money
With a face like that, do ya
Big black boots,
Long brown hair,
She’s so sweet
With her get-back stare.
Well, I could see,
You home with me,
But you were with another man, yea!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?
Oh yea
Oh yea
C'mon!
I could see
You home with me,
But you were with another man, yea!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yea!
Be my girl
Be my girl
Are you gonna be my girl?
Yea
Lost and Found: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 9:15 PM
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Friday, May 21, 2004
[add] manx.. jux knew.. they went orchard today then go bugis! god dammit! i was at bugis you noe! kang hong says want go suntec walk! *shurgs* so suay.. y lyk tt de nehx? so many times oso lyk tt.. kaox.. all jux by a mere split of time.. arghx~! dooo~!! y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y... could have jux saw her.. haix.. heaen above pls.. i believe in fate.. so pls let me at least one time let me without knowing rrly peng dao.. if not i tink tt this love i am in now rrly have no fate.. hmm.. not to say.. there's a person.. call c******* i somehow eh.. dunno how say lei.. dun xiang yy.. lolx.. k lahx.. dun say le.. screw yi xian for playing tricks on me.. my bill wanna burst still lyk tt.. i'm gonna kill you! [add ended]
hoPe yA ok?
hmm.. today ar.. school quite ok lahx.. veri slacky lehx.. morning woke up damm late sia.. woke at 7.. chiong to school.. haix.. make me waste $$.. toopid me.. well, after tt got back e maths.. rather disappointing sia.. 60/100.. haix.. becos of my paper 2 manx! dammit.. 51.5/100 lehx.. kaox.. and i did rather average for p1.. 54/80.. haix.. then humans fail! f***! 45/100.. how lousy can i go? haix.. so wan to kill myself.. y i so toopid de! keep muggin still lyk tt.. then physics 62/100.. pull down by chem get 58.5 for combined science.. sux! arg~ well, today got career guidance thingy... went to see awhile then tok with fliends le.. =x 1 hr lehx.. hahax.. the ite rrly no one go cc.. ppl go cc is take free gifts nia.. =x lolx.. then get back humans.. then 3 periods eng.. 2 periods free cos the gers go get their f&n results.. hahax.. play chat sleep.. so slack rite? hahax.. =p
After school go bugis with fliends.. walk walk.. walk until eat v.v.v full.. they all lahx.. keep walking.. make us so full.. lolx! =pX well, sux de lahx.. walk to suntec dunno do wad s*** there.. i realise i lost my bottle so bought a new one.. hahax.. toopid me rite.. bought the same bottle but different colour.. blue this time.. sianx.. well get back noe they went tm.. rrly lyk no fate sia.. nbm.. ok lahx.. dunno wad to say.. anyone wan watch shrek 2 with me tml? tell me horx.. i wan go watch.. hahax.. kkx.. byebye le.. hate my life.. hope she's alright le.. =] ciao~!
Worried + Sick: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 9:21 PM
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Thursday, May 20, 2004
rest in peace junting..
stupid.. failed my d&t.. haix.. how can i ever pass my d&t dammit.. i tried le lor.. maybe jux i and d&t no yuan.. haix.. well.. a maths a2 with 73.. chinese and eng all 58.. then chem 51.. haix.. i can rest in peace le lahx.. wad da f*** is these results? maths put high hope still cannot get 1.. maybe i expect too high of myself le.. haix.. nbm.. mux be happy with 2.. =p bud mux try harder! gambatte ne! well, nth much le.. tml gib back physics and humans.. hope i can get beta.. haix.. den after school eh.. soccer match.. finally won.. with sucha lousy player lyk me.. suan le.. miracle to win.. i'm da lousiest! kill me ppl.. hahax.. my god.. so many ppl toking to me.. no mood to tok still mux tok sia.. dammit.. nbm.. eh.. nth much lahx.. nv score.. bud happy le lahx.. hahax.. went home still da same.. screw my results.. screw me.. i sux.. y i always lyk tt... bud happy i finally can c thru her feelings le.. hahax.. diao.. lame.. nbm.. hope fer da beta.. smilex ppl..
Screwed and tired: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 7:20 PM
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Wednesday, May 19, 2004
[add] gosh.. tink i gotta pull back wad i said.. hahax.. dunno y.. everytime i feel down bud when i look back to the past, i feel quite fortunate to at least noe her as a friend.. haha.. then u msg me say things i rrly felt beta le.. tanka.. this is all my fault dammit! i'm so dumb.. after this, i became clear.. no matter wad, i'll be waiting.. even if 10000000 ppl say it's impossible.. cos.. i rrly love you alot.. muacks.. [add ended]
haix.. WHERE ARE YOU?
haix.. these few days is jux a memory flask back.. everything seems the same.. where are you?? i really dunno.. haix.. is lyk dunno how many donkeys year no tok to ya le.. haix.. du ri ru nian sia.. today marking day.. went to cineleisure watch van helsing.. FINALLY! wan to watch long ago bud no one wan! yays! this show damm rocks sia!! is lyk my god! the sound effect, the everything is so marvellous! hahax.. love tt show sia! lyk the music oso.. damm nice! well, after tt went to bowling alley.. then went down.. then some bo liao kia come up to winston say abt prank call wan beat lyk tt.. bo liao.. waste our time nia.. when they blah blah saw darren, yy, jieyuan they all.. tink they oso go watch movie.. hahax.. laox.. no fate sia.. wan go there bud nv.. they wan come bud nv.. all same place.. y lyk tt de.. shrugs.. dunno..
Then winston go meet cheryl.. then when spying lost them! sianx.. ash and ql go home.. leave me there alone.. sianx.. went searching the whole orchard budden winston turn off his phone.. dammit! hahax.. on da way some students stop me say wad doing research.. tok abt religion thingy abt christians.. filming oso.. omg.. lucky not for public view.. lolx! dunno lahx.. actually wan go play bowl bud can't contact winston so go home.. haix.. wad a day manx.. suxxy.. nbm.. she not here, nv reply, nv contact, walk orchard myself.. dammit.. haix.. hate m life now.. nbm.. gonna accept it.. i feel suddenly i lyk no one at all.. none at all.. miss no one, lyk no one.. maybe jux miss her bahx.. o.O byebye..
Shrugs and missing: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 7:27 PM
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004
WhEre aRe YOu!!??!!
walking down the lonely stretch.. looking out for you.. yet no one in sight.. where are you? i'm missing ya so so so so much.. will ya reply me? haix.. well, today took my last paper.. toopid tcher.. set the paper 2 1/2 hr yet everyone slept at the hour mark.. what da hell.. made me sleep so long.. haix.. after paper remember is sherilyn bdae.. oops.. happy bdae to you worx.. neways, meant to go cineleisure.. bud they watching movie.. so i went bugis alone.. walk around then meet ming song.. haix.. suxxy.. after exams dun even noe where to go.. walk around.. hope to see her somewhere in bugis.. how i feel.. suxxy..
Well, then ming song meet luvina which i somehow nv see her b4.. budden in da end they go le.. then wanling mei go with her fliends.. no nid sorli lahx.. i tink today is quite good.. found a nice place to sit down and chill out.. cool! i read a 20 dollar book jux for free.. hahax! cool cool.. then go home.. same old thing.. budden go play soccer at kembangan.. i jux love to play make manx! keep assisting ppl.. hahax.. so nice.. i tried doin the ronaldinho thingy.. bud was nowhere near.. hahax.. i sux in soccer.. i sux everywhere.. where i go i sux.. soccer, studies, doing wad a guy shld do, looks, attitude.. all sux! fook me! arx.. ending here.. nth more to say le.. byebye.. suxxy.. ppl lyk me = pa jiao.. bud tt will nv happen cos no one lyks me.. no one lyks junting.. arx.. ciaO~~
Fook and Fork: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:50 PM
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Monday, May 17, 2004
why izzit lyk tt?? o.O
i jux can't tink it straight.. izzit becos you really gib me the way tt you dun care and now tt another person come in make me tink other way? i jux dun get it.. i'm willing to fang xia the whole forest for jux one single you.. bud do u appreciate it? do u noe? do you oso will gib me tt chance? pls tell me.. cos the way we are is lyk i'm getting further away and away.. pls.. i'm begging.. what da hell am i thinking? y i am double feelings? though the other is nowhere near the feeling i feel for you, i'm rrly scared of losing you.. i rrly rrly beg you lahx.. haix.. i dun wanna lose you outta my life.. as for eh.. ---> rrly sorry.. though there is a little bud i tink its jux u noe.. crush.. so nbm.. i believe there's others....... -.-' haix..
kkx.. today was a maths paper 2.. veri ez lehx.. i somehow tink is easier than p1.. hmm.. then after paper got find mr kok for my physics practical.. damm.. though i pass i onli get 8/15.. tink i not cut out for practical.. lolx! sianx.. after tt went to bugis.. she in school studying.. look so sick sia.. haix.. take care kkx? =] tink she waiting for her mei mei.. nbm.. ehx.. go bugis meet catherine.. winston de online fren.. hahax.. in da end he nv ask them go out.. lolx -.- aiya.. sianx de lahx.. go back to kallang play soccer awhile then go home orh-orh.. sianx.. wake up, eat, use comp.. later go study d&t.. sianx.. hahax.. kkx.. gtg.. hope ya get beta soon.. bye bye.. ciao~~
LAzy + mIssIng: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 6:55 PM
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Sunday, May 16, 2004
wad's wrong with me?? ~_!
wad's the hell wring with me? haix.. when a chance come frm another one u give it up.. y? becos of her? wake up! bud the voice told me within another thing.. wad's wrong with me.. haix.. can't get myself to study today.. fell asleep while studying? fuck me lahx! stupid me! someone knock some sense into me can.. exams are tml and i still can sleep! y can't i concentrate? i'm rrly tt damm useless.. haix.. someone slap me awake sia.. today is a messy day lahx.. early in da morning got 'thing' happen.. now onli me and winston noe.. haix.. hope tis thing doesn't affect me too much bahx.. rrly can't bring myself to do it.. bud sometimes the voice within told me tt there is jux a lil feeling in there.. feeling for? guess yaself.. veri veri confused.. wei le yi ke shu fang qi zhen ge shu ling.. is tt rrly wad love is? i guess so.. i rrly can't imagine me loving others.. haix.. nbm.. life is this way.. hope for da beta.. mux motivate myself to study more.. after o levels, its paradise! wee~~
Confused and tired: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Saturday, May 15, 2004
study study study!
study study study! tts wad i'm drowning myself with this few days.. haix.. no way out for me.. today went mac again do a maths.. onli sub tt can get an a1.. so mux jia ba jing! oosh junting! yea.. finally i did one whole paper 2.. so damm difficult.. hope mon paper i will noe.. keke.. neways, today oso da same.. i cut my hair!! wee~~ nxt time remember mux tell the auntie is spiky not slope.. keke.. yeah.. sis treat me kfc today.. tanka sis! *muackx* dunno.. izzit jux i thinking too much or is there really.... keke.. siao gina la me.. dunno wad to write in blog this few days.. jux added some pics at the archives there.. sianx mahx.. oh ya.. pray for me ppl.. pray tt i get good results worx.. if fail horx, i really will veri de sad de.. haix... tatax~~
Study and headache: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Friday, May 14, 2004
Do yOu fEeL dA sAmE?
sux sux sux! e maths -9 marks, chi -8.. haix.. wad to do.. blame myself.. i'm sooooo dumb! can anyone kill me? so disappointed.. how to get my A1 for my maths.. haix.. careless oso make me die.. neways, today nth much lor.. nb even say a byebye.. jux a coupl of smses.. nbm.. then today play bowl with yang fong and winston bro.. hahax.. pro pro.. got one game i and winston tied.. if i spare i win.. hit 1 draw.. hit nth lose.. left 2 pins.. so i throw.............. then bam.. hit 1.. draw.. sux! hahax.. so long no win him le.. keke..
Dunno.. after tt came home.. met a new online fren.. then eh... go mac do a maths.. wan fa fen do well in exams then can an xin de jui.. hahax.. lame.. neways, today was quite ok.. still wondering something.. is there rrly light? or izzit jux another water way outta da tunnel.. lai thef honor je` suipor jan.. some jap now.. i.s.h.i.t.e.r.u! nbm.. byebye then bloggy.. can't slp cos jux now at mac with yang fong and winston drink coffee.. hahax.. tatax~~
Awake yet pondering: FetOrAy a.k.a ALvin
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Thursday, May 13, 2004
[add] suxors manx.. photocopier.. copy here and there.. *toot* copy, paste.. everything.. no originity.. no nth.. photocopier.. *beep* feeling lost of wad i'm saying bloggy? nbm lahx.. i'm jux venting.. lolx.. okok.. now got little time so add on to my blog.. jux came back frm studying with ming song at mac.. i came home first.. hee.. today so damm tired... later tink i go learn abit of e maths then slp le.. tml still a long day to go.. study a maths! wee~~
Okok.. chinese so totally sux lor.. *shrugs* so many chapters, so many words bud test 10 nia.. arhx~! aiya.. dunno.. manx! jux now delete one of her reply! manx.. hahax.. nbm.. jux now we tok abit on sms.. then we go study le.. hee.. so damm funny abt her description.. lolx.. ok lahx.. dunno wad lahx.. then study with ming song tok cock abit bud still got study while we tok cock so is ok.. test each other on words.. so fun.. he so pro lor.. shou bu liao de! lolx.. k lahx.. i wan go read maths then orh orh le.. so tired.. all da best everyone.. hahax.. =][add ended] 11:07pm 13/5/2004
mIsS yOu tOo
i dunno y! bud i jux have the motivation to do well now.. hahax.. maybe is becos she always saying all da best, same to ya! hahax.. =x dunno.. quite tired now.. still wan to study later.. so blog early today.. hmm.. today paper was easy manx.. hahax.. song fen de.. if i no careless shld be ok de lahx.. lolx.. k lor.. nth today.. after exams pei ah ger wait for her.. in da end nv wait.. lolx.. she wait her sis.. so.. nbm.. arx~! blame me manx.. today morning nv call her! f**K! manx.. i yest dropped when studying.. nv set tt alarm.. arx.. make her wake at 6.. bud she say nbm.. hahax.. so ok lor.. aiya.. bud i so bad.. how can wang ji ne.. manx.. nbm.. ya.. nth le.. jux wan say i still miss + love her to lotsa bits no matter wad! muacks! so mushy.. lolx.. ciao~!
Somewhere Only We Know ~ Keane
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
(break)
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
(instrumental)
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Happy but tired: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Wednesday, May 12, 2004
study, study study!
kkx.. today study hiong.. study 5 hrs physics, 1 hr chinese.. lolx.. all at mac.. hahax.. wanna get good good results then can zhuan xin de jio her mahx.. if not nxt time oso no use.. so wad jio dao bud u no education, no job no nth? mux balance.. lolx.. today she dinda reply me.. nbm.. a maths was 70% difficult.. got careless leh! wth manx! trapezium forget multiply by half.. triangle ABE do dao triangle ABC.. haix.. y i still so careless... lucky still paper 1 nia.. lols.. still got paper 2.. geography crap lorx.. jux crap abt wad i study.. noe de all pia down.. hahax.. =xnow these few days is her alarm.. hahax.. so rong xin? lolx.. dunno.. jux feel if she rrly nids den i will be there.. lolx! sianx.. study till head pain.. fri chinese paper 2 dunno how to live sia.. die le lahx.. *bleah* k lahx.. so tired.. keep memorizing formulas manx..
v = ri
w = mg
P.E = mgh
K.E = 1/2 mv square
F = ma
v = f lumda
distance = speed x time
E = w/q
V = W/Q
n = sin i/sin r
Q = IT
arx.. to suxxy le.. hope she doin well now.. missing her alot lehs.. loving her more too.. actually is most of both lahx.. hahax.. so is MISS+LOVE HER alot and alot and alot and alot lehx.. help.. if onli you noe.. muacks to you and all da best everybody!
Tired and Missing her: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Tuesday, May 11, 2004
HaPpY BdAe MeLiSsA!
heE~~
tirEd~! jux came back from mac of studying 3 hrs without distraction.. hahax.. gd gd.. did learn quite alot on geog and a maths.. *proud of myself~* okok.. i wan to say is HAPPY BDAE MELISSA!!! HAPPY BDAE!! lalala~~ HAPPY BDAE AGAIN! hahax.. dunno y.. maybe i jux lyk to treat this day as a special day.. keke.. i have the feeling in me tt today is rrly a veri special day.. hahax.. ok.. today took chem paper today.. quite ez.. bud cos i veri lousy in chem by nature.. i tink i can only scrape the most 40 out of da 65 marks.. haix.. ok lahx.. paper 1 40 questions physics all noe.. hope can get as high as possible.. tis yr mux aim top 10! wahaha! -.-!
Neways, after da paper, they go celebrate MELISSA bdae.. wee~~ i was not there.. feel so odd if only 1 guy there.. so i walk to winston there.. then i, winston, ray and wen qin wan go mac.. halfway thru i feel so bad leaving her on her bdae.. so turn back quickly go back to school.. hee.. siao horz me.. winston gd gd pei me go back.. thanx bro! went back ate a peice of the cake.. soOoOoO sweet sia! maybe becos is her cake.. lolx! ok lahx.. nth much.. said HAPPY BDAE one last time then say bye bye then go le.. feel so bad pang sehing her on her bdae again.. haix.. bud i noe i will be damm xtra to them if i stay lahx.. so go lor.. so tired tt i slept on bus to home.. then tok to darren chua online toking abt her de thingy.. he bought a necklace.. lolx.. then tok tok to 2.30 we go off i go mac study till now lorx.. hahax..
Study alone is gd bud if there is someone it will be beta.. i mean jux someone, anyone to tok to.. lolx.. suan le.. yupx.. haven eat yet.. wan go eat.. tink she now at home her family singing bdae song to her.. lolx! so *jealous* lehx.. so many present de.. i always have none.. lolx! k lahx.. end here le.. jux wan say one last time HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA! MUACKX! *_*"
Merry and Cherry: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Monday, May 10, 2004
Exams are haix..
okok.. woah! blooger changed their layout.. it looks so cool and solid! hahax.. wee~ yeah.. today is school RC day.. early in da morning 6am.. no la.. actually is 5.30am.. woke up.. den call someone.. a special favour.. keke.. actually is i ask wan anot de.. lolx! ok lahx.. then go to school lorx.. as usual the seniors late again.. rush here and there.. hahax.. changed into full-U then go parade square fall in.. omg.. i forget to check the squad dressing.. then when school settle down so paiseh-ly de shout command to check dressing.. manx.. k lahx.. nth much.. said the pledge bud shivered abit when saluting cos veri the xtra.. hahax.. dunno lahx.. wear full-u take exams.. exams quite ok for maths.. ss tink can jux online scrape a pass lor.. dun expect much..
Yahx.. tt was about all.. after exams change to sch u can't c her le.. haix.. so met up with ah ger and kai wen go lion city mac supposedsetly do revision de.. in da end only i do then they all toking.. bud their conversation so funnie.. lolx! ok lahx.. dunno wad to say.. tml her bdae le.. still wondering when can gib her present.. b4 school? after school? during? *blur* nbm.. figure out tml.. feel lyk gibing her myself bud if nv meet then cham le.. haix.. or ask ppl help me gib? veri de not sincere lehx.. dunno lahx.. someone gib me advice lehx.. hahax.. nbm.. early bdae to her.. HAPPY BDAE! =)
Sick bud Cheerful: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Sunday, May 09, 2004
i'M sTi|L siCk
kukumalu bird bird.. i hate the feeling of mone manx.. one minute at outside feel so hot.. go to aircon feel so cold.. what the hell.. arx.. i nid to be healthy and fit manx! can't afford to flung my exams! oosh junting! nbm.. tml is RC day le.. mux wear full-u take exams.. what the hell manx.. sure tio ppl suan de.. haix.. stupid lahx.. haven pack you.. mux stdy ss first lehx.. how ar? hope i can pass.. yays! she replied le.. finally.. though not veri big bud still happy lahx.. nbm.. dunno wad to write.. still haven found a box to put the things lehx.. how ar.. scared can't even gib her on her bdae.. how! if nv meet then cham le lahx.. nv gib her presents with my two hands b4 lehx.. always is ask ppl gib de.. maybe minus the *toot* thingy bahx.. manx.. i go so many ppl blog all say sick.. the weather is realy killing us manx... hope to get well soon.. hope to pass my exams with flying colours.. hope to see her whole day while i remain invisible.. haix.. miss.you.love.you.till.the.end.of.da.time..
Sick and happy: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Saturday, May 08, 2004
SicKy mE
wtf manx! ss exams are on mon and i haven finish study! arx.. not i dun wan.. is head too pain things cannot go in! manx.. bud later still mux try.. shitee.. nbm.. today wok eup at 9.30.. use comp then study.. manx.. i haven finish her present.. how ar? die le lahx.. hahax.. then study abit.. then watch lotr.. so nice to watch again.. esp the part aragon address his army.. haha! nth on le lor.. jux feeling sick today.. she still haven reply my msg.. dunno when.. keke.. nbm lahx.. i want to wait after exams then say.. exams, here i come!!! i'm gonna pass my exams with flying colours and make myself proud! oosh~! eh.. dunno.. man u now drawing with chelsea in xtra time.. looks lyk the score lyk tt.. keke..
Neways, dunno wad to write.. norman bro ar, cheer up lehx.. wad hurt i nv been thru.. one advice 4 you.. love and life makes a house.. without life, what's the use of the house.. without love, you can't even build the hse.. bud as long as you live, you'll find love.. hee.. ok lahx.. dun say le.. mux stand strong and if you really love her, prove to her you can manage ur studies and love together! hahax.. tts wad i'm going to do too! cheer up.. bud i still hope she reply.. hahax.. kkx.. bye bye ppl.. i.miss.and.love.you.till.the.day.you.choose.not.too.. nothings'.gonna.change.my.love.for.you.. you.ought.to.know.by.now.how.much.i.love.you.. hee.. CIAO~!
Sick and Charged: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Friday, May 07, 2004
SicK! gOsh!
stupid lahx.. yest in school nth much lorx.. go put tables nia.. for the exams.. mon still mux wear full-u.. now dunno where my boots gone too.. boliao de lehx.. then go wait in claz for the ss notex.. sianx.. so fast mon mid-yr le.. aiya.. dunno wad to say lahx.. wan play mind games with me ar? eat that time send my one paper arx? hahax.. send me good luck? ok lorx.. thank you ar.. xing ling le! =| xie xie!
Neways, i hate liars again.. and i mean again.. y do ppl nid to tok in a so good mood saying wad wad wad in da end b4 my eyes did the other? sux.. still can say i lie sia.. shitee de lorx.. nbm.. in da end still dunno which person throw.. so jieyuan they all nv come.. so dunno y in da end go play soccer with them.. hahax! i yest siao siao de.. keep tok abt physics then play till so hahax.. wait ppl say bhb.. =x dunno wad to say.. veri veri sick.. 38.4.. die le.. bye bye..
SicK and SicK: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 11:56 PM
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Thursday, May 06, 2004
WaSsUp lAhx! -.^
sux manx.. y do ppl lyk to re me one ar? jux can only say my life damm suay lorx.. dunno lahx.. today is so damm bo liaox.. tink i skip my school part.. okok.. maybe jux say today rain so pe in school hall.. play captains ball.. ya.. it was fun.. got hit a few times.. violent sia the gers.. hahax! neways, after school dunno y i eat duck rice half-way micheal come her "talk" to me.. waa.. scared-ed lehx.. so many ppl behind him worx.. waa... i guai kia mahx.. then he was there toking sense to me lehx.. so good of him.. thanx ar.. tell me cannot let ppl guess names.. hmm.. sorry lorx.. we play hide identity horx mux tell name one lehx.. so special game lehx.. nv play b4! dunno lahx.. he was there toking toking toking.. well, i there listen lahx.. aiya.. some idiot ppl throw things at me i dun care.. bud find out hu i'll make him pay manx.. and i mean dearly..
Nbm.. hate using violence.. got one bad memory of it manx.. never going to walk into that trap again! hmph! yayax.. then dunno y after that "talking" so many ppl come kpo ask me wad happened.. hahax.. dunno explain how many donkey times.. keke..aiya.. siaoeh say this.. lolx! "aiya.. you with me sure safe de" lolx! ok lajx.. bud siaoeh rrly a good guy sia.. tanka brox.. bud if i hav to fac rite, face it alone.. y lie low.. bud i veri scared-ed lehx.. how ar.. hahax.. i got no mountain behind me lehx.... haix.... lolx.. dun wan say wrong things lahx.. i oso dun lyk fighting de.. so rather make peace.. hate hate hate fightings! *shrugs* neways, first time then noe i got so many good frenx! tanka all fliends! dunno lehx.. suddenly those ppl come to me talk abt wad i help you.. wad backing wad thing.. hahax.. laugh there.. say real now lahx.. those ppl that come along with him hor, got one damm gL lorx.. tell me wad to do.. i good.. dun go find you.. u let me c you chup siao u good..
Aiya.. dun say much le.. in case ppl cing worx.. wait come again.. scared-ed me again then die.. wait heart-attack lehx.. cannot cannot.. dun say le.. wanna do well in exams is my main priority.. i now worried is that she jux now there lehx.. haix.. wait wrong impression rrly dowan.. haix.. wan le lahx.. hope not bahx.. i hate HATE H.A.T.E violence.. dun bi wo use.. cos i use rrly shurgs.. bye bye.. oh ya.. to prevent anything, i shook hands and said cool off.. so guess nth more will happen.. unless the ppl behind him wan gl.. i dun care.. wad? byex!
PiSsEd aNd rEaDy: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 5:32 PM
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Wednesday, May 05, 2004
backee shit!
sianx.. yest no time blog.. cos doing things.. today den can blog.. woohoo! i love maths sia.. this time got confidence i can do well in this test.. hahax.. aim is full marks worx.. asking too much ma? hope not lehx.. keke.. siao zhang.. kkx.. today nth much lahx.. she tio lrc after school.. then actually ger say so nice wan study de.. in da end she crapping here and there.. hahax.. at least i still got do something constructive ok.. hahax.. yawnx.. tml pe le.. hope can play finally... diao.. yesh! i train now with kicking 2 times i can pull 4 times le! yays! mux improve more.. hahax.. wan a good build-up! =] then today after school rain big big.. then nth.. weird lahx.. dunno y ppl now keep asking me toopid questions de lehx.. wad.. if i lyk you how? o_O wassup with this world? lolx.. nahx.. then after school go home with winston they all.. fun sia.. tok cock alot.. she was behind.. i dunno y i keep cannot bear to let her go lehx.. haix.. rrly rrly veri hard to do tt.. bud wad else can i do? *shrugs* nth much lo.. jux say byebye.. then no more.. rrly veri sad to see things turning out this way.. manx.. tt sec 3 guy rrly can act well! hmph! gets too much i'll do something.. nbm.. i'm not gonna do anything.. dunno lahx.. ending here lahx.. hope o levels can get over soon b4 i look into my future.. *shrugs* every now and then oso dreaming of me and you together lehx.. you noe anot?!? got so many things to show you around.. you sure nv see b4 de.. special things.. haix.. wonder when i can take you go c.. miss you alot alot alot alot alot alot alot! jux dun dare tell you all da best!
May Corrine - Same side of the moon
I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray
I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I picture you across the ocean
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change
It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
Lost and back-wined: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 11:32 PM
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Monday, May 03, 2004
neXt ChaPtEr Of liFe..
A relationship is like a rose..
How long it lasts, no one knows..
Love can erase an awful past,
Love can be yours,
You'll see at last..
To feel that love it makes you sigh..
To have it leave, you rather die..
You hope you've found that special rose,
Because you love and care
For the one you choose..
well, today really very boring.. dreaded all the way through.. maybe the flame of the next chapter of life kept me running this marathon.. grabbing the torch with fear and sweat... flowing down my body is the blood i oozing outta me.. i kept my firm and my strength.. to push myself to the finishing point.. though i dinda emerge the champion.. bud i knew i gave my best.. i gave all the sweat and the blood i sacrifice for.. so even if i see the triumph dinda goes to me, looking at the champion raise the trophy up high, i will crouch myself in da corner, overwhelmed with happiness for da champion bud inside me is as though an assassin inserted a broken blade of glass right through my veins.. arx~~ i dunno lahx.. veri mao dun lehx.. bud today quite satisfied with myself.. first time i tried to gib up! yays! dinda go wait.. dinda go say byebye.. and i'm going to try to keep it up! since you said that, i'm not going to irritate you anymore.. unless its not you hu said de.. everytime i heard ppl saying this, i really hope the thing is not you say de.. bud the fact is all moi friends say is the person tell them tt is you say de.. am i wrong? i dunno.. i am jux feeling stupid.. `
Richard bro today oso tell me da same thing.. izzit really you say de!! pls tell me can? i dun wanna lose anything.. even if ya tell me, i will treat you as my veri best fliend.. arx~~ *shrugs* feeling senselated.. lyk a thousand pin missile poking through me.. once i think.. an angel and a devil standing beside me.. one asked me.. wad is your mission in life.. another asked me, wad is your target in life.. i answered them both with the same answer.. to live and to die.. both the saints were confused and asked me.. y do you say so.. i answered becos, tts my life and tts how i want to live.. haix.. rrly.. this is my life.. is how i turn the wrong to right.. how i turn the black to white.. yet all i want is jux two things now.. to be with you and to study good good.. i dunno wad to say.. i dunno wad lies ahead of my winding black paths.. i jux hope ofter o's you'll gib me a reply.. tanka.. CIAO~!
Confused and senselated: FetOrAY a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 8:04 PM
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Sunday, May 02, 2004
Rebelling tml le.. keke..
eew.. tml our claz rebelling against da school.. feel tt is not gonna succeed.. hmm.. bud if they rrly wan, y not? i onli rebel againsts the rules i tink is unfair.. hahax.. dunno lehx.. tinking too much today oso.. cos fri and sat keep smsing.. keke.. weird manx.. neways, last night arnd 11.30 was a total disater sia.. omg.. a stupid flying cockroach was flying all arnd the hse.. tt time onli me and my sis at home.. then this toopid coclroach keep flying then i jux run here and there close all bedroom doors.. then this cockroach lyk got magnet to us lyk tt.. keep flying to us.. as i cannot catch it i and my sis kana lock out of da hse lorx.. not lock lahx.. is jux we ran out.. hahax.. lame rite.. kana force out due to a flying xiao qiang.. if can't fly de still nbm.. arx.. *shrugs* er xin lei cockraoch..
Neways, today yet another boring sunday.. it it sux alot sia! freako de.. kana make to go to my ah ma hse.. always go there is do nth cept slp de lorx.. waste time nia.. could haave been at home doing beta things.. hahax.. yahx.. tml she taking bio test.. wishing her luck.. go go.. wtf? y am i still thinking of her? tts lame lahx.. nbm.. i'll jux go step by step.. keke.. let nature takes its footpath! eeee ha! yahx.. ok lahx.. dunno wad to say liaox.. nth much on today.. jux hope LIVERPOOL LOSE! yays! yaya.. oh ya! wanna say sumthing.. y is there sucha person hor keep saying alot commitment bud in da end the person keep dowan go for the activities becos of sumthin small.. make ppl go instead.. hmph! this person sux! neways, gtg.. wanna make the present so tml can gib to the belated ppl.. gomenasai! *bows* nite nite ppl! good luck for all ya test and exams ppl! push all the way till after o's! *OOSH~!*
CoOl and BoReD: FetOrAY a.k.a ALvin
darkside illusions 8:33 PM
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Saturday, May 01, 2004
If tHe wOrlD iS a HeArT, i'M alWaYs iN yOuR WoRlD..
*shrugs* i still can't face up to it lehx.. though i not tt sad liaox.. tanka winston for taking a walk with me pei me go buy things.. bought a wrist band today.. got a "ming" <== life) on it.. tt will keep me to live on.. hee.. nth much on today.. slack arnd.. later maybe do some maths or wad.. exams coming le.. and i ain't gonna fail/get lousy results! i'm gonna show my fliends tt even with all these love thingy i goin thru, i will pass with rainbow colours! hmph! i will get my priorities right! bud now oso no nid care abt tt le larhx.. since i noe the truth liaox! =p dunno lehx.. wait the thing is bluff one then i mati then regret again.. keke.. hope this time is true.. stand tall my soul!
Yahs.. jux finished eating my dinner.. as i was buying i was reflecting.. i told myself.. how can i say her always dun wan tell me bud she got all the right to do tt? if i rrly love her, i cannot be tt selfish de ritez? yesh! tts it! tt solves all my problems.. to the pther guys, hope you nv follow my footsteps.. i feel real bad.. yet i won't gib up.. i will be here waiting always.. hope i dun get jealous onli bahx.. kkx... bought presents for ppl i owe last month.. sorry for the belated presents.. hahax.. gomenasai! *bows* neways, played bowling and pool at CSC with ming song later.. my pool skills rrly die le.. haix.. so suxxy..
Dunno y i miss her alot still.. tt time all moi friends agree that from how she looks, she lyk lyk tt guy.. i dunno.. i dun wanna tink so.. (even if so wad? =p i mean wad i say ok!) if i say any bad things hor, paiseh.. i still love you alot.. hope ya noes.. even if you found another guy, i'll be here to wait till tt day you tell me you love me.. forever and always.. wish ya all da luck in the world and hope you'll love me someday, somewhere, sometime down the road.. miss ya.. =:: (
Missing ya lots: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 7:23 PM
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