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Saturday, April 24, 2004

[add] eh.. dunno lehx.. dunno wad to say now.. jux feel lyk typing.. hmm.. it jux seems tt this fate ain't going my way lahx.. y dun you jux tell me everything? i'll be happy even if you say its over.. i dun mind.. at least i noe sumone will be able to make you happy more than i do.. nbm.. i dunno.. shld i gib ***** the chance? no no.. i cannot.. i can't bluff myself.. wad da f? dunno lahx.. oso dunno wan to type wad.. haix.. bye bye.. [add ended]11.59pm

I tink I noe le. :"^":

well well.. wad can i say ne.. i am so totally speechless today.. i dunno wad can i feel.. i dunno wad can i do.. i dunno if i shld.. bud only one thing stand true.. i am not the one for you.. haix.. well, today jux lyk every other saturday lyk tt.. morning go to school.. my cadets call me ask me help them buy coke bottle.. use moi own money bud till now they haven gib me back.. haix.. nbm bahx.. helpful de actions jiu shi bei dang zuo li shuo dang rang de.. haix.. well, go RC taught footdrill.. so paiseh.. the ger guides there then the sec 1s not serious.. so malu.. =x now c more le think ger guides drills rrly good sia.. hahax.. dunno lahx.. neways, training training dunno y nature calls.. stomach so pain.. went toilet of cos.. then dunno le.. aiyo! my darling mei mei cut her hair! so short! hahax.. i lyk dun regonise her lyk tt.. bud she looks sweet.. hahax.. beri odd lahx.. maybe i dun rrly lyk gers with short hair? hahax.. lame.. all training then after RC go play soccer with band and npcc.. hahax.. run till siao.. bud relieve alot of things la.. learn from siaoeh.. c ball jux zham the f ball up the field.. hahaix.. eeeee haaaa!!!

After that comes the highlight of my day bahx.. bud the highlight is sumthing.. an ending.. an ending of wad i wanted bud not i wish for.. well continue.. as i finished blow wind after my game i prepare go home she oso go.. tt time jared oso wanna go le.. budden jun pei jux bought food to eat.. so he ask her to wait awhile.. well0 she wait which is lyk nv de lorx.. so i knew sumthing le.. i walked past her and jia yin then go mama shop buy things.. well she said she was waiting.. so i dowan put her odd odd lyk tt i go off first.. called siaoeh and winston ask them wan go walk walk or wad not bud siaoeh at pool, winston too tired to go out.. so i went home.. wlaked to da bus-stop they catched up with me.. wth? so fast mehx.. well, walk until they walked past me i still at da back.. hahax.. slow hor me? well, again dowan her in odd position mahx.. so nv go up.. reached bus-stop actually 125 come le.. bud i looking down the bus jux went past me! wth? so suay.. mux wait for another 15 minutes..

haix.. sucha suay day for me.. then her bus come le.. jared and her take.. nv even say bye bye today.. dunno y i jux ain't having the mood to say to her.. maybe is jux noe tt i shan't be forcing.. haix.. suan le.. then moments later 21 come all go.. sianx.. onli me in bus-stop.. actually i 1st to go.. budden become last.. reached home slept.. then ate papa and mama cook de fried rice.. so nice sia! so full.. hee.. so long no eat they cook de things le.. hee.. then sis use comp watch 50 first dates i wait till now then use.. hee.. well, i wan sum up le.. maybe its time.. time to do wad i ain't wish to do.. i dunno wad i shld feel.. bud to me.. its jux 1% for me to make my dream come true.. these few days her actions veri ming xian.. not eva me.. i jux thinking too much.. manx.. maybe i jux go away.. and wait.. arh~! so confused! bloggy tell me wad to do can!! arh!! nbm.. forcing ain't good.. i jux wanna say a big tanka to all the memories you gave me.. bad and good.. sad and happy.. ni3 yi3 biao3 xian4 de4 fei1 chang2 ming2 bai3.. wo3 hui4 xuan3 zhe2 fang4 qi4 ni3, shi4 ying1 wei4 wo3 tai4 ai4 ni3.. dan4 wo3 she3 bu4 de2 wang4 ji4 ni3.. wo3 zhi3 hui4 an1 jing4 de4 shou3 zhe4 ni3, ai4 hu4 ni3.. yong2 yuan3 de4 kan4 shou3 ni3.. zai4 jian4 le4.. ~

Confused and Heart-brokEn: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin

darkside illusions 8:43 PM

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