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Wednesday, April 14, 2004

[add]2 words! Pissed off! what the hell.. didn't believe i was describe as that manx.. what the hell.. i dun go pigging around lorx.. life sux! when did i eva ***** ppl to do anything? mux onli some tiny angels few these way become the whole world will feel the same way? i dunno! bud all i noe is that words hurt me too much! too much to handle.. i didn't expect tt to come out! manx.. i feel damm hurt de lor.. nbm.. maybe tml or so i will forget and forgive le.. jux one thing.. time have change.. ppl do change too.. wad a person is now may not neccessarily be the same..so dun judge anyone base on a past.. even criminals do change! pissed off! crap off! haix.. dunno wad to feel.. maybe i oso in da wrong.. i nv eva push thte blame now lor.. y? y mux it be frm someone i tot understand me most? haix.. feel damm hurt and a little "insulted"(can't find the right word).. haix... sorry if i said anything wrong, sorry if everyone tinks da same, sorry if i too pissed off and oh ya.. sorry if i tooo stubborn nv hear anything of ppl said.. ending here.. jux another two words.. bloody shit... [add ended] 10.54pm - 14/4/2004

Haix... can't the world be jux you and me?

yars.... jux finished eating and so here i am writing my entry 4 today.. haix bloggy.. can you reply me? arh~! nbm.. today first 2 periods geog.. actually wan slp.. budden after some comments i made i became refreshed! hahax.. so listen the rest of da lesson.. keke.. maths did some maxima minima then end liaox.. recess did not see her.. bud go down eat keep lyk fate lyk tt.. walk where she where.. keke.. yahx.. veri sian larx.. 2 period chinese passed my spelling test then learn other chapters de spelling.. then after chinese 2 periods english.. got back my creative writing.. first tme compo get so high sia.. keke.. 22/30.. bud still not highest.. haix.. yahx.. then assembly some ppl put up a play on stress.. well, towards the end was quite funnie.. cos ask volunteers....

yahx.. tts abt all.. after tt went to eng remedial.. this week is seapig.. did suffit is preffix.. bo liao de... then after tt was physics rememdial.. pratically leaned nth there... jux all copy the answers.. -.-" yahx... wait for her today.... did maths in da meantime.. bud a toopid basketball distracted me.. haix.. arh~~ dissappointed with moiself sia... yahx.. played basketball with keng boon, junpei and jared.. haix.. then went home with her.. alot of things happened.. well 14 ppl together wad do you expect? neways, did not tok cos so many ppl together.. onli managed to say bye bye.. haix... maybe today consolation is she said bye back to me bahx.. arh~! life so cruel for me sia.. y mux make me in a difficult position.. i sumtimes feel i always get false hopes... cos nbm.. not going say here.. wan noe find out urself.. she sumtimes do things lyk make me feel she does feel sumthin.. bud the next moment, i hit rock bottom.. arh.. life so bad.. haix.. can't i jux noe her feelings once and for all? i reali wan noe.. if onli she tells me.. haix.. well, today the jasmine sun is with us... winston say she chio.. so i say "xing sun ming jiao jasmine de.. my friend wan noe you.." lolx! so funnie.. aiya! no mood say le lars! bye bye! wan go do work.. haix.. byex..

Feeling lost: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin

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