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Tuesday, April 27, 2004

I really dun noe!

*shrugs* hell, heaven anyone there? arx.. dunno wad to feel again.. y do i fell this why bud reality is the other? today nth on much.. jux feel so down.. so in claz cept for some time i was damm quiet.. dunno.. maybe a lil noisy.. haix.. tink today de e maths test did quite bad.. disappointed.. haix.. esp the pattern question.. then oso the translation part.. do U the T i go do T then U.. toopid me! tt abt my day.. after school ate lunch with ah ger.. hmm.. lend her $2.. i still owe so many bdae presents.. now pocket rrly omg.. nbm.. tts me.. keke.. well, today in canteen noe hu lyk zhen hong.. BITCH! now then noe tt person oso come in btw my cute lil weiting.. (not stead horx.. mind you) neways, when i heard abt tt, i was bitch here and there.. then zhen hong keep wan beat siaoeh cos her tell me which ger.. lolx.. zhen hao siao.. after running here and there dunno.. got tt feeling again.. wanling mei keep askin me sit down.. (cos ger and her toking mahx..) budden i replied her "ren jia hai xiu mahx.." i was rrly hai xiu lahx.. dunno lehx.. if ger not there maybe i jux sit down and tok bahx..

Bud soon after I, siaoeh, ger and she we sat down at the canteen there tok tok.. lolx.. she was saying abt her relief physics lesson then tt chandra tcher came in relief then say abt penis and vagina thing.. dunno y i keep looking at her while she tok.. hee.. it was lyk so damm cute lo.. it goes until veri funnie then she did sumthin so cute i wanted to jux pinch her! lolx.. hentai ne! she lyk turn towards my direction, then laugh so cutie!!! then drumming her two hands on da table.. omg.. nv seen her, lyk tt b4.. its so damm cute!!! i noe i keep repeating the same words bud mark it.. its rrly so so arh~~ neways, wads wrong with me.. keep doing all these while i noe the truth hanging behind the painting.. can milk spilled onto a shit be drunk? i dunno.. i tink the day you'll love me is the day i find my tears in the big blue da sea.. haix.. y can't you jux spit into my face.. "N.O NO!" i prefer you jux tell me how you feel rather than gib me this type of peircing feelings.. haix.. arhx~~

Nbm nbm.. dunno lei.. i hate false feelings.. do you lyk me at all?!? do you hav even the slightest feeling for me!?! or hav you found another guy le?!? can anyone pls tell me?!? can anyone answer me?!? i jux wan a answer.. haix.. i jux dunno.. feel down down now.. no one wans tok tok oso.. nbm.. someday and i mean someday, i noe you'll tell me and i'll be waiting.. good luck for ya practical tml.. love ya lots.. hope ya noe.. tts all for now.. i'll be your guardian loving angel for now.. CIAO..

Down and *priang*: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin

darkside illusions 10:41 PM

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