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Friday, April 23, 2004

M I rrly not fated to be with you?

ARH~! F*** it! laox.. i dunno lorx.. they say dismissed then go home.. i wan go home they want me go back.. wassup with tt? and i still tio buai.. f*** it! arh~! neways, today is science practical prelims.. haix.. dunno wad.. seemslyk alot of wrong.. nv do before sia.. die le lahx.. wad if i graduate frm manjusri without a cert.. so malu de lorx.. haix.. yahx... today nth on.. after practical locked up in PAC.. i did alot of revision.. keke.. did maths and chinese.. on and on keep thinking about her.. finally when i come out frm PAC, went to mac with moi fliends eat lunch.. so damm hungry sia.. stomack damm grumbling.. hahax.. went to mac joke alot.. then i and peng fei sms people hu still in school studying "wa.. the mac food damm nice sia.. fries damm shiok.. you wan come eat not? u come now i treat you.. lolx!" lame rite? bud fun.. i lyk it.. keke.. *omg! she online! i cannot believe it! am i seeing double?"

yahx.. go back school after tt.. rrly miss her so so so so so much i wan go walk her clax there.. walk passed and saw her.. i felt lighter.. hee.. well, there she goes.. offline le.. hahax.. continue.. 1.50 go meeting.. then 2.30 go rehearsal.. sianx.. dun say this part le.. haix.. bo liao de.. yups.. finally saw the new friend.. liang eng rites? hahax.. kkx.. glad to noe you... going on with moi day.. sux.. jux sux.. after tt i go canteen saw her! dunno y she back again.. hmm.. bud again, she was with tt guy.. haix.. got a feeling in me building.. haix.. jealousy? i dunno.. dunno why to me they seems so close.. veri close.. haix.. i dunno wad to do.. jux feel lyk blacking out and asking myself truthfully.. am i bluffing myself all this while? i dunno.. haix.. i jux thinking too much sia.. hu in da hell will lyk me? i sux and sux.. my looks, my behaviour, my actions, my results, my attitude.. haix.. even a stupid lil fly can squash me to bits.. arh~~ sux sia.. i can feel she lyk got feelings for him lehx.. how ar? maybe i thinking too much.. if i love her i mux trust her!

neways, when mama kp i went home after winston chess game.. well i was plainly accused of going home becos she go home! what the hell? i didn't mean tt de lorx.. yahx.. so lyk tt i was behind her while tt guy stayed close.. i dunno wad he doing though.. yahx.. again, so balls de me jux said bye bye.. she returned tt greeting then byex le.. haix.. maybe its jux nth.. i am jux thinking alot.. k lahx.. wanna eat le.. c later got time i add blog lorx.. bye ppl.. bye bloggy..

p.s: bud hor i feel lyk she lyk waiting for me lehx.. i dunno.. thinking too much.. this past few days she nv go home after school.. keep do work.. which she last time nv.. waiting for her sis is ruled out.. cos her sis is there! then when i come, after awhile, she go! hmm... waiting for me? nahx.. i dunno.. it jux seems so.. neways, yest i and raymond walk the way out of school then walk back in thru da back.. then she and hui min after awhile quickly wan run off! dunno y.. waiting too? i dunno.. haix.. alot incidents oso lyk tt.. haix.. dunno lahx.. ain't thinking le.. it is always so hurting.. maybe is she wan study with tt guy? yahx.. k lahx.. bu-bye-de..

Jealous and Sad: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin

darkside illusions 5:47 PM

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