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Friday, April 30, 2004

Zhao Nie Ar! Zhao Nie!

zhao nie! supa zhao nie today sia! it was accidental! i rrly dinda mean it! why of all ants i mux kill this ant.. arx! this ant so manx.. dunno how to say.. it jux appear in front of me.. i veri guilty and veri bu an lehx.. after kill le i veri dui bu qi ta leix.. haix.. sorry worx.. though i won't say wad happen.. sorry to the "ant" i killed.. sorry.. i rrly dinda mean it..

Okok.. today was a total crap day.. our claz is going to rebel against the school on monday.. hmm.. dun tink i tucking out shirt.. cos i tink tucking in shirt is correct.. others up.. hahax.. yahs.. then nth on today.. took EL exam.. wrote compo on faith.. first time try one word essay in exams.. hope it comes out well.. then paper two passage A ez, passage B difficult.. aiya.. heck care lahx.. i jux mux hav FAITH in myself.. hahax.. compo write we mux have faith yet here i am so toopid.. contridicting rite.. wahaha.. kkx lahx.. firstly, i wan express my heartfelt apology to eh.. wad's ur name? eugene.. yeps tts him.. feel so sorry for him.. no sarcastic ok.. its jux i dinda mean it.. if onli i noe you.. i will ask you to stay.. sorry.. kkx.. today after school after RC meeting saw her doing hmwk alone at the benches there.. go tok to her awhile then go le.. rrly veri paiseh lahx.. teach me wad to say lehx.. always say got things bud lyk i told richard, i c her, my heart from solid melt to liquid.. look into her face rrly wan to hug her sia.. so cannot.. rrly lost of words.. keke..

bud oso in da end alot ppl go there tok.. tok veri de long.. got one time she was veri pissed off cos we keep saying things about david beckham.. hahax.. she is damm cute sia.. nth though.. walk home with her when she left, she tot i was not there.. then she take change bus.. on da bus she saw me then lyk tio stun.. dunno why.. perhaps its jux a stupid thing i'm feeling to cheer myself up.. its so obvious now lor.. wake up sia.. mux face up to reality sia.. veri mao dun hor me..

Haix.. so wad.. i jux heard something.. i have no chance.. haix.. if tts rrly is then lyk wad winston say, i shld let to let it go.. bud i can't bear.. oh manx! pls gib me some advice.. well, it was said its frm her herself.. her close fren oso say le.. persuade.. hmph.. i rrly dunno wad to feel.. if tts the case.. haix.. i wan to noe.. the truth.. now i heard it once again.. and its on the negative side.. toopid.. well, i dun feel lyk going on le.. wanna end here bloggy.. bye bye.. i miss you alot.. bud all i can do is to c you caring abt other ppl than me.. haix.. so sadding..

Sad and heart-dawn: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin

darkside illusions 10:38 PM

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