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Monday, May 03, 2004

neXt ChaPtEr Of liFe..

A relationship is like a rose..
How long it lasts, no one knows..
Love can erase an awful past,
Love can be yours,
You'll see at last..
To feel that love it makes you sigh..
To have it leave, you rather die..
You hope you've found that special rose,
Because you love and care
For the one you choose..

well, today really very boring.. dreaded all the way through.. maybe the flame of the next chapter of life kept me running this marathon.. grabbing the torch with fear and sweat... flowing down my body is the blood i oozing outta me.. i kept my firm and my strength.. to push myself to the finishing point.. though i dinda emerge the champion.. bud i knew i gave my best.. i gave all the sweat and the blood i sacrifice for.. so even if i see the triumph dinda goes to me, looking at the champion raise the trophy up high, i will crouch myself in da corner, overwhelmed with happiness for da champion bud inside me is as though an assassin inserted a broken blade of glass right through my veins.. arx~~ i dunno lahx.. veri mao dun lehx.. bud today quite satisfied with myself.. first time i tried to gib up! yays! dinda go wait.. dinda go say byebye.. and i'm going to try to keep it up! since you said that, i'm not going to irritate you anymore.. unless its not you hu said de.. everytime i heard ppl saying this, i really hope the thing is not you say de.. bud the fact is all moi friends say is the person tell them tt is you say de.. am i wrong? i dunno.. i am jux feeling stupid.. `

Richard bro today oso tell me da same thing.. izzit really you say de!! pls tell me can? i dun wanna lose anything.. even if ya tell me, i will treat you as my veri best fliend.. arx~~ *shrugs* feeling senselated.. lyk a thousand pin missile poking through me.. once i think.. an angel and a devil standing beside me.. one asked me.. wad is your mission in life.. another asked me, wad is your target in life.. i answered them both with the same answer.. to live and to die.. both the saints were confused and asked me.. y do you say so.. i answered becos, tts my life and tts how i want to live.. haix.. rrly.. this is my life.. is how i turn the wrong to right.. how i turn the black to white.. yet all i want is jux two things now.. to be with you and to study good good.. i dunno wad to say.. i dunno wad lies ahead of my winding black paths.. i jux hope ofter o's you'll gib me a reply.. tanka.. CIAO~!

Confused and senselated: FetOrAY a.k.a Alvin

darkside illusions 8:04 PM

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