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Tuesday, July 20, 2004

nth's gonna change my love 4 ya..

time pass so fast sia. so fast 4 yrs le. dunno y this few days so emotional. hahax. feel lyk saying how i met u all these. lolx. hmm. ppl dowan see nbm de. hahax. its been 4 yrs lahx. hahax. budden ne, i made a mistake in the 3rd yr. a big mistake. maybe destiny brought me with another ger. budden now thinking back. if i did not gib up tt time, will i realise i love her more than words can say? i dunno. budden i juz feel tt wadeva actions we make change the future we're in. its rrly nice to see that she is treating me beta le. though i cannot say much, i juz feel tt way. 4 yrs bahx.

remember sec 1. i was damm jealous. when she and my classmate. hahax. budden tt time i was still innocent(innocent than b4 i guess. =x). so dinda do anything. dun even noe wad is wooing. so pure de me. hahax. sec 2. a veri funny year. the person jioing her now is the one who told her i lyk her? lolx. hahax. alot things in sec 2 lahx. it is around lyk 10 ppl chasing her? erh. maybe i exaerate lahx. hahax. neways, alot things happen. tt time rrly was the darkest hour. tanka for lay koon and all others who encouraged me. hahax. i nv forget u all. keke. den came sec3 when i made my mistake. i tot by giving chance will forget her. bud it turned otherwise. i broke finally and den after 2 or 3 weeks, i realise, the one tt i still think of and love of is still her manx. hahax. i juz couldn't stop it. so here it goes again. starting from scrape. actually tt time i heard alot of things lyk she nv lyk me or wad. i oso dunno. i jux noe i cannot make the smae mistake i make before. so i stick to it. i love her with all i hav. hahax. crappy eh me? lolx. nahx. i rrly wanna say all these. lolx. actually to conclude. wad i wan to say is, no matter is the past, present or even future, if there is a you, i will make an effort to keep you by my side. haix. unless if we rrly no chance. nbm. i'm getting mad. oh ya. if this few days i keep zhong se qing you, tell me kk? sorry ppl. =()

Tired and Thoughtful: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin

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