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Monday, August 02, 2004

another entry..

nite school was ok. liers and lies still lies everywhere. in this world of mine, i dunno hu to trusting. maybe for now is juz my darling mei mei. if ppl go there is tok cock play, i dunno wads the use. i maybe offensive bud lucky with my discman, it cut off lotsa things. oh yeah. if u wanna go there de reason is study, i tink, u better dun lie. cos it'll make me hate this world more. i bet if blah was nv eva going, u won't go rite? i noe i'm crapping and u may wan to spit at me, bud pls do it so cos i deserve it. i'm juz venting here. screw me, screw my life. can anyone show me they can be trusted and not use me when u nid me and throw me aside when u have finished me? i'll hate you for the rest of your life. if you ain't loving/liking me from the start, say so pls. *begging* cos i'll be better off noeing and sad for awhile than not knowing, feeling so painful and hanging on. wtf am i toking? damm. crap. ignore me ppl. i ain't on the right sense cos i'm juz feeling lonely. y muz all ppl you gib me tt cold shrugs on the shoulder. it rrly hurts my heart. nida break. nida rest. nida sleep. nida you. one day haven even over and i broke my promise. wad is happening. it is you. cos i love you so damm much. if only you can gib me a nice answer. haix. i'm sadding and sadded more and more. hate my life, hate my world. can anyone treat me lyk wad a real fren do? understand and bear with me? i'll be grateful to you for the rest of my life. i dun ask for much. juz thru this time of mine. haix. i bet no one. cos i sux.

MELISSA LIM HUI LING! LISTEN UP! EVEN IF THE SKY FALLS, THE EARTH CRACKS, THE SEA DRIES UP, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART, UNCHANGED, UNMOVED AND UNTOUCHED! COS YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN TAKE MY BREATH AWAY. ONLY YOU! THATS YOU! I LOVE YOU! if only u noe.. I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. NOW I REALISE MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IN ANYMORE PEOPLE! NO MORE PEOPLE. 100% ITS YOU ALREADY! I'M JUZ WAITING FOR YOU TO EXIT THE DOOR OF YOUR HEART, AND ENTER THROUGH MINE. I'LL LOCK IT THERE AND TREASURE YOU FOREVER! LOVE YOU GURL!

Love and Lost: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin

darkside illusions 11:30 PM

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