Monday, January 31, 2005
wadeva..
ok la shit la. dunno wad else can i do. haix. today she told me she sick norx. alamak. den tink wad. told her go see doctor rest more. den i go bugis played sum drums b4 going suntec find my shoes. bought a new one which cost 88 bucks. *heart pain* decided to go esplande there see got any breakers performing anot. bud woot the hell. i saw her there. rrly veri heart crash de lehx. one side worrying whether ya feeling ok. yet the other side ya trying to make it worst. wadeva la. wad more can i do. since i accepted that ya a stubborn ger. i'm going with it. bud hope u can take care of ya body more bahx. wadeva. i'm off. no mood. suddenly feel so hot inside. dunno hu to tok to. bud wadeva. i'm on with life. with u with me. i'll change to lyk it. wad more can i ask for? wad more can i do? *boo* juz take care will ya? <3 ya. =D
f*** it: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:42 PM
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BREAKING!
oh gosh oh gosh! i'm starting to learn break dance! wahaha. its my dream come true agai! dammit. wonder y this month lyk so heng de. lolx. nbm nbm. wo. yest at 1.30am. u nv see wrong. a *ahem* pro teach me. lolx. =P ok nbm. learned how to do baby freeze the CORRECT way. so i was wrong all this time. lolx. bud can't seems to up lehx. dunno y. muz go train my arm power le. lolx. muz muz! i wan master break dance! woo. den i saw her doing handstand. keep trying to go up. hahax. and den frm the looks of the real pro. it seems so easy. so i gave a try. hmm. wassup! the moment i went up. i came down. =X argh. i wan practice on tt too. anyone free go esplanade? learn there. lolx. i now still trying baby freeze. reached home 2.30.. den after bathing i try again. i did a normal freeze bud still cant do baby freeze. am i weird of sumthin? =X hahax. i missed alot of 'lessons'. ok these lessons are free. i juz go in and learn with them. looks lyk they finished top rock and down rock. grrr.. i wan to learn tt too. lolx. bud i settle with baby freeze first. hahax.
oh ya. my papa moved my room everything ler. helped me finshed painting! oh gosh! dad i love you so so much. ya mine onli dad! MUACKS! =P done. now nid a tv and a better looking table in my room. ok crap it. i suddenly dun feel lyk buying a small table ler. cos i wan the space in my room for breaking. lolx. ok wadeva. weee. i muz practice! yest was fine. early in da morning went to simei actually wan go hip hop audition. budden better not. slacked in simei. went to find peng fei. tok alot. so long no see him. lolx. den met with ashley go marine parade at 5.30. played pool awhile b4 yi xian came. went to the bbq. den blah blah. usual things. sit down toked, played soccer. hahax. nth much. den is breakdance le lor. lolx. ok la. wadeva. i'm going. =D tc all guys! muacks! and those interested in learning breakdance tell wo. i try tell u all where to learn. =)
wrist hurt: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Sunday, January 30, 2005
boring
hahax. today did nth much. made my room a little more. see my papa paint the living room. alamak. choose rose white. bud come out yellow yellow liddat. light yellow. den lyk hse veri old. hahax. i rrly love my papa lots. he is the best papa one could eva hav manx. u rox dad! =D i love ya so so much! yupz. den went to CSC to play tennis with songs, ray and kh. its been so long since i go CSC can. lolx. hmm. played awhile den played a round a bowling. =X hand so pain. made me bowl so bad. hahax. after that tool bus to bugis. played some drums. learned how to play departure le. so fun. hahax. den met her lor. hahax. said goodbye to songz they all. den we made our way to mac and sit down. treat her to ice cream. actually she wan treat me bud wadeva. lolx. ate and tok there. suddenly is lyk we can talk everything under the sun. hahax. its my mama la dudes. dun tink too much. hahax. tok tok tok lor. den took bus home. nth much. dun say. lolx. boo~! tml going help her sell things at simei. everyone come down ok? actually is today la. cos is alreadi 2 in da monrning. lolx. say nice is help. say not nice is go there learn Breakdance! woohoo! i cant wait! hahax. i wanna learn.. budden no money. tml learn for free. hahax. make more frenz too. hahax. ok wadeva. end of todays blog. xD bye guys. andd.... NEWCASTLE WON!
down and out: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Friday, January 28, 2005
Painting
ok. today start paint my room. 2 walls ok ler. turn blue. using my pay getting myself a tv and den a lappy soon. lolx! wee~! gotta enjoy all these! hahax.
hais. time to hais. now den i noe. when u hav one u gotto to sacrifice another one. one cannot hope for perfect. yup. when u get one. the one will nid some sacrifice de.. i finally understand that. i belong to a more erh. passionate character to everything. bud when u hav something. it might not match ur personality. the thing wont change. u gotto change and cant expect the environment to change for u de. haix. hmmm. budden i'll change de worx. dun xiao kan me. dunno la. life sometimes ttly so unbalnce de. dunno y feeling so funnie. pinpin darling.. when ur comp ok ah.. ok le muz tok to me worx. got so many things to fill ya in. dunno hu to tok to. hahax. nbm bahx. its so nice the feeling. yet is so bad. i dunno how to describe. bud wad-e-v-a. felling quite down. alamak. dunno la. BOO!
down and out: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Clueless
sianx 1/2. days after days repeating same thing. all the times everyone say after o's go play soccer everyday. go do this and that. all the hoping. budden after the o's all busy. leaving me so lonely. hahax. oso good la. can train to be lonely. if not i become bai jia zi. waste money everyday. hmm. yupz. i redesign my room now. using my pay to get me a television and a new table and a bubble chair to put in my room. hahax. cool. i tink my room will be much nicer now. hmm. anyway. today she actually ask me go help her in her hip hop. i said yes yesterday. budden today papa ask me stay at home paint the house. leaving my so sadded de say cannot. haix. y liddat de.. so bad nehx. feel so sorry. bud. haix. this feel days keep going out.. spending some cash. so papa today dun let me go out. i mean dun let me go so far. haix. so sad lehx. sun is zr bbq. any1 going? or izzit sat? dammit. i got poor memory. erh. ok la. nth more to say. nid to paint the house ler. byebye
Sprayed with paint: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 1:57 PM
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
10 days..
hmm. today is the 10th day. 2 hrs ago.. is still 9. hahax. wa. time really flies so fast. wonder how u guys life hav been. nice ma? tink tag board is down. or is my comp? i dunno. today went to plaza played pool with songz, ash anc yf. hai hao la. my touch still there. hahax. after tt went to bugis. withdrew 50 bucks to buy a pullover. budden! sold le. sianx. 2 days ago go still there. now. bo liaox. shld hav bought tt day manx. and is lyk wad? 30 bucks onli. haix. stupid me. yupz. today walked past her restaurant. hahax. she told me i scared her. hahax. dunno lehx. siao de. lolx. hmm. ya. i still dun dare worx. bud i swear next time will le. so ash, u'll owe me a meal. =D hahax. aly meii and blur pig ah. i'll prove to ya. lolx. xD nvm me. i'm sot at the moment. dunno wad to write manx. life has been quite ok for me bahx. still ok. send her home 2 times ler. lolx. we tok more by the day. hahax. and i told my mama. can u believe. lolx. lucky nth happened. she still treat me lyk a small boy though. bud wadeva. i noe myself. i noe her. i noe my feelings. lolx! ok la. gtg surf da net. bye guys. till next time! =X
New Year Coming: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
Bored...
ok. sorry for these few days no blog. hahax. hmm. yupz.. 2 days ago go back school play soccer. we won. nth much. next day was hell. so boring. stayed at home whole day sia. dammit. hahax. wan go out everyone seems to be busy. and is still public holiday can. lolx. she working full + ot. actually 11 plus nite wan go accompany her home. budden no one peii me kill time. sorry lehx. hmm. hahax. nth much though. bot finally cna use ler. gosh. cindy is damm power. hahax. hope to quickly make everything get a good gr pet. lolx. neways. did nth much the whole day. today, sat later muz go mama de office de annual dinner. gonna be boring. i'm going cos of the sharks fin onli. keke. others i dun care. hahax. miss her so so much lehx. lolx. 3 days no see her ler. she lyk veri tired lehx. everyday so late sleep. den yest still nv slp dao. aiyo. den keep coughing. alamak. sianx liaox. zzzz. today quite ok. got a new specs. it comes with a shade which attracts me. lolx. quite thin the frame. i lyk. lolx. and wussup with my hair manx. some ppl say nice. some ppl say er xin. so is which one? hahax. maybe i goign for moehog if mama dun mind. lolx. it'll be damm cool. hahax. found a nice word to counter her uh-huh. tt is..... huh-uh! lolx. we were laughing over the phone lyk mad! lolx. plus tt meiling thingy of white chicks. hahax. ok la... nth much ler... back to some gaming to kill my time. cya guys. BOO!
Sianx: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 3:17 PM
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Open House
haha. today went to two open house. got different goodie bags. went with ashley bud met alot ppl there too. hahax. wo. alot ppl at ngee ann. bud nyp rrly lyk pathetic. lolx. so small. den everything lyk so weird one. onli attracted to their info tech and their cca. erh foreign bodies. haha. which is breackdance. lolx. cool manx. wee~~ yupz. walked around. looked around. den after that went to bugis. hahax. saw mel, sher and min there too. went off play a game of drums den go walk arnd with ash. went back arcade saw them play drums. =X lolx. so funnie de. lolx.they keep playing till wan get the S. hahax. zhen hao xiao. play another round. den mel went for work. sher and min go den i and ash oso go ler. lolx. so funnie de. xD went home did nth. tml got soccer match. going back to school. hahax. weee. lolx. hope to win tml. so long no play soccer. hahax. 4 days le. getting stronger. hmm. hope so. xD yest chat for an hour plus. hahax. so funnie de. anyway. gotto go. may life be good to everyone. BOO!
mama-miya: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 10:33 PM
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
knock knock
woo. time pass so fast. last nite no time blog. so monring blog. today erh 3rd day liaox. so fast sia.. hahax. bud hu cares. a lifetime. =D anyway. yupz. yest went to bugis with fong. played awhile den shu xian and she came. den dunno y shu xian went off. blah blah. ya. crap. neways abt 6 she went to work. me and fong went to eat. waited lor. abt 10 den take bus. walk walk tok tok. hahax. time passes rrly fast. wonder when is 30 le. lolx. tts a lil too far? i dunno. neways. meant to be i send. in da end is she. hahax. tts weird. wad croaking frogs and old man. hahax. nahx. i'm not scared of them. me no gay. =X hahx. ya. den took 31 home. tok to ash on da phone. hahax. reached home sms a lil. tired slept. hahax. cos sis using net dun let me use. hahx. dunno la.. weee~! maybe today make new specs. smilez guys. cos u can when u believe. all hail!
Who's there?: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Monday, January 17, 2005
Double happiness!
oh gosh! singapore won the tiger cup! wee! grats all singaporean. and to the national team! u rox! hahax. another happiness is dream come true! woot. xD so so happy! u made my day dude! hahax. weee~! 2005 is da year for me! oh gosh! tanka everyone for ya support too! wee! i'm loving it! i oso muz get used to it ler. hahx. grats. singapore i love you! + you too. hahax. nitez guys!
OVERJOY!: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 1:13 AM
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
decision
ok fine! lolx! i gib up! gosh! tell me wad to do i oso dunno! wad can be done. how come liddat de. go left horx. lyk bhb. go right hors wait zi zuo duo qing. go front horx later tio axe again. go back horx later i am treated for granted. stay still. wtf. hentak kaiki. aimless sia! ahhhhhh! pissed! grr. tell me wad to do. pray le bahx. haix.....
Pondering: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 11:50 AM
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005
yawnx
ok boring day today. whole day at home. nth to say. hahax. and oh. i knew sumthin. dunno shld be happy or sad. or shld i gib another chance. cos liddat i'll be treated for granted. which i dowan. i dunno. someone save me. haix. xD soccer is on sun! i'm going! xD
Hyped!: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
weee~!! so happy today. erh. firstly. happi 5th month to nor nor and sk worx. wish u all together long long. hahax. how i wish i hav love now sia. xD nbm abt tt. yup. today went bugis. again. =X zz lolx. yupz. went there play drums as usual. haix. hahax. nth to do de ma. i finally finish playing extreme of family restaurant boomer. there got xiang, sk and nor. cherri ah ger came later. mel met me arnd 6 to pass me her IC. hahax. so funnie de. neways. went to mel working place ate dinner. not bad. bud ex sia. hahax. and i muz comment on tt supporting actress (mel) de service. =X gib me menu upside down de. =X hahahaax. ok la. ate there den laughing. cos we toking abt wad coffin thingy. =X hahax. after tt nor and sk went on their own. cherri and wen. oh ya wen auntie joined us for dinner too. hahax. den me and xiang go walk walk. den go arcade play awhile again. hmm. abt 9.50 went to watch seed of chucky. mel joined us later. dammit! the show is so porn! budden veri funnie! lolx. seldom got scary de. hahax. gross too. after show nth le lor. we all went home. 11+ ler. hmm. cherri took 13. nor and sk take same bus. den xiang home. left me and tt supporting actress. tok abt the stupid show den byebye. my bus came. hahax. so hao siao de. =X yupz. ewnt home on da way see 2 indian kissing. =X gosh. hahax. wad a day. i walk past they act blur. hahax. nbm la. i understand de. lolx. yupz. tts abt today. dunno tml wan go play bball not. my sec 1 oreitation kids jio me go. hahax. bud i not in their generation. wait they say i bully. hahax. ok la. i go sleep le. nitez all!
Family Restaurant BOomeR!: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Saturday, January 08, 2005
Immeresed in drums. xD
haha. today no mood type. drums again. xD learned how to play some new songs again. lolx. neways. i putting lyrics today. so damm happy. how come i feel all over again. are u the one? i dunno. hope things come out straight. not lyk those beat abt the bush can ler. chiilz. \\o// \\o//
What Can I Do ~ The Corrs
I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we have talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what i'm doing wrong
Chorus:
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
There's only so much I can take
And i just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better yeah
If I don't try and I don't hope
(Chorus)
No more waiting, no more aching,
No more fighting, no more trying...
Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly
(chorus, 2x)
Love me Love me Love me...
What can i do: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 1:50 AM
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Friday, January 07, 2005
Rest! wahahha!
ok fine manx. yest was rrly rest. gosh. played drums da whole day! wahha. so fun. noe how to play pot orange and freckles le. lolx.. weee~~ i can play 50+ levels song le. hahax. so happy manx. i wanna learn drums! hahax. neways. yest bought hui qi present. qi li xiang album. hope she lyk. anyway. gtg. byebye. xD
: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
LAst day of work!
oh great! finally no more thinking abt prices or wad. lolx. today was last day of work and oso last day of orientation. hahax. hmm. woke up today punctyally finally. =.- was raining. hmm. yupz. my sis and i was thinking abt cab. in da end, my papa send my sis to sch while i went to the bus stop deciding if i shld take cab or bus. hmm. in da end bus came first. met yf so took with him. was quite shagged though. reach there blah again. today telematches was cancelled due to bad weather.. so.. indoor games. =X hahax. i took charge of.... chinese chess? what the! =X lolx. yupz.. 1 hr + see ppl play. zzzzzz. hmm. den break. yays! mr ong rrly ordered canadian pizza! tanka dude! xD. ate a peice and felt full. hmm. went back to oreintation. did nth. wait for administration. den was cca test skill. lolx. the most funnie part came frm wushu and basketball. lolx. basketball sad to say. fatties were erh.. ok. farnie. =X others was fine. wushu best. no one interested de. it was supposed to take 3 steps and jump high with leg raised. in da end. all lyk fashion parade take 3 steps did some bunnie hop. over? xD den got some still hop-skotch. worst is juz walk past. =X lolx. was damm funnie. hahax. choir took too long so missed tt station. hmm. after tt de-brief le. rrly nice meeting sec 1s. lucky no bad eggs. all was nice. juz hard to control when their sprits were up. got one ger cal yanting. lolx! i name her ruccish so will her class name her. =X too bad gurl. try harder to 'bully' me next time bahx. xD ok la. she. juz playful bud kinda cute. =X oops
yups. went bugis play a game of drums den off to work. did an hourly special before starting pack and return. not tt tought though. made back flattened cartons.. pack goods. label them. clear up. yupz. tt was my work today. so relieved finally over. xD went to bugis again to play drums. play halfway xiang came. lolx. oh yeah. i passed nikko kon!!! omg. bud i almost died towards the end. nid more practice on tt. first time. so happy today. hahax. bmp 158, 58 level. xD
cool huh? hahax. so proud of myself. xD ok la. i nid go find family restaurant bomber score sheet le. tts my new target song to play with. xD cya guys. oh ya. send me prom pics! hahax. esp those ppl hu took with me de! =D cheers guys!
wonderful world: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 1:29 AM
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Orientation
wo. yest dinda blog. reached home i was extremly out of batt. lazy even to fight for the internet frm my sis. lolx. orientation and work rrly is a disater manx. lolx. i was in charge of 1E. hmm. this class though 29 today become 30. waaa.. rrly gib me alot headache.. this class lyk do things alone de. wad they lyk they do.. den juz lyk the past. gers scared boys. boys scared gers. lolx. taught them cheers with a 'dead' throat. made my throat 'die' without peace. =X hahax. ok lahx.. quite fun though. knew some ppl throught the ice-breaking games. made new frenz too. sec 1 de. hmm.. boys lyk.. kenneth (damm noisy). shawn. aloysius. bryan (damm quiet =X). ya jun (mentally got prob? =X). some more lahx. gers ah.. luru? (indian neh). yan ting (talk the most. =X violent ger. beware). other ger all mai gib name de. ok la. got gib name bud... dunno them well. they talk v lil.. geraldine. den some indians again. hui ting. cant remember much ler. =X lolx. ok la. worst part was.. hmm. when this class is not united? lolx. teach them everything so slow de. hahax.
then made my away to work. dun even hav da energy manx. shagged. =X try doing an hourly special budden my voice let me down. hmm. ok la. got home juz piam. lie on bed. slept. lolx. den today. orientation play amazing race. rrly so hard to take care manx. anyhow run de. on their own. no team spirit. not united. rrly hard. had to use my voice again. hmm. damm bad. bud lucky. i taught them somethings and the gers a nd boys start to work together well. get along.. did the findings. well done manx. though its only half a class. =X lolx. neways. after tt cca orientation. oso hard. anyhow run again. haix. went arnd. oh gosh. CPR. no one noes. my group came and onli i show them. lolx. too bad. other groups no such nice offer. =X lolx! ok la. after the whole day.. went arcade play drums awhile. den off to work. a new ger came. call imelda. >.< she is my fren. tot hu is coming when they say a new ger coming the day before. hahax. ok la.. got someone tok to so time fly fast. tml last day and off to datings and freedom on da 6th! ok dating is not tt one. is juz with frenz or sumthin. lolx. ok la.. my cough getting bad. gotto slp early. tataz guys. =D smilez manx! =)
if love is money. i would rather die den spending it. =D take care all!
Tiredified: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
darkside illusions 1:26 AM
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Saturday, January 01, 2005
WilD!!!!!
omg! this is one of da best new yr celebration i eva had! i had my prom nite cum new yr countdown! hahax. it starteed in da afternoon when i went to eat with my family ppl. 11 of us ate. toked. laughed. hahax. den xiang, ash and nor come my hse. played a lil bud my internet. haix. hahax. my comp. haix. worst. hahax. neways. abt 6 i helped xiang style his hair. and it rrly do looks great! xiang is handsome. rrly. no kidding manx. hahax. ok. den we changed into the so called 'muffians'. ok nbm. took a cab down to a hotel which until now still dunno wad. orchid sumthin? prom went on fine with live percussion band there playing our songs or shld i say the songs they noe. =X hahax. den the dance club came. did some dance and they were gone? hahax. omg. forget to mention. the most outstanding hair will rrly go to melissa. =X hahax. it looks as though she breaded it! lolx. even worst than mine? lolx. neways. had quit alot fun. my idol was screwed up. ok. winner of idol is huimin and runner up shiau hui. xD hmm. everything went fine. sang songs. ate. toked. partied. xD oh gosh. i so into clubbing dance manx. lolx. den i was lyk siao kia la. every song use mike sing. my throat is gone. and i am sick? i'm mad. bud hu cares?!? got wild. gers and guys dancing! den the countdown! though new yr. everyone treated the same mood. xD
ok. sang or lang syai. lolx! den sang songs. danced. zhe wei did some break dance so do i. bud most was crapped. lolx. ok la. everything was perfect. rrly a big tanka to all these organisers. toook photo with ppl somewhat. oh gosh. i tink i llok quite ok in suit. rrly. budden if only i taller? lolx. nbm. hmm. took cabby home. rrly was fine. oh ya!i tried out a real percussion set! omfg. i cant believe it! hahax. it was so great. lolx. yupz. tt was all. hahax. more of cos.. tired to write. working today. lolx. so i go slp le. everyone. HAPPY NEW YEAR! hahax. =D
Prom King = Zhen Hong
Prom Queen = forget le. =X
Prince = Roy
Princess = Shiau Hui
Bachelor = forget too. =X
Bachelorette = Stephanie
grats all! u all looked so nice today. how i wish today wont end. MJR PROM 2004 RULEZZZZZZZZZZ! dammit! =D
HiGh!!!: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin
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