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Sunday, February 13, 2005

haix..

haix. how come life is so bad de.
i hate to hear it bud reality is really liddat.
how come i still feel jealous.
izzit becos of wad.
you'll never noe how it feels.
its lyk there's a knife cutting rite thru my heart.
i have never experience lyk that.
yet other guys do.
why?
i really cant stand it.
does this means you choose other ppl over wo le?
am i thinking too much?
yeah. you may be right.
i dun have a position to say anything
yet i'm suffering here
all these things we been thru
its lyk now nothing happened before.
i just cannot turn a blind eye to it. how come? its really hurting. i feel so so left out. so so sad. as if the whole world is giving up on me. how come? why is this happening.
do i really stand nothing at all now?
all the things we had together
i had no choice bud to say yes that time
bud i dun mean wad i say. i do not want that to happen. yet it did happen
why. i'm asking myself. wad wrong did i do?
haix. looks lyk its not a very happy valentine afterall.
all my wish, my hopes. how i wish that this aint happening.
and the days still counting on.
i want to spend the rest of my life with you.
will u noe? will u understand? i hope so.
yet reality check. you dunno how much i've been waiting. its really damm bad. haix.
if onli someone noes. haix.
i really love you so much that i dowan to let you go.
yet i've been let go.
can we be together again?
i really want. and i hope you do too.
someday. =((((((((((

suicide: FetOrAy a.k.a Alvin

darkside illusions 2:14 AM

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