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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

ah. its juz in da afternoon and i keep feel lyk blogging. suddenly hav this sudden urge to blog. oh gosh. dunno y too. kinda bored maybe. ah. there is so many things i want to say yet i juz cant find the right person to tell to. i tried out some. bud nahs. there's juz one person i hope i can tok to now. tell her everything. budden she now lyk no online le. heard is comp spoil. ah. gotta meet up with her someday catch up with her. hahas. wonder how is she and tt guy too. oh mans. they say love muz hav trust in btw couples. well i tink i did that. i tink so. >.< they say love is blind. i keep it constant in my mind. i cannot be so blind. yet they say falling in love is the sweestest thing that can happen in a persons life. everyone is going on and on to me abt treasure your love one now. dun disappoint her or i'll kill u or sumthin lyk tt. ah. i noe. i've always treasured her lyk no one else. budden how am i to tresure if we. ah forget it. well. troubles are all in my mind. these are challenges eh? without them. a relationship will not be strong huh. since is she hu gave me the chance. means i muz believe in her. but. ah! my head is bursting. kaos. its so damm. argh. hate these things mans. how am i going to maintain this thing when i dun even hav the chance now to be with her. cept maybe 2 hours in lyk 1 week. or how am i going to love her even more when we dun even behave lyk a couple. life is really killing me. how i wish someone could really chill with me one day. toking abt anything under the sun. ah........ one person juz came into my mind. =D hahas.

grrr.. hate this feeling. wonder wad more can i do. did i do enuff? or am i doing too little still? its lyk.... ah nbm. how i wish she is juz lyk most gers in relationships. budden she's not. i got to adapt to that. hope one day she really can juz oh ha a bit bahs. give me a lil more attention den any other things else. well. thats all i can hope for. hope my darling meii will be back soon. its been ages since i hanged out with her. where are you ah!! >.<

darkside illusions 1:46 PM

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