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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

T_T

yeah. actually dun even have a single mood to blog. well. since somethings happen so blog lor. hais..
1) 8.2 on the Ritchel scale, a earthquake hit sumatra at 2320 on 28 march. close scaling to the dec 26 earthquake which caused a tsunami, geologist says there maybe a high possibility of a tsunami happening again. well. i felt the shake here.. while i was watching white chicks to improve my feelings, my comp started to shake. den goes my everything. my blinds shook too. felt kinda giddy. went down with my family for evacuation. informed my neighbour. brought my IC with me too. ah well. sometimes i wish juz hit it dammit. i juz feel lyk dying. how come god gave me the 2nd chance yet i cant make any difference? oh well. hope no one dies in this earthquake at indo.

2) finally the day come ler. officially yes. off. wad muz i be feeling i oso dunno. my life turned a blur. everything lyk gone to a waste. wondering and pondering over my next step. blur pig. this time you wrong ler.. i dun even tink anyone will be reading my blig. cos no one really care for me. dammit. it is all my fault. i cant help you. i really juz cant succeed. all this while i believe that somehow we'll make through it. bud life really tears us apart. i still kept the sms. abt the first time u ask a guy this. asking me. and now u torn it. wad am i going to do now? really feeling lost. oh well. how i wish i'm at sumatra rite now. saving those lifes that are in danger and sacrificing mine. hais. so many things left unsaid. so many things left undone. and you're gone. dun even noe if ya coming back or not. is this all true? or am i still dreaming. if its a dream i wan to wake up now. its a bad bad dream for me. hais. everything lost its taste now too le. without you life is meaningless. without you. i would rather choose death. cos ur tt special in my heart. foreva. juz *pray*

darkside illusions 2:18 AM

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