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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

2nd blogging

ah well. since i nth to do. so come and blog again. for lyk its pnly 3 hrs since i last blog? lols. ok fine. hmm.. dunno wad to say sia. ah.. theres a gerl. u noe. she ask wo. wad if i tell u. i.. ok u guess. oh well. ask auntie juz now she say noooo. noooo. lols. ok kua zhang le yi dian.. lols! i copy this frm a comedy. lols. eh babe. u watch le ma? >.< lols! ya and den she say i not ready all these. i was thinking. not ready.. hmm. yeah. indeed. i dun even noe if i'm ready or wad bahs... is lyk oh gosh.. i dunno wad to do. dowan history to repeat itself again. lyk last time. argh. *punching myself* i juz dunno y. i cant put my heart for another gal lehs. izzit cos of you? o.o *goldfish eyes* argh. i dunno la.. mans. i feel so bad and confuse. oh where oh where can my baby be. the lord has took her away frm me.. man. i really wonder if i should wait till past her uni or sumthin u noe. its lyk i'm thinking of my future with her ler? oh gosh. crazzziie me. lols! i'm dumb sometimes in my head. lots ppl told me. when i grow old and i will look back and say tt was so stupid of me! god dammit. hahas. i was laughing cos at the back of my mind i was thinking seriously. will i be thinking tt? cos till i old i will still be loving her. aint it? hmm. life is so much of a mystery..

ahh.. late in da night i always think. this question in my head since the day u choose to leave wo. did u leave me cos of ur studies or u leave me cos there's no love? if its cos of studies den i want to wait. wait till everything is done before hopin u can accept wo once again to continue the fairytale of mine. bud if its cos of love den i shoulda constrain ur life ler.. argh.. headache again. zzzz. oh well.. i dun really noe sia.. life is so cruel. really wish we were still together. mugging in the airport together during exams periods. hanging out after drums or when we're free. so many things left undone. hahas. well. getting early. meeting wh later to pass him a coat. den maybe arcade for me the whole day. rest well dude. dun fall sick lyk me. chills all. miss the times..

darkside illusions 12:49 AM

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