Tuesday, April 26, 2005

fine..

ok. dinda blog yesterday. was too lazy. zzz. yups anyway. yest woke up early. den use comp. use halfway check phone den saw a miss call frm nor. he wanted ask me go plaza. so i use comp more till bout' 1 den went do to dhg atrium. played a lil drums and guitar. aint improving mans. >.< lols!

and god dammit. how come every lil things i do in the family is wrong. fcuk! dammit! cancel internet line all say u do u do. ask ah boy do. my sister say u do la. y nid me. still shouted at me. den now wan go max online. den nid put cable. all now turn around and scold me. y the fcuk u cancel the singnet line. ppl will come down and make the cable. drill hole all these. so ex. y dinda u tell me earlier ah? huh? if more ex den rather we buy another new router. and fcuk it. my problem izzit? i told ya all long ago. hu listen? dammit! is always my fault! y? cos i'm da smallest in the family? fcuk the hell to u all lor. always treat me lyk tt. all dowan to do push to me. got things crop up my fault. everything mine. when my family members argue abt something, sure will pull me in. den scold me. lets say my mum and sis argue. will surely pull me in. den scold me. so instead become my mum and sis scold me. god dammit! den my mum will say. its always ur fault tt our family always quarrel.

fcuk again. damm! my fault again? sometimes i tink i dun even belong in this family. always see ppl family so happy. the smallest is the best. bud here. everything is my fcuking fault. wadeva i do. seriously. any family would lyk to adopt me? o.o argh. though they treat me good sometimes lyk buying laptop for me. buying this and that for me. budden there's always a price to pay for that. i hate it. i hate everything. i nid love. someone. hais.. i've been lacked of love for so long ler. someone love me. hais. =(( i wan love.. my family dun love me tt much. hais..


darkside illusions 12:42 PM

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