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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

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ok. something definitely not right. y some of my songs cannot play on windows media player de? esp drums song sia. hais... hahas. ok. today was fine. the 4 ppl were out again. ok 5 if u plus siew kiang. argh. tt forever later yf. no sense of time one. grrr.. yest say 11am at dbg. den today guess wad time he came? 3pm! kaos. 4hrs late lor. and dun even bother to tell us. set set. grrr. *pissed* =x wahahahas! make us wake so early come. in da end the organised late. ah.. nbm...

oh well, drummed and guitared and gamed the whole day. hais. juz to put some things of my mind. wonder wad else can i do sia.. not wonder wan can i do. is wad shld i do. argh. under lotsa pressure. shld i or shld i not. if i shld. den it'll never happen again ler.. bud if i shld not and continue, its juz wasting my time eh juz lyk all said? argh. its been so hard mans! i mean not i dowan let go lah.. its juz... A R G H! can u all dun put me in sucha dilema or how u spell it.. i'm caught in the middle thinking so hard wad can i do u noe. i try my best ler. bud no one understand. hais... y... tell wo... and pls. dun do that to yourself ler. it aint helping in any situation. its making me more guilty u noe. hais.. i'll gib it a tot. i noe u dun mind. bud if i do... i'll be feeling so guilty. i'll be feeling so bad. oh lord gib me power the strength i nid. oh lord show me way and i'll follow your lead. hope everything clear off soon. tts all. tatas. looking forward to tml..

darkside illusions 2:53 AM

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