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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

2nd blog entry..

ya. was feeling kinda bored so blog for da 2nd time today. argh. wad am i doing? not doing my work? i've slacked for a day ler! cannot liddat! SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME! I NEED YOU! yeah.. time really pass in a blur. its da 3rd week alreadi.. how fast can it gets? i can still remember the times we were still together.. shyness overwhelming us. sitting in da bus. sending ya home all these. was kinda nice the feeling though ya have the phobia of ya noe wad. yet see it now? its been lyk 4 months since we went our ways. i guess now there's no more room for repetition. it took me 4 months. the whole of 4 months to start put things down. to tell myself since you made this decision there's no turning back for me. you added no. there wont be a next time to confirm everything. since den it ended.. really ended. i was sad. real dejected from this world. thinking of everything i can do to take you off my mind den. drumming all the way frm morning till nite. throwing away my every emotions. yet it took me so long to let it go..

hais. life went into a new phrase. i wanna try to treat every other ger juz lyk u.. love them the way i loved you in da past. showering you with lotsa love. yet i dinda treasure the times we had. i let go chance after chances. hais. now i dowan repeat my mistakes ler. u have taught me alot of lessons. u show me where my mistakes more. though i sometimes will still miss the times together bud i noe its impossible again. i nid to move on and i hope i will. heaven gave me another choice. and sk dao sao gave me another. i have 2 paths to choose now. yet all seems dark and leads to nowhere. i am confused. a lil cute boi lost in this big big world. take my hand, bring me to your world. i'll walk with ya till the end of the time...

The power of love is a curious thing
make a one man weep, make another man sing
Change a hawk to a little white dove
more than a feeling - that's the power of love

You don't need money, don't take fame
Don't need no credit card to ride this train
It's strong and it's sudden and it's cruel sometimes
but it might just save your life
That's the power of love

darkside illusions 1:05 AM

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