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Sunday, June 12, 2005

curse me. for i sucks..

ok. today was kinda fine i gues.. woke up at 11.30 today. was kinda tired cos i played gb till 5 hrs b4. hahas. i go back gb ler. any1 wants to join? hee. bud i muz force myself not to be addicted to it. studies first... hee. bud i hope i can. muz control. yet something is taking over me. something.. called.. love? hais. f*** it. i can feel the temperament burning inside me. i can feel the heat. the anger. the jealousy. yet i'm trained to ren since years ago. i really dunno.

went to ps to meet blur pig and chelles meii. so long no go out with those two xiao mei mei ler. lols. no change cept blur pig with short hair. hahas. both look gre8 shape and chio to me still hee. monkey kor love ya two k? hee.. yeah. andy joined us too. watch cursed together. was kinda a horror story. aint a ghost story or smthing. hmmm. blur pig and chelles meii so tan xiao one. keep hiding behind the their hands. hahas. bud the show was kinda alright la. 4 outta 5 bites. =))

after that went to play drums and guitar in da arcade. hahas. helped xiang pass funky sonic world. pulling him up on the guitar side. hahas. yeah. thats about all i guess. nth much more to say though. hais. sudden feeling of sadness. sudden feeling of jealousy. y will this thing happen? maybe its becos my love for ya aint strong enuff bahs. thats y. or am i that irritating to everyone? am i such bad person? that i failed in everything that relates to love? is that so? i tink the problem lies with me. ya. juz me. forget it. i aint fit to love. i cant let the gerl i lyk to love me the same way i do. yeah. i'm juz tt sucky. hais... nites all..

darkside illusions 2:20 AM

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