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Friday, June 24, 2005

is it really safe for indians to go out at nite?

oh well. today was kinda boring though. juz passed my day thru with nth. yest was real good! though i was too shagged when reached home and dinda blog, i feel so happy. i juz dunno y. after dragon boat i went dinner with nic, melo and camel hao peng you. hahas. so happy. hee. we sat on the swing seats den tok tok. laugh till siao. hahas. really so happy though i noe all these are all temporary. well i noe now ler. we could nv be together bud in this short short time i really enjoyed myself. its really kinda a great pleasure to have known you. maybe when he really accepted u ler den u'll truely be happy. for now i really wish u too luck kks? dun always so sad ler. dun becos of small small things jiu sad sad den cry ok? muz stay happy ah! u noe hu u are. =)) yahs. sometimes fate ish liddat de. cannot mian chiang one.. its ok. i kan de kai. looks lyk i'm gonna be lonely ler. its really kinda not my style to remain single for so long. hahas. i'll try de hao peng you. if i can make it, one day this will all be wad is lyk i did. memories... the chapter i can sense is ending ler.. hais. suan ler.. bu yao zai shuo ler. the more i say the more sad. the worst i feeling. hais.. y liddat ne? i always ask meself. =((

oh well.. today met up with mel, jared, ql, huimin and rj bro. all nv change much. same old bunch of guys. they come tp. cept hm and rj cos they tp. =x ate salad bar for dinner. tok awhile. den liddat lor. hahas. shall upload some pics tml. den we left. i kana con. mel say maybe go tampinese tok tok. den we take 23 there. in da end.. all went their ways. i was lyk bu shi tok tok mehs? hmm. nbm. i too innocent ler. nahs. nbm.. ya. that somes up everything.

ok back to the topic of the day.. is it really safe for indians to go out at nite? ok.. y i say that ne? cos today when i alight from my bus when i go home. the bus driver juz close the door and theres this indian guy wanting to board the bus. almost kiap him. >.< next. while i crossing the road. suddenly behind got one screeching noise. i look back. i saw a indian in black shirt and pants almost knock down. =x izzit really they so suay of is it really so dangerous for them to travel out at nite ne? hmm. can u see them? =x ok not being racist or something. bud its a fact though...

i'm loving someone who doesnt love me
its hurting to know how much its impossible
yet i dunno why i'm still waiting
its really so hard
so painful
i'm helping you realise your dreams with him
yet i'm here all along
seeing my happinese inch away from me
how i wish i was that guy
but its all impossible..
not for now
but for life
you know who you are
yet the stupidity of me carries me on...
hurt in the heart
yet all in yours is him
well, i guess thats fate..
we could never be together
and i've accepted it..

darkside illusions 2:16 AM

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