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Saturday, June 25, 2005

ok i'm here to blog. hais. oh well. i kinda feel tired mentally. dunno y. today aint have the mood to drums or anything. guitar oso dun have. played B for funky guitar basic. i'm getting real lousy moods now. drums? fail and more fail. f*ck it. i hate the feeling.. i really cant stand it anymore. i feel so tired. really so tired of this type of things. how come heaven juz always got to play this type of tricks on me? y make me have this feeling bud purposely not give me wad i gave? how come every time i see couples in da school so happily and all i can is crying in my heart wondering when my turn will come? how come u make me meet her and forget all about the past yet u dowan grant me my miracle? y do you want to play me lyk tt? i'm seriously kneeling down. y do u always spit on me when i'm in love? make me fall out of love juz lyk that when i truely wan to gib all my heart out?

y do u make me noe this gerl in poly yet u know urself she'll lyk other ppl? u noe how hurting it is? y muz it always be me? wad have i done wrong? i aint expecting much. i juz want to find someone who truely understands and love me and can accept me for wad i am and juz spend the rest of my life with her. is it so hard? y make me go a big circle? i'm seriously so sad. seriously so tired. seriously so hurt. bud wad can i do? u call the shots heaven. oh yes u do.. i can do nth. i'm feeling so worn out by all these things u put me thru. its hard forgetting one. and now i'm back to square 1. wad muz i do to make her lyk me the way i do? y? hais. no one noes. not even MnMx2, not even da sao. only u noe and i noe. hais.. if only u can love me back... =((

Song: Infinite
Artist: PARALLEL FLOATERS
Mix: DM7 / GF8

Everyday that we live our lives together
Precious days that we draw each page with so many colors
Open your eyes to see the world that's surrounding us
Open your eyes, let's go and grab a new future

On you mark, spread your wings to the sky
(Are you ready to speed?)
Kick start your heart, head up high
I know you can do it (yes, you can do it)
You can do it now (yes, you can do it)

Smile when your heart is ready
Go take the path your heading
Follow your heart believe it
don't waste another moment

our password is deep inside of your heart
(of your heart)
Your own world is what you make of it
It's inside of you
(deep inside of you)
Deep inside of you
There is no repeat

Just don't forget aboout the truth
That every moment is brand new

darkside illusions 1:41 AM

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