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Monday, June 20, 2005

ok. dinda blog yesterday cos its another 5am sleep. hahas. yeah. this few days keep liddat. wonder how long can i go. hahas. bud the funnie thing is i dun feel so tired ler. lols. =P ah... ok. life is kinda ok on the outside i guess. yest and today went to dbg drum. got the top up 20 bucks gib u 20 bucks promotion going on. hahas. yeah. wadeva. ok. i seriously nid to save up for a drum set. xD put in my room. wahahas! ok wadeva. anyway... as i said life kinda ok lor.

kinda sad in love thats all. aint nth much. i promised her to be happy no matter wad. and i told myself too. so. yeah. xD wadeva. dun tink i can expect much too ler. its so stupid thats all. grr. i'm feeling oh-so-confused-and-tired out by all these things. grr. hahas. bud wad can i do. lyk camel my good good fren says... u cannot force someone to lyk u de mahs. and not say i dunno how she feels mahs. argh. getting stupider each time i say all these things. someone kill me. more and more thingy coming in. i dunno wad to do ler. hais. advices all different de.. y muz the sky make me go this way? y muz sky torture me liddat instead of giving me a clear path? i'm hopeless. thinking that if i go forget, she'll nv love me. thinking of going backwards, i'm afraid of being hurt oh-so-bad again. thinking to stay put, i'm a useless person who submits to fate. hais. wad shld i do ne?

now can peii me de is juz mugging and drums. have been drumming lyk nobody business liddat. passing songs here and there. budden all these things are still in my head. hais. wadeva. i'm hopeless. aint fit to love. bud yes. AH GER! i love you still too! hahas! take care in nyp ok? prob me when ya have da time! i'm so in love with BeForU, Des-ROW, Asaki and Handsome Jet! argh. drums again. forget it. orange lounge i will conquer u. wahahas! take care guys.. nites den. nid my sleep for later.

oh ya. i tink i hurt my wrist thru drumming and guitaring. lyk broken liddat.. veri pain. bud i siao ler. keep play drums instead of the pain. wan pain numb pain. hais. nbm. no one noes. forget it. DB training tml. the fitness test is lyk few days away! wish me luck! hais. someone.. love me..

darkside illusions 2:31 AM

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