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Friday, June 17, 2005

ok. today totally shagged out. day after DB and study study study. i'm going mad. someone save me. hahas. was studying most of the times. sometimes juz catch a few rounds of CS on my comp and gunbound. hahas. childish me. yeah. oh wad so ever. am i thinking wad i tink i am? i dunno. she's treating me real fine dis few days. i wonder wassup with that? not tt i not happy. bud its a little impossible. hmmm. was still wondering. hahas. hope i noe soon. of cos i want it to happen lahs. hahas. we chatted alot this few days. wonder wad will happen. chat so much bud see so little. lols. lame rite?

mans. my eyelids are dropping. gotta catch sleep. lols. lucky tml 3pm den go school. can sleep late. xD ok i'm off. i really hope you'll be mine. tatas guys. dun be sad everyone. for this sucky, idiotic and bo liao guy can even be happy for now. so there's nth to frown abt. esp u. yes u. look no elsewhere. melissa lim! thats you! smiles kks? dun keep everything to ya self ler. i prefer u saying out. rather den keeping it. maybe it'll make a difference? hmm. wan an guys..

help me finish up my story
for the past chapters are messed up.
love is just lyk a story book
theres a introduction and everything
you are the author.
you choose how you want it to write
bud u'l' get stuck sometimes
wondering how u should write it

i've passed my chapter and the new one is for me to write
now i'm stuck
i need a saviour
someone to help me finish this chapter of mine
and hopefully will be the last chapter
someone to love me
someone to adore me
someone who is genuine
someone who wont give up on me
someone who is willing to spend time with me
someone who will wait for me no matter wad i do
that someone
where are you?
spring pass and autumm is coming
i wanna feel love
i wanna be in love
bud this sucky me
will never have a happy ending

i'm a lousy author
therefore my past ending is a failure
the author did not know how to write
he did not treasure the past he had
he did not did more den wad was needed
he is a lousy author
the author is me
screw me

i need you
i love you
i miss you
i want you
i hope you know its you....

darkside illusions 1:21 AM

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