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Sunday, July 03, 2005

du shu.study! ^^P

yupz. my day today was fine. i got it sorted out i guess. yupz. =)) nth's bringing me down i guess. hee. back to cheerful little me. wee~~ i hope so too anyway. wahahas. cos past history always showed otherwise. hahas! bud i hope this time is for real. lots peeps told me it aint worth it. yeah. thinking. since its liddat. not i dinda try or anything. bud at least i noe i did. since cannot, means its not worth it ler. hahas. if its mine. one day one big circle sure will come back de. hahas. for now i stay single i guess. unless something happens. anything i guess. ah. a scorpio cant have no love de. xD

yeps. was kinda having a lighter feeling compared to the past few days. maybe the thing that will bring me down is that i lost a fren bahs. bud its ok. sometimes maybe time really does change everything. maybe losing may be a blessing in disguise? hahas! yahs! i certainly hope so. xD yahs. bud actually dun really want to lose this fren de. bud well. its my fault and i nid to pay mahs. hahas. stupid me come to tink of it. yeah. xD today i finally started serious work. went to mac at 3.30. hahas. den ader, grace and another gerl hu i ask for help for NMM came. hahas. den camel hao peng you joined me arnd 4.30. den later on sandii, peii and a gerl i tink they call her fongx de come. hahas. me and camel study together nors. hahas. she ask wo alot questions. some i dunno. hmm. nid more practice ler. yahs. den did NMM revision with camel. lotsa things blur blur den we discuss together. hahas. budden some still huh lai de. so gao siao. hahas. den teach camel c maths 2. while teaching i realised i oso did c maths 2 revision oso. hahas. so learned abt pigeonhole myself. others i teach her oso remember ler. hahas. taught her some easy ways to memorise the graphs. dunno got help her not. yahs. finished c maths 2 revision and left 1 chap of NMM in 1 day. ^^ good good. tml study prsp and finish NMM jiu can ler. wahahas! wee~~ feel the load lightening each day. wahahas! sandii! u better tell wo that person kks! dunn be so evil lahs! hahas. =P

k lahs. thats my day. today shall put another song lyric in too. i tink it will be about me. lols! enjoy dudes and babes! wan an!

I will survive - Cake

At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking I could never live without you
By my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you've done me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to get along
And so you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you
Here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me
Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I,
I will survive
Yeah
As Long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry,
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person
Still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone who's lovin' me
Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I,
I will survive
Yeah
As long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah
Oh no

darkside illusions 3:22 AM

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