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Friday, July 08, 2005

hmm. love?

hahas. day by day. time passes as though no one cares. this wondering soul walked past plaza sing and everything. known by few, regonised by none. sometimes i juz hope that everything will disappear and reappear den i forget everything. cept for the buds hu had been there for me. i want all my bad memories gone. sometimes u wan the past yet they dun give u. den u want the future, they give you the past. how bad life can be? i really dunno. dinda blog for kinda a few days. cos wasnt really in da mood. yahs. drums now is my wife. have been chionging for quite some time now. hahas.

seriously. i nid to stop. i have no money to pay for my drum lessons. i've yet to buy a decent pencil box, a nice cap den i can draw graffiti on, a better mp3, a nicer hp, a drum set and a nicer designed shoe. hahas. bud i bought 2 jeans, 1 camo pants, 1 shirt and a wallet which totals up to 91 yesterday. T.T =broke= hahas. yahs. somehow i wish i got more money. tink i gotto work ler. hais. holis aint holis at all. so many projects, den so stress liddat. tinking of wad to do each day.. sometimes will be wondering arnd. juz lyk nic, sometimes we really wish we have a nice gf now. den we can grp date together. somehow the thought of it seems so far. i've settled in i guess. though it takes time bud.. i tink i'm almost thru it. gambatte ne~! it juz takes time. really. now i really believe time do heal things. was wondering y am i so stupid. lols! yeah. yet sometimes i feel i juz bluffing myself. hmm. argh forget it. fairy tales will never come true de.

yeah. thats abt all. hahas. do i feel lonely? i ask myself. indeed i do. love is all arnd me. everyone seems to be in it. i feel so left out. hahas! bud baka me lahs. sui jiao wo zhe yang ben dan! xD la la la la~! miracle that is say to will come true will never will. even if it does, it will juz happen juz lyk a falling star. somehow i miss you. somehow i want to believe in miracle yet nahs. baka me again! stupid lex. ya.. tatas! aint in a happy mood neither in a down mood. maybe love can heal me. anyone to gib me? xD baka for the 3rd time. despo lex. >.<

darkside illusions 3:09 AM

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