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Friday, July 01, 2005

missing you still..

ok. i going to blog a little today. oh well. nth seems fine nowadays. bud yet i tink i faced up to life quite good ler. for a scorpio. now wishing she will truely be happy with him and that he is not juz playing with her bahs. all i can wish for i tink. yahs. ah nbm. i've been thinking alot this past few days. yet i cant seem to get this thing off my mind. wad can ne? i dunno too. oh well. yeah. i dunno if u got read my blog de or not. bud i tink u really nid to study ler. i veri worried abt u u see. as a fren i guess. i dunno lahs. its lyk term test are coming yet she still lyk ti la pa. really dowan see her repeat any subject u noe.. since she found someone. is lyk i tink she spend too much time out ler. not that i bad or wad. bud seriously i tink its not the right time now. even if that guy is me i wont let u neglect studies de. say me irritating. say me make no sense. say me anything u lyk. maybe cos i care bahs. hope someday u'll understand. i dun tink ya will be reading anyway though. hope he will lead u the right way for now and study hard. yahs. though kinda jealous bud its ok. still can take it. =)) i'll be living on de. u juz study hard and enjoy the happiness u wanted since long ok? watashi dai jor bu. yeps.

saying thanks again to all of the peeps and frenz who really made an effort to help me and cheer me up. really glad. thanks all. sandii jiie. i noe u caught in da middle in alot of things. i knew things aint going fine for you too. when i heard the things i oso feel kinda disgusted. feel so bad in troubling u so much too. didi cant do anything to repay u. bud if anytime and anywhere, any place u nid help or support, didi will be there for you. thats a life time promise. xie xie ni jiie jiie. =)) dun say urself stupid. dun blame urself ok? to me, ya alreadi a great jiie i knew ler even we noe each other for lyk less than a month only. thanks for everything u gave me and helped me.

and to nic bro. ya really one of a kind. feel really good having you around you noe.. so happy that we ended up in da same class. i dunno how to carry on next sem when we different classes ler. hope we'll end up same again. ya really a great bro. i tink i really found someone i can confide things too ler. u can tolerate me. u can take words lightly. its so good to be talking with ya lyk today. i dun mind getting scolded by my parents. bud talking to you today at the fitness court till past 12 was real great. i got off lotsa things of me. thanks for listening. really. aint no ppl i know really can understand me. i'm not saying u fully understand. budden its more than i can expect ler. thanks for being there for me bro. i'll be there for you too de. =)) dun worry k? tell me things if u really sad ok? aint good to bottle them up lyk wad u are. xie xie ni. =)) bros always~~~

ps: to yf: condolensence (or how u spell it) to ya for the departure of your mothers death. sorry i cant make it to the funeral. but in my heart i'll be sending condolensences. may your mother find happiness in the other world and bless her. for now. hope you're truely happy lyk wad u told me kks? =))

tatas peeps. still missing you. yet i cant do anything...
lost-in-a-world-of-devastation

darkside illusions 3:21 AM

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