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Friday, September 16, 2005

loved or being love?

ok. i overheard this conversation on the bus to ps today. the topic is weird because they come out frm this two females about their late 30s or early 40s frm their faces. weird huh? yeah. the topic is loved or being love?

this is a simple question yet puzzles the mind of millions. to love someone or being loved by someone is better? yeah. i gave this some thought though. loving someone is indeed hard. the 2 females were saying. ppl love u better. at least u can choose to love him or not to love. u can "wei shuo yi wei" (do anything u wish). is he lyk u mahs. yahs. kinda true i tot. u go love ppl u can only listen to wad they say. hu ask u lyk him or her. its hard u see. yet there's still so many ppl willing to be the one hu loves. there's a saying. wo bu ru di yu shui ru ne (if i dun go to hell, hu will?)? kinda true again. really. always i want to be the one being loved. not the one loving. bud always it ends up i loving ppl. maybe thats because i have no confidence that there will be someone hu loves me bahs.

being loved is a great thing i guess. its much more fortunate. at least ur choices are more spreaded out. no matter wad decision u make, ur're the winner in da end still. budden if ya loving someone. u aint always a winner. if the person u love so much rejects u, its very saddening. so well.. u guys decide. loved or being loved? how i wish i was being loved. lols..

yeah. it aint tt hard afterall if u are xi guan alreadi. i'm waiting for u to say thats all. u got my hints. u understand it. deep in ur heart i noe u know wad i mean. i'm shy thats all. i risk to love den being love. i hope u feel the same way as i do. someday, somehow u can tell me. i hope u know its you..

love or being loved? your choice. =))

darkside illusions 11:44 PM

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