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Saturday, September 24, 2005

parents

yeah. found another topic to tok abt again. =)) yep yep. have u all ever have this feeling of when going out with ur parents is something lyk u haven grow up? when u are lyk the big brother of all ur friends den one day ya spotted by ur friends going out with ur mama holding hands. how would u feel? seriously, the teens nowadays will be feeling suay or even disgusted. bud wad for? to me, i tink its something to be proud abt. how often can children nowadays spend time with their parents? so wad if ya teased mummy's boy? at least u love your mummy and daddy. so y care? last time i used to tink that going out with mummy and daddy is kinda argh. bud now not anymore. they're my treasures, they're my life. i love them.

thinking back, i was so bad. when mama hold my hands in the secondary days, i tend to end the holding as soon as possible. cos i tink children of my age shouldn't be spotted lyk tt. bud when i got older, i wanna utone for the lack of respect for them. now, if my mama or papa brings me out, i'll be glad to do it. i dunno why. hahas. thinking back again, when i shouted at my mum for not giving me freedom and space in the past, i feel lyk beating myself up. those were good intentions afterall. they shaped me for who i am now. and i'm proud of it.

i wonder if u guys got ever think abt this b4. wad will happen one day if ur parents are on the death bed. and thinking that its only hrs before you can nv tok to them anymore. when u cant ask them for advice or be embraced in their heart. with them making u laugh and supporting you? how would u feel? i once tot of this and got frightened. how am i to carry on with my life? I've been naughty for the past 16 yrs and come to tink of it, i'm left with lyk 30-40 years left with them. i really wonder how would i feel. its kinda scary. some people may juz tink i hope they die as soon as possible. they treat me lyk i'm not their kid. i hope they die and i can get my freedom faster. well... TO HELL TO YOU GUYS! argh. think abt it! wad if one day ya on ur dying bed and wad u hear frm your sons and daughters were i hope u die faster. give me my freedom. how would u feel? the pain is unbearable. sometimes people tend to get mad and yell at your parents. its totally fine with it. i noe. budden when you've cool down, at least do something to make up for it. maybe its really not ur fault. bud a little sorry can work wonders.

also, dun threaten ur parents with death. its heartening. put urself in their shoes. wad if one day ur sons and daughters do the same. how will u feel? tink abt it. i'm proud to have my papa and mama as my parents. they're two people one could never ever wish for. bud i'm glad i got them. they are the best. i hope this short entry does knock some sense into people who nv think of their parents. they're your strength to you. no matter wad, they are your parents afterall..

i love you dad and mom. happy 24th anniversary. =)) though its abit belated. <3

darkside illusions 2:01 PM

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