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Sunday, September 11, 2005

*yawns*

fine. shall blog. its been sometime i guess. sorry guys. cos this few days dunno wad no mood sia. dunno y. hahas. anyway, my 2 months break start ler. and holi homework coming in yet i haven do. 2 sets sia. >< gosh. dun feel lyk doing mans.. bud got to do somehow so forget it. hahas. fine. anyway, was at ps this few days rotting my time off. i am infillial. hais. y liddat. gosh. i shld be helping my injured father with his work. i want to help him! i really do rite frm the bottom of my heart. seeing him supporting the family even with an injured leg. i really feel so bad. bud how to help? hais.. i'm bad. hais.. dad, thanks for everything u did. i enjoyed everything becos of you. u are the best dad one could ever wish for. i love you dad. even if one day we were to part, everything u've did for me will be in me. right frm the day i was born, to changing my diapers and everything. love you lots dad. muacks!

k fine. i'm getting emotional thats all. sometimes i really wonder y some ppl are so ungreatful to wad they have. dey have a perfect and nice family yet they choose to rebel. yes i do admit i wan freedom too. bud i go from the nicer side. y do ppl have to go to make their parents cry? hais.. bad children! its ok.

hmm. back to where i am.. rotting my time in ps. hmm. anyone wants to jio me out mahs? tell me ok? i want to have more life. hahas. anyway, have been trying to improve on my guitar skills. lols. yays! i finally hit my target! i pass family bomber, madblast, agnes, black sheep, tamayura ext guitar ler! yays! so happy. hahas. drums. i tink i still stagnet. aint getting better. tink i work on the real drums bahs. i hope i can get myself a drumset by the end of this year. hahas. =))

hais. sometimes i really wonder. shld i remain liddat or juz go on. its really so bad to tink. so bad. i dowan to ruin the friendship we have. hais.. hope things will work out fine bahs. hais. for now i guess juz remain the way it is bahs...

darkside illusions 2:07 AM

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