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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

friendship

oh well. guess i kinda blog today bahs. my head is spinning. wonder y. hahas! the whole day my head is so pain. argh. anyway, erh.. ya. slept till 12 as usual. den met nette for lunchie. den came home watch the recorded tape of vampire 3. lazy spell everything out. hmm. yahs. guess wad? went to sleep after that. wanted to go dbg budden too lazy. hais. wad is going on with me mans. den woke up abt 7. ate dinner and watched tv. hahas! life in holidays is liddat. hmm. i nid a girl to cry cry cry. i nid a girl to paint my life. hahas! this line suddenly popped in into me. hmmm.

oh well. its been sometime since i last tok abt matter of hearts to ppl. i wonder where those ppl who i once shared this experience with is now. all found new friends ler. thats something to cheer abt. hahas. recently, i found there's really no one hu can read my mind and heart cept for 1 person hu is kinda gone ler. those times we shared awww.. helping each other out. solving each other problems. bud somehow after streaming years we parted becos of new friends. i tot i made more friends hu can understand me well bud somehow i found none till now. yet i treasure one of my friend alot. though it may not seem lyk it. bud if he notice i told him most of things in my mind. i wonder y. being friends with him is kinda soothing. i enjoyed crapping arnd with him. somehow smth made me trust him i guess.. for now he's the closest to noe-ing wad i'm thinking. hahas.

ok i may sound gayish. bud true. some ppl may trust their secrets to the same sex more than the opposite when their single. i guess this applies to me though. somehow i trust u and i hope our friendship can remain. really. =)) yups. hehe. felt much better. bud to the end. i still haven found anyone hu really noes me well hu can read me or can i truely call a real brother. everyone's involved in their lives. maybe i shldnt be selfish. i shld find one brother myself hu can tolerate my everything. we can party together, crazy together. i'm looking forward for that friend of mine to appear. same as the girl of my life. =)) yups. nites all..

darkside illusions 2:41 AM

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