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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

hints

i tink i'll blog today. got some things to get off me. wonder if still got ppl come reading into my blog. oh well its fine with me. maybe i'll juz rant it here anyway.

1st off the hook, i guides. was kinda a hectic week last week was. with 2 trainings and a workshop. hmm. i managed to scrape thru everything. the 1st workshop was kinda good. back to where i was though. mass dance, making new friends lyk FOC. oh great. i wished i could have been a FA though. cos i got no choice bud late for the workshop i can only get assist FA. T.T its ok. almost lost my voice though. it was fun lahs. wahahas

2nd. hais. this fren of mine. i tot i knew him. its been a long time friend of mine. i wonder wads going on. i really dunno. y do i feel so uneasy nowadays? these feelings i'm feeling. it aint the feeling i used to feel last time. long time ago. has time passed me by that you've left and i'm still at square 1? have i really ignored wad is going on? i dowan to end this bond. ya a great fren of mine. even before we met. we're destined to be great friends. i juz know it. you've changed. to somewhat close to i dunno u no more. where's the times we had fun together, crapped arnd and everything? i wished for the old you back. i lost the feeling and knowledge on how u feel. on your every actions. i want you back. if only i could have done something. regrets are always part of me. if only... my old friend....

last. yeah. love. was kinda confused lately again. oh well, nth much abt this too. i juz wanna noe where my heart really goes. somehow most of it is to you. yet i juz dun dare to say it out. i dowan to spoil everything. i have a bad experience once and i dowan it twice. its lyk 10% of chance we can be together yet i hang onto tt rope. y? i dunno y. someone tell me. or make it a miracle for me. i tink i've fallen for you. not once, not twice, bud i tink for long... =)) wonder when will u get my hints. T.T

darkside illusions 1:24 AM

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