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Friday, November 11, 2005

lala~~

love isnt all arnd. you got to find it frm the middle of everything. once i tot love could go my way. in da end. i got to fight for it. normally m/f would juz wan love to come without them fighting for it. somehow i tink otherwise. its ok i would say.

finding one destiny lover is easy. bud its juz how to take hold of the situation. most ppl will be shy and see their destiny lover juz walk away. and regret later on. i also do. till now i wonder why i still dun have the courage to ask the gerl i lyk for anything wadsoever. i have been walking for so long. yet everytime love fails me. i wont deny, i've once loved you so deep that i could do anything for you. till now i wont deny my feelings are completely lost. yet somehow i juz wish all could have gone fine in the first place. i wanted to love you more bud u choose to love me lesser. i dun get it. you could have easily be my no1. my so called destiny lover. everything abt you is simply perfect to me den yet now, all is nth bud a memory, an unfinished puzzle for me to solve, a place with i could do nth. somehow i wish to love you again. bud the msg was nv put across. somehow i wish that the person i could spend my bday with the most is you. yet everything is juz a shattered dream. i tot of the happy times we could have. yet i guess it was the shy-ness, and the failing ability to communicate to each other drifted use apart. bud seeing how life has gone now, you've oso settled down with life, all i can is wish u goodbye and all the best. inside of me, crumbled to the pieces...

pardon me... for somehow i cant control it anymore.. if only i grabbed the chance in the first place. if only i managed to win ur whole heart.. if only i managed to pull u back. if only the love could go on...

darkside illusions 12:17 AM

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