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Saturday, January 07, 2006

boring

ok got some time to blog out of my tired and sick schedule. oh yay! finally got my ezlink card back! yays! and sentosa on sun! double yays! oh well. sat there is i guides. i wan to go. bud sickness make me half hearted. bud hu cares! i guides go u go we go! xD

anyway, got some stress off myself with 2 games of dm and 2 games of gf today! yays! i wonder y i playing lesser and lesser le. y ah? die le. i feel i deproved alot. currently even worse den alot ppl hu started arnd my time. T.T i juz dunno y lahs! i hate myself sometimes for being so weak. cant even play fast songs constantly well at 200bpm. i'm hopeless. hais..

yeah. i've given up on love le. nth works out fine for me. everything either turns out bad for me, or i'm at fault. i had enuff. i shld have more self control of my feelings le i guess. sad case for me. hope i can do it bahs. seems lyk my new year resolution will not come true either le. it all depends on fate.

juz yesterday, i went to visit da doctor. while waiting i look thru their glass doors. and there i see this two guys singing new year song playing frm their car. dancing along to it. at first i tot they will siao.. budden look longer, they were doing for a girl. i mean 1 of them. courtship is so sweet i tink at that time. anyway, after those songs, the guy knelt down on the floor and shouted so loud that even i can hear. "WILL YOU MARRY ME?"

ok. i noe the sentence is kinda old-fashioned. bud wad i saw next was so sweet. the girl came running down in tears and hugged the guy and shouted loudly too. "YES YES!" awww.. so sweet. how i wish i had a relationship so sweet too. oh well. i guess not for now. i'm having project self-control. bud i really love to be in love. both parties have things to talk, going school. argh! i nid to kick away this habit! >< till den. tataz.

heaven plays the strings of fate. fate pulls 2 person together, bud destiny push them apart. i wish my love story was nice and sweet. at least there's one i will always remember in my heart. history nv reapeats. i guess i'll juz give up. wan an..

darkside illusions 1:48 AM

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