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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

valentines

alright. so valentines juz gone lyk tt? hahas! so fast 24 hrs. hmm. oh well. finally got some chilling out period on my own. went bugis arnd 3 - 6+ oh well. as usual. lotsa eye candies to see at bugis. =x *gulps* and also lotsa couples carrying flowers. its the chill out day afterall. so i asked myself.. 18 years and wad have i done? which love for me works out? gosh! and so i tried finding the answer to this question. walked arnd bugis. seeing couples having short kisses here and there. even ah peh and ah ma held hands and blocked my way. =.=

oh well. thats valentines again. msg her. bud reply aint that good. sot. =x its ok. for me this turned normal already. nth much of a big deal. i've learned to look things at a new perspective. *looking at kiwi's nick. =x*

so got my hands on a few games of drums at the arcade or smth. wasnt really at the best form nowadays. since i got my 1k skill points, i feel i going down again. bud simple songs the p rate can go crazy to an extend of 97%? =x oh well.

so nth much. went dbg. and there's this girl who stared at me when she walked past with her frenz. i pretend not to see. bud when i turn over. she still looked at me. bah~ and den gave me a wink and went missing in the crowd. i was lyk wth was that. argh. do i look lyk a duck or smth? wan noe my number come ask me la! =x lols! oh well forget that. reached dbg, did not touch any drums or guitar nemore at zone x. went guilty gear xx instead. fun. xD yeah. saw couples here and there. abt all for my vday... hope some years down the road, my v day aint this saddening as this year's one.

maybe i shld look on the bright side lyk the i not stupid 2. someone ask me for a relationship. yet i stumbled. dinda noe wad to do. its hard to forget you. bud everyone told me to move on. you did not give me a direct answer on how you feel. bud i noe ya the one. i dowan to let you go. T.T everyone asked me to move on. shld i? if ever ya reading this which is 0.01%, tell me how u feel. not as a backup plan bud at least i can put my heart to somewhere i feel warm.. <3

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you may not noe.
sometimes little things can juz kill my heart off.
yet i believe in believing.
if today i cant wait for you
there's always another day.
v day went off without seeing you
its bad enuff
bud i juz want you to noe
i've fallen for you
not for you
bud for wad you are

dedicated to - *can keep as secret? =x to a j(lalala). =x
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darkside illusions 1:39 PM

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