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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

friends?

sometimes you really wonder how much has life changed since your sec school days. one day you're whining how much u want to leave school, the next day u whine on how much u want to be back in. ><

yeah. the frens i made in my sec school days were memorial. they were old-school. yeah. OLD-SCHOOL! we did things together. had fun together. crapped and stuff. some even swore to keep in contact and stuff. some become good brothers and sisters. some left great scars and memories with you. like having a closer relationship with each other.

but as time goes all had their lifes and slowly the quieter one or busier ones are left out. yeah. it do happens. those fellowship and unique relationships, i still remember. those crazy moments. anger and smiles. soccer together anyone? go pool? aiya! pon tang la! those were the old-school lines.

but now, as i look back i regretted spending so much time in TP stuffs instead that i feel i lost some real important things in my life. contacts-

somehow or rather, i still miss my frenz back in sec school. often sending i-still-remember-you msg but sometimes non came back in return. so as time went by, strangers relationships built up. some wont even noe u anymore if you see them. they'll juz ignore u straight or juz do-i-know-you?

thats how bad things can turn out to be. often i go to my frenz blog and check out how they are doing. often its smiles and anger. which shows they're still doing fine. popping by with hi and stuff but sadly, you're thrown aside as if its an annoymous post. so ya. thats how time and distance can pull ppl apart.

but at least i noe, my frenz are doing fine and are happy. at least i'm contented with that. for this, my heart is at peace. =) to all my long lost friends: take care alright? i may not be there always for time to go, but remember at least my heart still remember you guys. =))

argh- y am i being sucha emo guy nowadays. -.- i gotta loosen up abit! nid really some BREAK! >< not holidays bud some real BREAKS! ><

1 more day. =)) tian ah. i cant get you off my head. but do you noe? u insist on being friends though u nv say it out. oh well, i'm still here. waiting. =))

its hard losing someone close to you, but its even harder forgetting someone hu made an impact to your life and left or is not with you. tears

darkside illusions 2:54 AM

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