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Thursday, April 20, 2006

oreitation. hmm. was kinda happy that IND is so on though i'm in charge of MWC de. >< today went arnd crashing alot LTs. IND rocks the most. xD so many ppl. hahas! IND rocks! oh well. while i was doing those i am supposed to do. i suddenly tot of her. hmm. i wonder y too. wondering how is she doing as an sl and stuff. hmm.

i still cant seem to get a peace of my mind. even with the tough workload today which drained the hell out of me. i'm lyk hello? closing my eyes to type this blog entry rite now. >< so damm tired lahs!

ya. was kinda disappointed cos my ol i taking all buay on. push to me and ron to do. hais... sad case. oh well. at least i gave my best. thanks to all LT heads and main comm ppl hu gave me encouragement by clapping for me and said a job well done. for the first time in months, i felt appreciated. its been sucha hell of a long time since i was appreciated for wad i do. ><

oh well. after the debrief. msged her if she wants go dinner together anot. but she already went to cs to eat with her friends le. so its ok. was kinda looking forward to stuffs that can make me happy. my music stuffs aint going that well already. i guess i'm so 'luo po' until such small stuffs lyk dinner together can make me happy le. ><

yeah. went tm with my friends instead but she say she sians so take bus home le. was super tired so slept in the bus and i overshot. lucky is a loop ride. >< phew. yeah. kinda tot of her again and stuff. =x msged her a little but hahas. no reply der. nbm lahs. sleep till my stop. went home. online. mass chat. talked to her she say can dun tok to me mahs. cos alot window. so. oh well. no choice. tot can come home quickly online den can talk de. mei xiang dao. oh well. lan lan bahs. went to bathe and tada, here i am now. -_-

yuting. paradigm shift. says:
hmm but if u've decidded to wait u also shld expect mroe of these kind of thingss

she gave me this line. and i agree. i'm willing to make sacrifices so. all these hope are worthwhile bahs. damm tired. so i'll end here. hope day 2 of oreitation will be much more fun..

a smile on your face brings so much joy to me.
i wanna make my world your smile
and hope to make your world, my smile
<3 and on

darkside illusions 11:32 PM

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