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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

sad yet memories

and today morning went back to tp for packing day. in the end it sounds more lyk cheering day for me. =.= yeah. den went for centis outing soon after. reached at 4. went to a jap restaurant to find them. oh well. yeah. played pool. my skills deproved lyk shit already. its really crap mans! ><

hahas. now almost everyone in my empire noes abt my blog. so i gotta be careful of wad i type le. in case anything anyhow go out again. =x cannot put personal feelings here sia. trouble. but i lazy make sub-blog sia. oh well. suan le nbm. >< she came abt 6 i tink. oh well. yeah. remained quite ok lahs. hahas. anyway, i keep tell myself to enjoy the day. muz. cos this maybe the last we can come out together le. for quite sometime that is. hmm. sabo-ed by freshies to take picture. hmm. they all ah... bwg. bud ye hao la. at least memories do remains. but i dun have the picture oso. =x LOLS. so nbm. =x

went to ljs eat. oh well. the distance was kinda far or smth. its either i'm too shy to do anything or if i dun have confidence in myself. >< heard from binbin, seems lyk i'm up with quite alot of ppl. hmm. its hard lahs. for a scorpio. have kinda a inferior complexity in me or smth. other seems to juz click and there she goes. enjoying. oh well. i'm a noob in this kinda things to get it get going. maybe juz blame scorpios hu only believes in love at first sight bahs.

forget it. lex, ya really kinda argh. no words for you. >< got somehow lighten up after a movie. somethings cropped up and stuffs so remained quiet for quite sometime. oh well. the distance is still kinda far. how i miss those times instead. =(( lex! do smth can! ya lyk practically wasting airspace! do smth if u want to achieve something! yet somehow y do i get the feeling that if someone dun open even the slightest space of her door for you, you can do nth. does that implies to us?

my dear yuting gave me good advices. so did maybelin. they ask me to juz say la. instead of juz typing here and stuff. but how can a scorpio do things lyk that? juz so not me. will only do when i have confidence. crap! i need to change. i'm willing. but how? god knows. i guess this outing is worthwhile afterall.. hope everything goes fine. i've been coping up for ages. maybe its time? bud will it succeed?

sms-es are getting shorter and lesser. time talking too. how i wish i got the x-factor lyk most guys. machiam magnet. lols! i feel i'm whining too much. i'm taking some break to think thru. i hope somehow if i can do it, the answer is positive. please! someone bless me. listen to my prayers for i hope someday my dreams will come true..

somehow this song came into me. expresses my feelings now so much. thats y the lyrics are here together with the change of blog song. it really says my heart out sia. perfect! till den...

deng dai qi ji de chu xian. i may not be the most popular guys arnd, i may not have the cute, the shuainess, the fun and stuff. but i believe in believing. and i hope you too. ARGH! LEX STOP WHINING AND GO AND SLEEP AND REFLECT! STUPID RETARD MUTTON BABY WHINNER! shoo!

i<3u xxxx =))

ps: use encoding if you guys cant read. =D

(女) 有多少人在旁边　我们都视而不见
　　　彼此却忍不住多看几眼　感觉强烈
(女) 已经微笑的放电　已经暗示到极限
　　　没勇气的人犹豫的瞬间　幸福就飘过面前
(男) 我平凡无奇而你　像灿烂星星　让我担心
(合) 明明很爱你　明明想靠近
(男) 但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
　　我凭什么一一打败情敌　敢大声说要做(你的唯一)
(合) 明明很爱你　明明想靠近　(明明很爱我　明明想靠近)
　　为什么还要再浪费时间不把你抱紧
　　 (为什么还要再浪费时间不把我抱紧)
　　够真心　才是最厉害的武器(够真心　就是最厉害的武器)
　　我会拼命让你更满意(你要拼命让我更满意)
(女) 讲配不配太俗气　说爱不爱要问心
　　爱由我们自己决定不必理　跌破谁的眼镜

darkside illusions 3:44 AM

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