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Monday, April 24, 2006

sadness to the core

and how can i turn a blind eye? its been real hard to keep myself real happy and stuff. and this have to happen. can i take it any longer? i think i cant. i feel lyk juz shouting everything out. its too much to take already. i feel so secondary school lyk to die or smth. but i wont. even if i have to fight to the last moment till u really say it so.

why. i keep asking myself why. wad did i do wrong? hais. everything that came out is all abt someone and stuff. noe how much it hurts to even hear such a thing? i rather to hear the truth and stuff than spinning myself in circles.

and lyk damm! how to keep myself so up when she gave u the hint that is him or smth? lex, are you that stupid huh! tsk tsk! bud yeah! i'm that stupid. i juz cant run away frm it. its lyk everything i can give up oso can sia. argh! damm. seriously i really dunno wad other steps to take. juz yest yuting gave me a target. i juz promised mong ling another one too. budden. it was all shattered lyk a few hrs ago? my heart is sour now. bud how? ren zhu bahs lex. is u lyk de. juz pray and pray bahs. its all juz deploy or smth. i really hope this is not true. i dowan my hopes to shatter. i'm really serious. pls tell me this is fake. hais..

wake up lex..

darkside illusions 8:48 PM

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