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Friday, April 28, 2006

smiles

slowly and slowly i learn to take steps forward and moving on. =) thanks to yuting. gosh. she helped me alot and i swore to treat her lunchie some of these days. xD

and liting is so lame can! hahas. wants to find someone to help her forget abt her ex within two months. lols! lame la. and so we chat and chat. and i feel so much lighter! so.. thanks liting! =))

anyway, really gotten so much lighter after i went dbg to play drums again. =x the feeling came back. those i want to S the song de feeling. is nice sia. lols! did some improvement and stuff. got sotto to push up 5% sP and stuff. hahas. yeah. lighten my mood a little though its still kinda unstable yet.

tml's friday le. a week ending soon. so many things happened and i'm already behind time. i nid to catch up soon. i nid to move on fast! aint wasting anymore time. but can i? i hope. kel's bday today! will be buahing him on sat. if we (yeah WE) got the strength to buah him. =x he's way to strong on the legs and hands. =x

oh well. i wan to find back that happy lex self again. and liting ah liting. tsk tsk. u ah.. bwg to u oso. lols!

enjoy peeps! sooner or later, lex will be back! dun make me fall again! oh yeah. cut my hair short at the back in a moment of sadness. so no more long hair lex anymore. oh well. that maybe shows a sign i can sacrifice de bahs. =x hahas. kinda miss my hiar. but... oh well. wads done is done. good luck bahs everyone.

everything past so fast
its juz lyk yesterday
that i juz said
i love you
from deep within my heart

and it seems juz lyk today
you said no
and left me behind

memories will stay
but life will go on
may happiness follow you
girl..
=))

and they say the happiest person is the person who found the love they really want. hope you do soon. =) be happy always. not you alone. but everyone pls. lex doesn't want to see sadness again. juz that loneliness filling up in me again.. someone wake me up.

and pls, dun repoach urself anymore. no more dui bu qi from u anymore. it'll juz make me more guilty. so pls smile and stuff. get back to normal and feel love the way u want too. juz remember that when you fall, there's still a me to carry you and lift you up. my road, your road already. i guess? take care. =) <3

darkside illusions 12:30 AM

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