Friday, June 23, 2006
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seriously i hate problems. useless things to happen. gosh. ppl say i'm childish and stuff but hey look at me? do i get down till that state? i'll answer no. yes i do have up down moods sometimes. but i'll get over it fast enuff. lyk a day or 2? damm. how can a person really be sad for so long for problems not that big?
how long can u be sad and stuff over someone u've known for a month or less. gosh. as in for years ok la. nope. i'm not flaming or stuff. juz wondering. cos i've nv had that feeling b4. oh well..
ok. as i said i really hate politics and stuff. lulUlu.. but oh well. i juz gotta say this. hmm. ok. heard stuff here and there. i seriously already gave up my trust in ????? (dun bother to count. it aint the number of letters in the name) anymore. as in as a whole lahs. backstabbing here and there. hais. y does it always happen to me? hmm.. cant u guys juz be good and erh... mind ur own things. -_-"
come on la. grow up. so wad u tink ya 100% better than me in ????? (again dun bother to count - -")? let u win lor. brag more bahs. yay! i agree la.. u better. happy? win? gosh. lyk that oso wan to say. dots. but hey look at reality. so wad u have some parts better? i dare to say some things i can do u cannot do lor. waaa. brag more abt ur ????? and ?????. u can do ????? easily lyk abc. yeah i lose. happy? waaa. ppl impressed by u le lehs. cos ya better than lex. but eat my foot pls. i can do ????? can u? u'll juz jolly well give excuses lyk only that ????? cannot do. lalala~ ya ya. i look at our ????? and compare. come on. u only have 5 - 6 ????? that are better. wad abt the other ?????s huh? oh not counted eh? i can say i have at least a 100 ????? more better than u. nbm. i shall be good. u are better lor. wooo~ wad i achieved are craps la huh. u have the most perfect ????? and ????? and ????? la hor. go on go on.
seriously y do u often complain abt things not working out and stuff? saying y ppl give u hot and cold and shit. look at urself first. so wad u say ya 100% way better than me? in the end? make sure wad u say meets with wad u do. saying no need compare one la. in the end u do. u tried so hard to be closer with *ahem*. but hello? cant u see i'm much closer without trying? u want to noe y? cos i'm natural and myself in front of them. be a saint, be god, be the no 1 in front of any person. but at the back ya a wadever i could think of. it juz wont work out dude.
you can claim to have change. claim to have repent. but let me tell u. if i give u another ?????, u'll juz go back to the same way. let me tell u something. i have 2 faces too. 1 is my true face, another is to u. i may seem nice to u. but on the inside, i'm fuckily disappointed and disgusted by everything u say/do.
to ?????: enough la. how long muz u drown urself? it was a public nuisance la dude. sad? angry? its nth big seriously. thats to me. i rather u sad/angry keep quiet and dao ppl rather than shouting and trying to gain attention by doing wad i tink is childish and inmature acts. come on. thats much better ways to express ur feelings. seriously, 10/10 ppl told me ya juz making a fool out of urself. hate me, curse me for saying these things. i'm juz stating a fact. whether to face up to reality urself, its still urself. juz please, manage in a way such that u can prove ya 1 yr older than me and uniform grp did not make u such a guy. thanks.
to ray: come on dude. cheer up. if it aint urs, it will not be urs. learn to look forward at times. i noe its hard. i too have same problems. but give it a try, u may be surprised by how much u have done when u look forward. i noe i may not be the best of friends or smth to help u when ya down or stuff. but.. i can be there when u need venting. thats for sure. ^^
yep. nth more to blog. its 5.30 in the morning and i'm blogging? y? cos i watch japan vs brazil. i wanted japan to win. but oh well. they lost 1-4. zzzzz. brazil juz whipped their ass sia. >< ok oyasumi mina-san.
oh ya. wan angry, wan bu shuang, juz talk to me and state which point is false. thanks. i hate politics. zzz
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