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Thursday, July 27, 2006

dammit. i really want to say everything out. damm!

but i scared you'll juz ignore me just lyk the other time. tell me wad to do.

i know to you we're impossible. but why. why am i clinging on to the hope of being with you. everytime i asked you out. i really hope to hear a yes. but somehow each time. its seems lyk a rejection. i dunno when. not even a chance girl? when you said you had a bf le. how devasted the feeling that was. just lyk my past. but i believed one day still, i hold the same chance. ruby meii once said move with sincerity. and i'm really trying my best to do it.

to you i dunno how much it is. but i will want to wait. wait for the day u finally wanna meet and want more. =) i promise the first date will be extraordinary. surely. but all i plan never seems to be coming true. nth but illusions. tell me joy, how much chance do you tink i have? is it still the same answer you gave me that time? i'm wasting my time? i really hope not. i'm trying my best to get closer to you. know you more. so at least if one day u agree to meet me, i wont be that shy.

damm. i'm thinking of you now again. kinda jealous ya going out with guys and maybe tonning with them? but i'm juz a fren in ur eyes. dunno wad to do, cant say anything to stop it.

lex wa baka! useless. hais. =( joy! over this 2 months or so. i really realised, i like you too much for me to let go. its lyk i known you for years. i really hope to work this out and i really hope you'll give me a chance by opening your world to me. please?

I'M REALLY SERIOUS OF WANTING TO BE WITH YOU!

trust me on this can? hais.. if your 9 months ex u told me abt can do it, i believe one day i'll be able to move your stone heart towards me. =) i believe. and once again, thanks joy for giving me the happiest day of my past 2 years as single. =) really really was so happy.

joy. i really just wanna be with you. just you. will ya?

hope so. T.T

darkside illusions 2:47 AM

Comments:
hellos. i'm just a passer by. ((: crack ur blog's password by mistake.. =x well, hmm.. i dont really noe wad's wrong with euu n the girl had a crush on, but.. frm wad i'd read from ur blog, i can really see that euu're really dishearten & emo. well, just wanna say.. cheer up, let nature takes it course. dont brood over r/s so much. sometimes, r/s is lidat.. it just didnt go the way, u wanna it to be. ((:

tkcares.
-yaWn`. ((:

# posted by Anonymous : October 02, 2007 5:58 PM

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