- treasured memories

Sunday, July 16, 2006

ok. this blog is revived as a secret blog or smth. it will be used to vent my anger if i want or say stupid love stuff. >< i'll change the skin once i feel lyk it. need some inspiration for the design part. i hate using div tags. >< they alignment will be all wrong. ><

anyway. its open le. and i knew it from her blog. oh well she's attached. had really a big impact and me and stuff. its stupid i noe. i feel stupid myself. how deeply can i love someone i dinda noe that well? but its really how i feel and i wonder y. i suddenly had not much mood either. before i knew it i was already feeling uneasy and stuff. if only i knew her earlier in person or smth. hais. forget it. though we arent meant to be but i really wish u the best frm my heart. its going to be tough on me once again but i will stand strong bahs. i hope so..

please dun come out and meet me now. please. go back where you belong. i've not seen you for 2 years because of ~~this~~ reason. please go back it. dun come out. i'm controlling you. its ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..

i want someone to talk to. hais.. fuck, i hate everything. im feeling so fan over something i shoulda be feeling so. fuck. i shoulda be saying all these. tmd. >< get over it lex! take care joy. =) i'll remember all the memories u gave me. the phone call which we were on. saying and doing stupid stuff. those msn chats. those nice msges. thanks girl. you made my past 1 month a happy guy to look forward to. but i guess its shattered now. but i dun blame u either. be happy k? i still have some hesitation not to give up. if ever one day there's a chance, i want you to know, i'll still be here wanting to hear all u want to say and stuff. thanks my fren. love ya.

lex is back to work.

darkside illusions 1:19 AM

Comments:
no not really.. anyone can read ur blog u faggort.. javascript is really easy to hack.

# posted by Anonymous : July 22, 2006 11:41 AM

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